I've been staring at it for the longest time but I can't decide what I think of it. It's definitely a first for me, as I'm usually very opinionated.

'I hate it.' I finally decided. 'It's ugly and showy and ornate. Blah. Maybe I should have it leveled and build something new in it's place. Anything is better than that!'

I genuinely hate it but I can't stop staring at it for some reason. It's repulsive but purposeful at the same time. Sure, it serves a revolting purpose but it does it all the same. Maybe I should have taken charge of it, instead of letting some of the employees take care of it. I ought to have made time for it-everyone would have understood-but I just couldn't face it. I couldn't face anything for a while. This whole damn month's been too hard for me.

I shift my weight from one foot to the other, trying to work the cramp out of my right leg. I'm not actually sure how long I've been standing here. A half-hour, maybe a full hour. I'm not too sure, but I can't say I really care. People come and go behind me and some people stop to whisper to each other cautiously. I can't say I really care what they do, as long as no ones tries to talk to me. Fortunately, for them and me, no one has tried. Well, at least, not since that executive. I probably shouldn't have tried to kill him.

Lowering my head to look at the ground, I realize I'm glad it's so quiet and still here. That's just how I need it now. I don't imagine I'll be getting much peace in the future.

This whole thing will be over soon or at least I'm guessing it will be. Fewer and fewer people are coming now and, soon, I suspect, I shall be all alone. Again. I'm getting rather used to it. I finally gather the strength to look at my watch and I see there are only ten minutes to go before it's all over. Well, it's never really over. Just the official time where I have to be here will end in ten minutes. Oh. Lucky me.

I look around and realize that the area is finally empty. There's no one here but me. No, scratch that. Yugi and a few of his friends are coming up. God, please! Why now? I really don't need this at the moment.

Sighing, I choose to ignore them. They aren't worth my time; not this time, at least.

I return my attention to my previous contemplations and let a frown cross my face.

"It's not fair." I say to myself, unaware that I'd attracted the attention of Yugi and his friends. I can feel my pent up anger and hurt flood out of my heart. "It's not fucking fair!"

I began to breathe heavily and I clenched my fists.

"You promised. You promised me! Did you hate me? Did you get some sort of sick pleasure from lying to me?!" I scream at it. "HUH?! How dare you! You bastard."

"Uh......." Yugi began as he moved closer to me. I'm too mad to even see him. All I could focus on was my hate, hurt and resentment.

"You bastard! YOU LIED TO ME!" I screamed throwing myself at the object of my wrath. I felt a pair of strong hands grab my arms and shoulders and realized someone was holding me back. I upset and tired to fight, I fell to my knees and let the tears stream down my face. "And I can't even blame someone else. It's all your fault."

"Mokuba?" Yugi asked, kneeling next to me.

"He lied to me." I whispered. "He promised he would never leave me. Then he committed suicide. He just....... left me. I'm so alone, Yugi."

"It's going to be all right." Yugi promised me, as I stared at my brother's grave.

I nodded but inside I knew he lied. How could anything be all right now?