My Immortal

Name: Jeanette Bell (a.k.a.) Tinkie

Rating: R

Disclaimer:  I don't own the song "My Immortal" by evanescence.  I also don't own Draco and Hermione.  They belong to J.K. Rowling.  I hope she doesn't mind me borrowing them.

Summary:  It has been 3 days since that uninvited night in the hallway at Hogwarts.  Both Hermione and Draco wish they could go further.

It has been 3 days since that night in the hallway.  Even though Hermione thought that she did the right thing by pushing Draco away, she still hurts.  Every morning she would wake up and meet Harry and Ron in the Dinning Room.  She would try to not look at Malfoy.  But no matter how hard she tried she had to look up at him.  He never seemed to be looking at her.  He was always off in his own little world with that same scowl on his face.  She wanted so badly to be in his world, to have him touch her again.  But he never acknowledged that she was there.  He didn't even call her mud blood anymore.  But she would rather have him call her mud blood than not have him speak to her at all.

Classes were even worse than breakfast.  Hermione never said anything in class.  She would just sit and try to fight back the tears.  Sometimes she wouldn't even show up to class.  She would stay in her room or roam the halls.  But nights were unbearable.  Every night she would dream about Malfoy.  His touch and his breath she could feel on her.  Some nights her dreams had felt so real that she thought that he was really there.  She would reach her hand out to touch him but he would just disappear.

I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave

Because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

"Are you alright Hermione?  You haven't been yourself lately.  All you do it sit and stare.  What happened?"  Harry said.  Hermione wasn't ready to talk to anyone.

"I'm just tired Harry.  I think I am going to go to bed.  Goodnight."  And with that she went up stairs and went to her room.  She lied on her bed and stared at the ceiling.  Her eyes began to water.  Why can't I stop thinking about him?  We made it perfectly clear that we can't be together.  Hermione rolled onto her side and closed her eyes.  A tear fell down her cheek.  She was about to wipe it away when someone else did it for her.  She looked up and saw him.

"Draco?"

These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

He leaned down and kissed her.  She had wanted him to kiss her for a long time.  He backed away from her and wiped another tear from her face.  They looked longingly into each other's eyes.  His gray eyes pierced through her chocolate brown eyes.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

She leaned up and took his face in her hands and pulled him in for another kiss.

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

He placed his hands on top of hers and brought her hands to his mouth and placed a gentle kiss on each one.

And I've held your hand through all of these years

"Please don't push me away again Hermione.  I don't think I could bear it.  Not again."  She could see a tear fall down his face.  She leaned in and kissed away the stray tears.


But you still have all of me

"I'll never push you away ever again.  I made one mistake.  And I don't plan on making another."  Draco placed his arms around her and kissed her passionately.  She parted her lips welcoming his tongue.  He gently laid her down on the bed.


You used to captivate me
by your resonating light

He pulled away a little bit and gently nibbled on her lower lip.  This made her quiver in delight.  He placed a kiss on her chin making his way down to her neck.  He placed kisses all along the nape of her neck.  Hermione let out a hushed moan.  While he kissed her he leisurely unbuttoned her top.  As he unbuttoned the last button he nibbled on her neck leaving another mark on her neck.  He stopped and gazed into her eyes.  He wanted to make sure that she didn't want to stop.


But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

"Don't stop Draco."  She saw his gray eyes fill with color.  He leaned his head back down and placed a kiss on her stomach.  He slowly unfastened her bra and pulled it off of her revealing her breasts.  He slowly traced each nipple with his finger, watching as they grew hard.  He leaned down and placed one of her nipples in his mouth.  With his tongue he massaged her.  He watched her arch her back into him.  She was overcome with excitement.  She held on to the bed as he massaged her breasts.  His hands explored the rest of her body.  When he had felt that he gave each breast enough attention he worked his way rolling his tongue down her stomach to her skirt.  He gently pulled her skirt off of her body.  He placed a kiss right below her belly button.  As he was about to take off her panties he stopped and looked into her eyes.


These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

"Draco, please.  Don't stop."  And with that he pulled down her panties revealing her soft curls.  Hermione lifted up and kissed Draco.  She quickly pulled his shirt off.  She wanted to feel the touch of his skin on hers.  When she pulled his shirt off, she revealed his nicely sculpted body.  She placed a kiss on his shoulder and then placed another on his other shoulder.  He put his arms around her and guided her down to the bed.  He placed his body on top of hers.  He unbuckled his pants and she helped him push them all the way down.  He slowly entered her.  As he did Hermione let out a soft wail.  A tear fell down her cheek.


When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

He placed a hand on her cheek and wiped away her tears.  He slowly entered her further.  She buried her face into his neck while she let out a long moan.


When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

She placed her hands over her face.  This was her first time.  He took her hands and placed him above her head.


And I've held your hand through all of these years

"Do you want me to stop Hermione?"


But you still have all of me

"Never."  He slowly began to move his hips entering and exiting her body.  The more he felt Hermione relax the faster he moved.  Every time he entered her, the more her back began to arch.  Their breathing became more and more heavy, each of them letting out low moans.  She moved her hips in time with his pushing him deeper into her.  "Oh Draco…"  "Hermione…"  They felt it coming.  They were on the edge.  Draco tried to hold on to his climax as long as he could.  As he thrusted into one last time they both peaked together becoming one.  He collapsed on to her.  Their breathing was in sync with each other.  He gently rolled off of her and looked her in her eyes.

"I love you Draco."  She leaned in and placed one last kiss on his lips.  As she backed away she started to disappear.  Before Draco could do anything she was gone.

"Hermione!"  Draco rapidly sat up in bed.  He looked around and saw that he was in his dormitory.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

"It was a dream.  It was all a dream."  He fell back into bed and placed his hands over his eyes.  He felt tears forming.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

This was the 3 time he woke up from a dream.  They had all been about Hermione.  He had spent his nights crying himself to sleep.


When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

He wished that he could just wake up with her next to him.


And I've held your hand through all of these years

He couldn't bear to look at her.  Every time he did he felt his heart break.  He knew that they couldn't be together.  Why am I still having these dreams?  He rolled on to his side.


But you still have all of me

"I love you Hermione."  He closed his eyes and fell asleep.

~Evanescence "My Immortal"

Author's note:  Arg on the first chapter I forgot the disclaimer so here it is.

Disclaimer:  I don't own the song "Uninvited" by Alanis Morissette.  I also don't own any characters from the mind of the brilliant J.K. Rowling.  I'm just having my fun with them.

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