As I walked off and got outseide I started to relize that I had nobody that really did care at that point of time and I didn't have a damn clue what the hell to do about it.I tried to push that out of my mind and sighed deeply a tear fell from my eye and I tried to wipe them away before Leon came around and saw me crying.All of sudden I heard someone come running behind me and grab me.
"Guess who it is"
"Please be the arms of death"
"No,you silly child its me"He turned me around to face him I gasped and then looked in his eyes.It was Vincet of the local mob I tried to pull away.Then I looked at him and took a deep breath.
"Can you do me a favor?"
"What would that be?"
"Kill me....."
"Well....I can't do that your brother hasn't done anything to piss me off"
"Oh I can get him too....no actually I can't....Thanks anyways"I walked off and got to the door of my house and started to think if I wanted to go in or not.I really started to consider the thought of runing away I didn't know what the hell to do...Leon came running into the house.
"June what the fuck is the matter with you!"
"Nothing EVERYTHINGS FUCKING PERFECT!"
"Nows not the time to be smart with me young lady"
"Who said I'm being smart......"I said with alot of pain in my voice.I looked at the ground them him in the eyes.
"Baby whats the matter?"He said putting his finger to my chin.He then put his hand lightly on my face.
"If I tell you , you promise me you won't get mad at me?"
"Yes..."I took his hand and lead him to the table.
"Sit down"He looked me deep in the eyes and then sat down and as I started to talk my voice broke and I broke down in tears and couldn't make eye contact with him anymore it hurt me so badly that I'm like this my brother has raised me well in a way.But things go wrong and I learned that the hard way......the really hard way.I finally made eye contact with him again.
"Well a few weeks ago I went to this party and......(my voice broke again).....I got drunk with this guy and we did something......and......"He looked me deep in the eyes,his eyes glisten.....I looked down.
"I'm pregnant"I started deep into sobbing he looked away and got up.
"J-June are you sure...."
I nodded.He looked at me again.Then down at the ground.I couldn't take it....I have ruined the family name was my first thought he looked at me again.
"You know the father is?"
"Yes....Damien"
"Who?"
"Some bastard at the party"
"Is he planning on helping you take care of this child"
I let out a forced laugh"He fucking hung up the fucking PHONE ON ME!"
Leon rolled his eyes and got ready to leave the room..A couple of the Deuces came into the house I got up to go to my room.I got out the door when Leon stopped me.
"June wait......"
"What?"
"N-Never mind......."
I got to my room and sat on my bed and looked at the floor I looked at my arms the bruises started to fade but for me the pain stayed the same.I couldn;t really grasp the fact that my life was taking such a big change my life was pure HELL!I started to cry and fell to the floor and cried so hard my body shook I didn't know what to do anymore.I hated this I couldn't take it anymore.I grabbed a knife near me and struck it deep , deeply into my wrist the bloody started to come out all over.I took the knife in my other hand and did the same.Then there was a pool of bloody around me.I started to fade into darkness.The pain didn't burn inside me like it did before.
"Guess who it is"
"Please be the arms of death"
"No,you silly child its me"He turned me around to face him I gasped and then looked in his eyes.It was Vincet of the local mob I tried to pull away.Then I looked at him and took a deep breath.
"Can you do me a favor?"
"What would that be?"
"Kill me....."
"Well....I can't do that your brother hasn't done anything to piss me off"
"Oh I can get him too....no actually I can't....Thanks anyways"I walked off and got to the door of my house and started to think if I wanted to go in or not.I really started to consider the thought of runing away I didn't know what the hell to do...Leon came running into the house.
"June what the fuck is the matter with you!"
"Nothing EVERYTHINGS FUCKING PERFECT!"
"Nows not the time to be smart with me young lady"
"Who said I'm being smart......"I said with alot of pain in my voice.I looked at the ground them him in the eyes.
"Baby whats the matter?"He said putting his finger to my chin.He then put his hand lightly on my face.
"If I tell you , you promise me you won't get mad at me?"
"Yes..."I took his hand and lead him to the table.
"Sit down"He looked me deep in the eyes and then sat down and as I started to talk my voice broke and I broke down in tears and couldn't make eye contact with him anymore it hurt me so badly that I'm like this my brother has raised me well in a way.But things go wrong and I learned that the hard way......the really hard way.I finally made eye contact with him again.
"Well a few weeks ago I went to this party and......(my voice broke again).....I got drunk with this guy and we did something......and......"He looked me deep in the eyes,his eyes glisten.....I looked down.
"I'm pregnant"I started deep into sobbing he looked away and got up.
"J-June are you sure...."
I nodded.He looked at me again.Then down at the ground.I couldn't take it....I have ruined the family name was my first thought he looked at me again.
"You know the father is?"
"Yes....Damien"
"Who?"
"Some bastard at the party"
"Is he planning on helping you take care of this child"
I let out a forced laugh"He fucking hung up the fucking PHONE ON ME!"
Leon rolled his eyes and got ready to leave the room..A couple of the Deuces came into the house I got up to go to my room.I got out the door when Leon stopped me.
"June wait......"
"What?"
"N-Never mind......."
I got to my room and sat on my bed and looked at the floor I looked at my arms the bruises started to fade but for me the pain stayed the same.I couldn;t really grasp the fact that my life was taking such a big change my life was pure HELL!I started to cry and fell to the floor and cried so hard my body shook I didn't know what to do anymore.I hated this I couldn't take it anymore.I grabbed a knife near me and struck it deep , deeply into my wrist the bloody started to come out all over.I took the knife in my other hand and did the same.Then there was a pool of bloody around me.I started to fade into darkness.The pain didn't burn inside me like it did before.