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Kagome's POV:
Memories. I have so many. Some good, some tragic. What can I do? My heart was broken once, now is broken twice. Why did you leave me, Zander? Earlier at Kagome's time:
It is getting harder and harder to breathe as I draw closer to the cemetery. I have avoided this place since the funeral one year ago. I park the car and walk slowly up the worn footpath which winds itself among the graves. My eyes scan each tombstone hastily as I search for the desired one. I fell as if my heart will pound right out of my chest. My nerves are on end. Suddenly I come upon the tombstone I was searching for and fell tears burn my eyes. The tears which were not shed on this horrible day one year ago. "Zander" I hear myself whisper, "Why did you leave me?". I break down into uncontrollable sobs. On my knees I read the tombstone's inscription. 'Fear not my beloved ones for we shall meet again.'. I begin to smile through my tears. That was so like him.
I settle myself down in front of his grave and begin to talk to him. I find myself telling him everything that has happened since his death. The well, the jewel, and of course, Inu-Yasha. I fell akward talking to a gravestone, but it lightens my heart. I still fell Zander's presence and it is soothing to my jangled nerves. I know I still cannot speak of what happened that fatefull day, but this is a step twords healing and hopefully, forgiveness twords myself. As many times I was told that what happened was not my fault, I cannot help but think I could of done something. I might have been able to save him. Tears begin to drip down my face once again.
Someday I will tell our story Zander. You will not be forgotten. I pick myself up and dry my tears. I did what I came to do and it is time for me to go. I have no more tears to shed for today. As I walk back down the worn footpath my heart feels slightly lighter. Ever since his death I have not let my self even think to love. I just could not bear it with my guilt. Now, however, that guilt is gone and I can finally accept my rapidly developing feelings for another. I now admit, I am falling for a hanyou. I am falling hard for Inu-Yasha. Please do not break my heart Inu- Yasha. My walls are still up.but you have weakened them.
I arrive at the shrine and walk in the front door. "Mom, I'm back!" I yell as I drop my keys off in the kitchen. "Hello dear. How was your vist?" my mom asks me as she enters the kitchen. "It, went well. My guilt is gone. I still cannot talk about it, but I am healing." "Good for you honey." She says as she smiles and exits the room as quickly as she came. Well, I promised Inu-Yasha I would get back quickly. I run upstairs to change back into my school uniform. After a rushed good-bye, I jump into the well. Present:
A lot of good coming back did me. I finally free myself of guilt and begin to accept my blossoming fellings for Inu-Yasha and I find him in a loving embrace with a walking corpse. My heart has broken twice. Maybe I am not ment to love. Whenever I love I get burned or the person that I love is hurt. Having a good laugh fate? It must be true. I am worthless and unloveable. To Inu-Yasha, a walking corpse is better than a worthless shard detector. Why do I bother to continue living? My tears begin to pour. I did not want to cry anymore today. Why me?
Authors Note:
Howdy. Thank you people who have talen time to read this. I have to explain a few things. When Kagome flashes back to events which have taken place earlier that day she thinks about a boy named Zander. You will find out more about him later. I now have one simple request.PLEASE REVIEW! Even it is to say you hate it. Although if you do say that I expect a good reason as to why. Say if it is because there is no plot or no detail. Maybe it moves to fast or choppily. I would love a constructive critisism. Thank you.
Kagome's POV:
Memories. I have so many. Some good, some tragic. What can I do? My heart was broken once, now is broken twice. Why did you leave me, Zander? Earlier at Kagome's time:
It is getting harder and harder to breathe as I draw closer to the cemetery. I have avoided this place since the funeral one year ago. I park the car and walk slowly up the worn footpath which winds itself among the graves. My eyes scan each tombstone hastily as I search for the desired one. I fell as if my heart will pound right out of my chest. My nerves are on end. Suddenly I come upon the tombstone I was searching for and fell tears burn my eyes. The tears which were not shed on this horrible day one year ago. "Zander" I hear myself whisper, "Why did you leave me?". I break down into uncontrollable sobs. On my knees I read the tombstone's inscription. 'Fear not my beloved ones for we shall meet again.'. I begin to smile through my tears. That was so like him.
I settle myself down in front of his grave and begin to talk to him. I find myself telling him everything that has happened since his death. The well, the jewel, and of course, Inu-Yasha. I fell akward talking to a gravestone, but it lightens my heart. I still fell Zander's presence and it is soothing to my jangled nerves. I know I still cannot speak of what happened that fatefull day, but this is a step twords healing and hopefully, forgiveness twords myself. As many times I was told that what happened was not my fault, I cannot help but think I could of done something. I might have been able to save him. Tears begin to drip down my face once again.
Someday I will tell our story Zander. You will not be forgotten. I pick myself up and dry my tears. I did what I came to do and it is time for me to go. I have no more tears to shed for today. As I walk back down the worn footpath my heart feels slightly lighter. Ever since his death I have not let my self even think to love. I just could not bear it with my guilt. Now, however, that guilt is gone and I can finally accept my rapidly developing feelings for another. I now admit, I am falling for a hanyou. I am falling hard for Inu-Yasha. Please do not break my heart Inu- Yasha. My walls are still up.but you have weakened them.
I arrive at the shrine and walk in the front door. "Mom, I'm back!" I yell as I drop my keys off in the kitchen. "Hello dear. How was your vist?" my mom asks me as she enters the kitchen. "It, went well. My guilt is gone. I still cannot talk about it, but I am healing." "Good for you honey." She says as she smiles and exits the room as quickly as she came. Well, I promised Inu-Yasha I would get back quickly. I run upstairs to change back into my school uniform. After a rushed good-bye, I jump into the well. Present:
A lot of good coming back did me. I finally free myself of guilt and begin to accept my blossoming fellings for Inu-Yasha and I find him in a loving embrace with a walking corpse. My heart has broken twice. Maybe I am not ment to love. Whenever I love I get burned or the person that I love is hurt. Having a good laugh fate? It must be true. I am worthless and unloveable. To Inu-Yasha, a walking corpse is better than a worthless shard detector. Why do I bother to continue living? My tears begin to pour. I did not want to cry anymore today. Why me?
Authors Note:
Howdy. Thank you people who have talen time to read this. I have to explain a few things. When Kagome flashes back to events which have taken place earlier that day she thinks about a boy named Zander. You will find out more about him later. I now have one simple request.PLEASE REVIEW! Even it is to say you hate it. Although if you do say that I expect a good reason as to why. Say if it is because there is no plot or no detail. Maybe it moves to fast or choppily. I would love a constructive critisism. Thank you.