I'm back! Thanks so much to all reviewers! InvisableRain and Hanna-chan,
thank you so much for informing me that I could not accept anonymous
reviews! I had no idea! Being me, I forgot to uncheck that little box
under settings. *Blushes with embarassment* Now, on with the fic!
Disclaimer:
Nope. Its not mine. I might just kidnap the characters one day.*cackles evily* Anyway, they are not really mine.
Inu's POV:
I feel panic rise up to my chest. Where is Kagome? What if something happened to her? Forget Kikyo. I am going to find Kagome. Outside I pick up her sent and follow it to a small clearing next to a nearby spring. Kagome is sitting at the waters edge crying. I want so badly to embrace her and assure her I am hers alone. Why do I have to hurt her so? This is all your fault Kikyo. If only she had stayed in the underworld. "Why me? Why me fate?" I hear Kagome murmer. "First Zander, now Inu-Yasha. I am worthless, useless, and unloveable." She hugs her knees. No Kagome, you are not useless. Gods how I want to hold her right now. She is not unloveable! I love her!
Please let Kagome move on. All I want is to see her happy. I will destroy Kikyo one day, but I will probably never reclaim her heart. It does not matter. I would rather see her happy with someone else than dead or miserable like this. No more tears Kagome, please be you again. She lifts her head to reveal her beautiful face tear-stained and her normally sparkling eyes dark with depression. I cannot stand to see her like this. Kikyo, I will make you pay for this. I continue to watch her. My heart aches as does hers and I am sure my eyes reveal the same meloncoly deprssion. Her pain is truly my pain.
Kagome's POV:
If a bag of dirt and bones are better than me, a living being, than do I really need to live? It seems I am worthless scum, so I would not be missed. I feel anger begin to well up inside me. So this is what true betrayel feels like. Sad really, I have no true right to even feel this way. He was never mine to begin with. Still, I cannot stop the white-hot rage building in my chest. That's two oh cruel gods. Now what? Blood begins to drip down my fingers as my nails become further embedded into my palms. Strange, the pain feels good and seeing my blood run eases the sting of betrayal. My eyes travel down to my wrists. I see the veins that carry my life's blood. Two small cuts and I can end the pain.
What am I thinking? I cannot just kill myself! I shake my head to rid myself of these thoughts. Scary, it seems so tempting, but I know I cannot. I am to much of a coward. I pick myself up and walk slowly back to the village. I just need sleep now, I'll bandage my palms in the morning. I snuggle back into my sleeping bag carefully so as not to disturb Shippo. 'Things will be better in the morning. Things will be better in the morning.' I chant to myself. Deep down however, I fear they will not. I fear they will only get worse.
Disclaimer:
Nope. Its not mine. I might just kidnap the characters one day.*cackles evily* Anyway, they are not really mine.
Inu's POV:
I feel panic rise up to my chest. Where is Kagome? What if something happened to her? Forget Kikyo. I am going to find Kagome. Outside I pick up her sent and follow it to a small clearing next to a nearby spring. Kagome is sitting at the waters edge crying. I want so badly to embrace her and assure her I am hers alone. Why do I have to hurt her so? This is all your fault Kikyo. If only she had stayed in the underworld. "Why me? Why me fate?" I hear Kagome murmer. "First Zander, now Inu-Yasha. I am worthless, useless, and unloveable." She hugs her knees. No Kagome, you are not useless. Gods how I want to hold her right now. She is not unloveable! I love her!
Please let Kagome move on. All I want is to see her happy. I will destroy Kikyo one day, but I will probably never reclaim her heart. It does not matter. I would rather see her happy with someone else than dead or miserable like this. No more tears Kagome, please be you again. She lifts her head to reveal her beautiful face tear-stained and her normally sparkling eyes dark with depression. I cannot stand to see her like this. Kikyo, I will make you pay for this. I continue to watch her. My heart aches as does hers and I am sure my eyes reveal the same meloncoly deprssion. Her pain is truly my pain.
Kagome's POV:
If a bag of dirt and bones are better than me, a living being, than do I really need to live? It seems I am worthless scum, so I would not be missed. I feel anger begin to well up inside me. So this is what true betrayel feels like. Sad really, I have no true right to even feel this way. He was never mine to begin with. Still, I cannot stop the white-hot rage building in my chest. That's two oh cruel gods. Now what? Blood begins to drip down my fingers as my nails become further embedded into my palms. Strange, the pain feels good and seeing my blood run eases the sting of betrayal. My eyes travel down to my wrists. I see the veins that carry my life's blood. Two small cuts and I can end the pain.
What am I thinking? I cannot just kill myself! I shake my head to rid myself of these thoughts. Scary, it seems so tempting, but I know I cannot. I am to much of a coward. I pick myself up and walk slowly back to the village. I just need sleep now, I'll bandage my palms in the morning. I snuggle back into my sleeping bag carefully so as not to disturb Shippo. 'Things will be better in the morning. Things will be better in the morning.' I chant to myself. Deep down however, I fear they will not. I fear they will only get worse.