A/N: After my big spill in 'Listen Up' today I realised I hadn't given the proper credit on my last chapter. The song is Alive by POD and the thing by the wrestlers was something I made up.
BILLY'S POV
I was lying in my bed silently crying when someone knocked on my door causing me to wipe my eyes,
"Come in" I called trying to hide the tears in my voice,
"What you doing here?" I asked as Torrie walked over to my bed,
"I need to talk to you"
"I think you've said enough"
"Its about Rey"
"What you want to tell me more lies?"
"No, you need to go see him."
"Why should I listen to you?"
"Because Rey send me"
"How do I know your not lying again?"
"I don't know. How about trusting me?"
"I did that once already remember how that turned out"
"Ok since you've made it so blatantly obvious you aren't going to listen to me you've got to go talk to Rey"
"Nah I can't do that" I replied turning my head away,
"He understands you know! He wants to see you"
"No I can't"
"Billy get off your damn high horse and go see your best friend"
"Ex-best friend and anyway he's in ICU only family can visit in ICU"
"They are transferring him tomorrow"
"Still… how do I know he wants to see me?"
"Because he told me he does"
"And I should believe you because?"
"You love me?"
"I don't know about that at the moment," I hissed realising what I was saying after I said it. Of course I loved Torrie she was the love of my life no matter what I could never stop loving her,
"I'll go get Angie then she'll tell you," Torrie replied slowly trying to hold back the tears the before I could say anything she walked towards the door,
"Wait. I didn't mean that!"
"Yes you did"
"No I didn't I love you Torrie" I said as she shut the door behind her.
I dropped my head back down on the pillow then silently cursed at the pain I had caused myself. Then my arm started hurting, they warned me about this. They called it 'Phantom Pain' it is where the nerves or whatever start hurting because a limb isn't there or something along those lines. I looked down at my remaining hand and thought about how much we all took things for granted, we take for granted that we will always have two arms, two legs etc. but who's to say that we will?
^^^ (A/N: flash back)
Rey and I had set the move up nicely all that was need now was the reverse 619 not that hard. Rey's lower abdomen met my face and I went flying backwards into the cage. I began counting backwards from ten in my head (the amount of time before I had to get up) but I only reached 6 before I saw the cage above me sway then collapse. I felt the heavy weight of the cage fall across my body with the steal beam seeming to land perfectly down the length of my arm. Then everything went black, the sounds of doctors rushing around a busy hospital woke me up and the doctor says,
"We've got no other choice his arm is going to have to come off" Just the shock of hearing I was bout to loose an arm send me spiralling back into un-consciousness…
^^^
"Billy, Billy, Billy" A voice sighed breaking me out of my flashback. I slowly turned my head to the door way and saw Rey's beautiful wife Angie standing there,
"Angie! Welcome to my humble hell hole"
"Its not that bad"
"Its bad enough. Anyway what do I owe the pleasure of your beauty?"
"Torrie said you were being a stubborn old mule"
"I ain't old"
"Its just a saying honey. Anyway how are you?"
"Been better wish I could say I've been worse"
"It will get better hon."
"Yea I know. How's Rey?"
"He's getting there, they are hoping to move him out of ICU tomorrow"
"Yea, Torrie said"
"He'd love it if you came and saw him"
"Well at the moment it looks like I'm going nowhere fast"
"Oh Billy, you lost your arm not your leg"
"And I broke my back"
"Ever heard of a wheel chair. They are these amazing inventions that are chairs with wheels. Took some great genius to think of it" Angie said winking causing me to smile,
"Now that's the smile we all love. Look how about tomorrow I come down get you into that amazing contraption called a wheel chair and take you up to see Rey?"
"What would I say to him?" I asked getting tired and closing my eyes,
"Hi is always a good start. Then how about saying you're sorry and sitting down to listen to what he has to say to you?"
"Aha" I replied not paying much attention,
"But how about right now you get some sleep" Angie said kissing my forehead gently and leaving.
BILLY'S POV
I was lying in my bed silently crying when someone knocked on my door causing me to wipe my eyes,
"Come in" I called trying to hide the tears in my voice,
"What you doing here?" I asked as Torrie walked over to my bed,
"I need to talk to you"
"I think you've said enough"
"Its about Rey"
"What you want to tell me more lies?"
"No, you need to go see him."
"Why should I listen to you?"
"Because Rey send me"
"How do I know your not lying again?"
"I don't know. How about trusting me?"
"I did that once already remember how that turned out"
"Ok since you've made it so blatantly obvious you aren't going to listen to me you've got to go talk to Rey"
"Nah I can't do that" I replied turning my head away,
"He understands you know! He wants to see you"
"No I can't"
"Billy get off your damn high horse and go see your best friend"
"Ex-best friend and anyway he's in ICU only family can visit in ICU"
"They are transferring him tomorrow"
"Still… how do I know he wants to see me?"
"Because he told me he does"
"And I should believe you because?"
"You love me?"
"I don't know about that at the moment," I hissed realising what I was saying after I said it. Of course I loved Torrie she was the love of my life no matter what I could never stop loving her,
"I'll go get Angie then she'll tell you," Torrie replied slowly trying to hold back the tears the before I could say anything she walked towards the door,
"Wait. I didn't mean that!"
"Yes you did"
"No I didn't I love you Torrie" I said as she shut the door behind her.
I dropped my head back down on the pillow then silently cursed at the pain I had caused myself. Then my arm started hurting, they warned me about this. They called it 'Phantom Pain' it is where the nerves or whatever start hurting because a limb isn't there or something along those lines. I looked down at my remaining hand and thought about how much we all took things for granted, we take for granted that we will always have two arms, two legs etc. but who's to say that we will?
^^^ (A/N: flash back)
Rey and I had set the move up nicely all that was need now was the reverse 619 not that hard. Rey's lower abdomen met my face and I went flying backwards into the cage. I began counting backwards from ten in my head (the amount of time before I had to get up) but I only reached 6 before I saw the cage above me sway then collapse. I felt the heavy weight of the cage fall across my body with the steal beam seeming to land perfectly down the length of my arm. Then everything went black, the sounds of doctors rushing around a busy hospital woke me up and the doctor says,
"We've got no other choice his arm is going to have to come off" Just the shock of hearing I was bout to loose an arm send me spiralling back into un-consciousness…
^^^
"Billy, Billy, Billy" A voice sighed breaking me out of my flashback. I slowly turned my head to the door way and saw Rey's beautiful wife Angie standing there,
"Angie! Welcome to my humble hell hole"
"Its not that bad"
"Its bad enough. Anyway what do I owe the pleasure of your beauty?"
"Torrie said you were being a stubborn old mule"
"I ain't old"
"Its just a saying honey. Anyway how are you?"
"Been better wish I could say I've been worse"
"It will get better hon."
"Yea I know. How's Rey?"
"He's getting there, they are hoping to move him out of ICU tomorrow"
"Yea, Torrie said"
"He'd love it if you came and saw him"
"Well at the moment it looks like I'm going nowhere fast"
"Oh Billy, you lost your arm not your leg"
"And I broke my back"
"Ever heard of a wheel chair. They are these amazing inventions that are chairs with wheels. Took some great genius to think of it" Angie said winking causing me to smile,
"Now that's the smile we all love. Look how about tomorrow I come down get you into that amazing contraption called a wheel chair and take you up to see Rey?"
"What would I say to him?" I asked getting tired and closing my eyes,
"Hi is always a good start. Then how about saying you're sorry and sitting down to listen to what he has to say to you?"
"Aha" I replied not paying much attention,
"But how about right now you get some sleep" Angie said kissing my forehead gently and leaving.