A/N: Hey I just want to thank all of you who reviewed me.I was getting a
little desperate!!! I'm sure you all know how that is. I'm glad that you
guys reviewed because I wanted to finish this story!! Now please, unless
you want to give me an anxiety attack, REVIEW!!
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Dawson and Joey stood there in shock.
"I knew it, I just knew you are asshole! God, why did I have to be so naïve and stupid to fall in love with you, when here you are, kissing who I should have known, the all American Girl! Jesus, why didn't I just freaking listen to my instincts and stay the hell away from you?"
Dawson stepped forward, his eyes pleading. "Jen, it's not what you think, we didn't-"
"Shut up Dawson, you're not my boyfriend anymore, so I don't know why I even care."
She started to walk past Joey and Dawson, heading for the steps.
"Now Jen, wait a minute. You have to listen to me-"
"NO, I don't have to listen to you! There's nothing to listen to, there's nothing to explain, I saw what I saw, hands down. You have loved Joey for all your life, and why shouldn't you? I mean, really, look at her! She's perfect! She's perfect for YOU Dawson! Now get out of my way!"
Dawson grabbed Jen by her arm. "Now you will listen to me Jen, damn it! What I have to say is important! I will not let you go, no matter how much you scream and yell and struggle because I need you to hear me out!"
Jen fell limp onto the floor. She was too exhausted from struggling with Dawson. She had no choice but to hear him. "Speak," she said coldly.
"Joey, will you excuse us?" Joey nodded and walked silently down the stairs, back to the party below.
Dawson sat next to Jen, sighing. "Jen, Jen. What have I gotten us into? I first want to start out with an apology. I was a jerk yesterday. I didn't mean to call you those things, they just slipped out."
Jen's eyes began to water. She looked Dawson in the eye. "Why did you feel the need to call me those things in the first place, Dawson? We were getting along just fine, and then out of no where, you start calling me names. I don't understand what went wrong." He sighed and continued. "Jen, I didn't know how to break up with you. I thought that you were a city girl, I was a naïve little boy from a little town, I mean, you could handle the name calling since you came from New York, I mean, you must have heard it everyday! But I was wrong. You couldn't handle it, because you really were and still are hurt. I am deeply sorry for that. The reasons that I wanted to break up with you are silly and superficial."
"Tell me anyway."
"Well, I didn't want to be with someone that was always talked about in a crude manner. I didn't like the guys asking me if I've had sex with you yet, they thought you were easy, even when I told them that you weren't. I'd get suspicious when ever you talked to another guy because something told me that you were secretly sleeping with him because you haven't slept with me yet. I wasn't giving you any satisfaction, so why didn't you just go out and get your own? That was a hard question."
"Dawson, you know that I told you that you could wait as long as you wanted. I was in no rush to have sex again and I wanted it to be the right time for not only me, but for you as well."
Dawson nodded. "I know, I know, but me being the stupid idiot that I am, gave in to my suspicions and I freaked. I need you to know right now, Jen, that it was the biggest mistake of my life!"
Jen was confused. "What was the biggest mistake of your life?"
"Letting go of you! Jen, I love you with all my heart, and talking to Joey, I realized that! I don't love her the way I love you, Jen!" He sputtered.
Jen couldn't say anything. She was speechless. "Um. Okay." She said.
They both laughed at each other's stupidity.
"Dawson, I just have another question," Jen asked as they both calmed down, "what were you and Joey doing if you weren't kissing?"
"Long story. Basically some drunk dude ran into us and our heads slammed together."
Jen chuckled. "God, I am an idiot."
"Oh, but I love your idiocy!" Dawson smiled. Jen smiled back, she felt like she was in a dream. This was her dream come true, she and Dawson were in love with each other.
"Dawson Leery, I love you." she whispered.
The music and the voices down stairs suddenly disappeared. The two were in their own little fantasy world, it was revolving slowly. Jen leaned in and touched Dawson's lips with her own. He responded and pressed harder on her lips. She gently slipped her hands around his neck.
"I love you, Jen Lindley."
All of a sudden-
"Whoa, coming through again!" It was the same drunk dude coming down the stairs. Everything happened in a flash.
The guy slammed his body against Jen's and fell onto her lap. He smiled up at her dreamily. Suddenly his body began to slip out of her grasp, so he reached up and grabbed her by her neck. Jen was suffocating!
"Get off of her, you bastard!" Dawson yelled as he tried to pry the boy's hands off of her neck.
The guy let go and grabbed Jen by her hair. But, gravity being as it is, made the boy topple down the steps..and took the frightened Jen Lindley with him.
"Jen! Oh God!" Dawson cried.
Jen landed on her back with a sickening thud. Dawson swore he heard something snap. It scared the life out of him. Jen just lay there motionless.
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Hey, ok, a little dramatic. But that' s the way it has to be. Please review! And give me some advice on whether or not I should have Jen live or die..
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Dawson and Joey stood there in shock.
"I knew it, I just knew you are asshole! God, why did I have to be so naïve and stupid to fall in love with you, when here you are, kissing who I should have known, the all American Girl! Jesus, why didn't I just freaking listen to my instincts and stay the hell away from you?"
Dawson stepped forward, his eyes pleading. "Jen, it's not what you think, we didn't-"
"Shut up Dawson, you're not my boyfriend anymore, so I don't know why I even care."
She started to walk past Joey and Dawson, heading for the steps.
"Now Jen, wait a minute. You have to listen to me-"
"NO, I don't have to listen to you! There's nothing to listen to, there's nothing to explain, I saw what I saw, hands down. You have loved Joey for all your life, and why shouldn't you? I mean, really, look at her! She's perfect! She's perfect for YOU Dawson! Now get out of my way!"
Dawson grabbed Jen by her arm. "Now you will listen to me Jen, damn it! What I have to say is important! I will not let you go, no matter how much you scream and yell and struggle because I need you to hear me out!"
Jen fell limp onto the floor. She was too exhausted from struggling with Dawson. She had no choice but to hear him. "Speak," she said coldly.
"Joey, will you excuse us?" Joey nodded and walked silently down the stairs, back to the party below.
Dawson sat next to Jen, sighing. "Jen, Jen. What have I gotten us into? I first want to start out with an apology. I was a jerk yesterday. I didn't mean to call you those things, they just slipped out."
Jen's eyes began to water. She looked Dawson in the eye. "Why did you feel the need to call me those things in the first place, Dawson? We were getting along just fine, and then out of no where, you start calling me names. I don't understand what went wrong." He sighed and continued. "Jen, I didn't know how to break up with you. I thought that you were a city girl, I was a naïve little boy from a little town, I mean, you could handle the name calling since you came from New York, I mean, you must have heard it everyday! But I was wrong. You couldn't handle it, because you really were and still are hurt. I am deeply sorry for that. The reasons that I wanted to break up with you are silly and superficial."
"Tell me anyway."
"Well, I didn't want to be with someone that was always talked about in a crude manner. I didn't like the guys asking me if I've had sex with you yet, they thought you were easy, even when I told them that you weren't. I'd get suspicious when ever you talked to another guy because something told me that you were secretly sleeping with him because you haven't slept with me yet. I wasn't giving you any satisfaction, so why didn't you just go out and get your own? That was a hard question."
"Dawson, you know that I told you that you could wait as long as you wanted. I was in no rush to have sex again and I wanted it to be the right time for not only me, but for you as well."
Dawson nodded. "I know, I know, but me being the stupid idiot that I am, gave in to my suspicions and I freaked. I need you to know right now, Jen, that it was the biggest mistake of my life!"
Jen was confused. "What was the biggest mistake of your life?"
"Letting go of you! Jen, I love you with all my heart, and talking to Joey, I realized that! I don't love her the way I love you, Jen!" He sputtered.
Jen couldn't say anything. She was speechless. "Um. Okay." She said.
They both laughed at each other's stupidity.
"Dawson, I just have another question," Jen asked as they both calmed down, "what were you and Joey doing if you weren't kissing?"
"Long story. Basically some drunk dude ran into us and our heads slammed together."
Jen chuckled. "God, I am an idiot."
"Oh, but I love your idiocy!" Dawson smiled. Jen smiled back, she felt like she was in a dream. This was her dream come true, she and Dawson were in love with each other.
"Dawson Leery, I love you." she whispered.
The music and the voices down stairs suddenly disappeared. The two were in their own little fantasy world, it was revolving slowly. Jen leaned in and touched Dawson's lips with her own. He responded and pressed harder on her lips. She gently slipped her hands around his neck.
"I love you, Jen Lindley."
All of a sudden-
"Whoa, coming through again!" It was the same drunk dude coming down the stairs. Everything happened in a flash.
The guy slammed his body against Jen's and fell onto her lap. He smiled up at her dreamily. Suddenly his body began to slip out of her grasp, so he reached up and grabbed her by her neck. Jen was suffocating!
"Get off of her, you bastard!" Dawson yelled as he tried to pry the boy's hands off of her neck.
The guy let go and grabbed Jen by her hair. But, gravity being as it is, made the boy topple down the steps..and took the frightened Jen Lindley with him.
"Jen! Oh God!" Dawson cried.
Jen landed on her back with a sickening thud. Dawson swore he heard something snap. It scared the life out of him. Jen just lay there motionless.
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Hey, ok, a little dramatic. But that' s the way it has to be. Please review! And give me some advice on whether or not I should have Jen live or die..