A/N:/// YAY!! Finally I have time for a new chapter! After this the only thing I have left is my epilogue which I may sit down and write tomorrow…. That's only if I get some reviews…
So in other news… I've seen the second movie! *Does a happy dance* and im happy to say that Miroku and Sango kiss (even if Miroku gets slapped for it and he's only trying to best Kagome…) INU-YASHA AND KAGOME KISS AND INU-YASHA DOESN'T GET SLAPPED FOR HIS! He gets a mean "Osuwari!" at the end though and it's all Miroku's fault…
Yeah and I'm listening to the new ED. 7 for Inu-Yasha It's called Come… if anyone knows who sings this it would be greatly appreciated!
ON TO THE STORY!!!
Her mind was reeling in all the emotions she was feeling. Her mind tried to replay everything in her life that had happened up to this point.
That's right, she thought despairingly, I don't deserve this… Somehow, though, It just feels so… so… almost like the first time…
That though made her pull away roughly from her lover's grasp.
"S-Sango?" His eyes were wide, rapt and afraid. "Did I-"
"Don't! Please!" She put her hands up to her ears. Sobs again rocked her body as she felt like sinking down to the ground. She stayed standing, just out of Miroku's reach. He looked so hurt, and it was killing her! "I-I didn't go away for you! It was all for myself! I was a selfish prick!" she finally gave up trying to stand, and landed harshly on her knees, making her gasp deeply for air. She began coughing roughly.
Miroku could only watch, completely shocked. He'd just been kissing her not more than thirty seconds ago, and now this? His mind wasn't processing fast enough, obviously.
"Sango…" He couldn't get anything else passed his damned lips! Say something to her! This isn't like before when she was crying for Kohaku! I did something! SO SAY SOMETHING! His mind was reprimanding him! Something was definitely wrong here…
"Don't say my name like that, please! I don't deserve this! Miroku everything I did ruined your life… Did you know that I carried your child? Did you know that's why I went away…?" Sango was calming, but the pained looked reflected from her eyes to his.
"My… Child…?" He was at another block in his, now, quite complicated little brain branches.
"Yes… I named him for another, yet he was yours. I was ashamed to tell you because I thought you would have been angry with me. I was so young… so ignorant…" That was the first time she'd ever admitted it to even herself. Despite her society pushing on her that she was an old maid by then, supposedly making her undesirable by any man, she was young. And painfully so…
"You bore my child…?" Why am I still on that?!
She nodded, wordlessly and willed herself to stand before the man of whom she betrayed. She did, and he stared in wonder. She felt so naked under that stare. She knew she was wrong from taking away something he'd always desperately yearned. She knew that she'd never be able to forgive herself, even if Miroku forgave her.
"Do you remember?" The question was sudden, as he cleared his face from all confusion. It was her turn to look him fully in the eye and face what she'd done.
"Re…mem…ber…? She said slowly, willing him to go on.
"That night, Sango." She blanched and again nodded wordlessly.
"Then you remember what I said before I took you…"
"Sango… even if I never see you again… I'll never forget this… I'll never let you forget this… I love you. That won't stop."
She was crying again, this time, though it was in true joy… or relief?
"I didn't lie." He said calmly, a small smile on his lips.
"You aren't making any sense… When I left you told me to find the one I loved… Why didn't you remember that then?"
"I did… You never returned it. Never said anything… So I assumed…" his voice trailed and she began to bring herself to him.
"I know that it probably won't mean anything now, but for what it is worth… I haven't stopped loving you sense the day I started." She was glad that she finally was able to say it.
He reached for her and she fell into his arms.
"Woah…" he joked "This is making me have some Déjà vu…"
She could only laugh gently.
"Until Forever, then?"
"That's damn right…" he replied, initiating a kiss, and she fell into him again.
A/N—beautiful epilouge, ne…. kinda makes me warm inside….
IF YOU KNOW WHO SINGS "COME" I WANNA KNOW!!!!! It kinda sound a lil like Utada Hikaru…….Only a lil tho….