Our Reflection

Fulfilling

Broken Dreams

After he left, I sighed a long, depressed sigh. Of course, I had already started making his portions as well as mine.

Whenever he was talking to me recently, I had been blushing down to the roots of my hair. I was very glad and relieved when he'd made no move for physical contact. But in some odd way I was… was…

Disappointed?

No that wasn't it…

I was troubled or worried?

No not those things either…

I was worried he didn't appreciate me as Sango.

Knowing that he'd always reached out and groped me kept me close to him. I always wished he'd stop at some point, but not like this. He hadn't even smiled during that whole conversation. Not even that big perverted grin he usually got when they were alone.

Kagome choose that moment to come over to me from somewhere in the north direction. She just stumbled out of the bushes.

(Ah! Sango-chan!) She said walking towards me. She hugged me and I hugged back.

(Kagome-chan! Where were you? I was worried sick about you, so was Miroku. As a matter of fact he's out looking for you right now…)

(Uh-huh. We just passed him and he seemed kind of out of it… We asked him where he was going and he told us that he was looking for us. Then we said we were heading back to camp. He got a distant kind of look in his eyes and said he was going walking. That's where he is now. Walking) I looked away from her face and she smiled, a knowing smile.

(Oh…) I replied looking back at the food I was preparing.

(AH! Sango-chan! I want to talk to you later. Maybe when we go for a bath?) She asked me. I nodded dumbly, as I had no idea what she was even speaking of.

Kagome and I made our way to the Hot Springs. The conversation was light and cheery until we got to the springs. The conversation turned to Miroku.

A subject I, needless to say, didn't want to engage in.

(You love him don't you?) She asked suddenly. I blushed.

(W-who?) I knew whom she was talking about, but I could always get off the subject easily…

(You know. Miroku-sama…) the truth was I wanted to tell Kagome about everything, but she'd go tell Inu-Yasha who would ultimately tell Miroku. Then he would leave. And I didn't think I could live without him close or in our group.

(Kagome-chan? Will you not say a word of this to anyone?) She nodded with a serious look on her face. I put my back to a rock. (I'm not exactly sure what I feel towards Houshi-sama, but somewhere along the way I think I began to trust him more. Even if he is a self-centered, lecherous, wanna-be monk, I think I can still trust him, strangely enough.) Kagome nodded again. Sango could tell she wasn't going to ask anymore questions. I let out a heavy sigh and she still had a deadly serious expression on her face.

(You think he's going to leave, don't you?) I stuttered at this unexpected question. I couldn't answer, and I didn't know why…

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