A/N~ Look at all the beatiful reviews, over a hundred for 1 chapter. I love you all so much *gives everyone lots and lots of cookies* The bad thing is that I never got the reviews to my email because ff.net never sent them so I had to check them in the reviews.
Guilty4Life~ So you want to become evil like me, well, it's not a taught thing, it just comes natural but I think you might be able to learn, only if you have enough anger and no patience then you'll do just fine.
In an earlier Author Note I told you about a boy who was shot. I found out what really happened to him. He was with another boy and the other boy had a gun and 'accidently' shot him. It went through his upper arm.DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT OTHER BOY DID?! HE JUMPED ON HIS BIKE AND LEFT HIM!!! HE LEFT HIM TO LITERALLY BLEED TO DEATH!!! He could of been saved, it was only a minor wound, but he wasen't. He bleed to death, there on the ground. Do you know what the cops did, they marked it off as an accident. THIS FUCKING WORLD IS SO FUCKED UP!!! A BOY WAS MURDERED!!! DO YOU HEAR ME?! MURDERED!!! WHAT DO YOU SICK BASTARDS DO?! RIGHT IT OFF AS AN ACCIDENT!!! IT WAS NOT A FUCKING ACCIDENT!!! IT WAS FUCKING MURDER!!! PLAIN AND SIMPLE, MURDER!!! I'm sorry but I'm so rialed up about this and it pissed me off. I want to find this boy and shot him in the arm and leave him to bleed to death, just like he did. I shouldn't say that but that's how I feel.
Since I'm so pissed this chapter is going to be extra angsty so if you have a weak stomach I would recumend you don't read it. Some of you lovely reviewers guessed right. Good job.
Disclaimer~ I own nothing, never had, but soon will.
Final Note~ Sorry bout last chapter, I forgot the little sayings at the top. My bad.
WARNING: VERY ANGSTY AND HAS GORE. DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE. I WARNED YOU.
-
Blood. Crimson blood. All over. I have dreamt, prayed for the sight for so long now. If I wanted it so bad, then why do I feel so strange, so GUILTY? What's wrong with me?
-
Crimson.
Blood.
Death.
I stepped forward towards the bloodied body lying motionless on the floor.
The body of the man called my father.
"Wh. What happened?" I whisper.
"It would be wise for you to leave Higurashi-san." One of the officers say. I'm not sure which one.
"What happened?" I repeat louder.
"Please, if you could."
"What happened?" I yelled.
No response.
"Kagome." I hear Inu Yasha say and he steps next to me. I know he's looking at the body, even though I can't see him fore my eyes are glued on it too.
"How?" I whisper. I feel tears spring into my eyes, burning them into releasing them. I quickly blink them away, I will not cry over this man, this coward.
"Come on." Inu Yasha says to me. "Let's go outside."
I glare at him. "I will not leave!" I yell and see him flinch at my high voice. "I want to know what happened!" The tears return and I fling myself at Inu Yasha and wrapped my arms around his neck as I cry into his chest. I feel his arms wrap around me as he tries to comfort me. I can hear a radio on and I know that they're calling an ambulance. 'What bother.' I think. 'He's already dead. Why not throw him into the dumpster and get it over with. There's no hope for him.' One of the officers tells Inu Yasha something. He picks me up bridal style and starts walking. I'm still buried into his chest so I'm not sure where he's talking me, all I know is that it's away from the scene.
"Kagome." He says but says no more.
The arm that is craddling my legs moves strangly, as if he's grabbing for something. I hear a sqeeking sound and he starts walking again. When he stops he slides down onto the floor and I can tell he's leaning against a wall. He rocks back and forth slowly trying to calm me down, it works a little bit and I look up at him.
"I hate him." I say quietly. "I really do."
"I know." He replies.
"I hate him so much, but why do I feel so bad?"
"I don't know."
"It's all my fault."
"No it's not. Don't say that."
My voice rises a little bit. "It is though. I wished he was dead. I prayed everyday that he would die and then he coudn't hurt me anymore. It's my fault. Because I wanted him dead he died. I'm a murderer."
Inu Yasha shook his head. "You are not a murderer. You did nothing wrong. Just because you wanted him dead doesn't mean you were the cause of it."
"Yes it does."
Inu Yasha started shaking me. "No it doesn't. Get that through your head. You did nothing wrong. He disearved to die and you know it."
I pushed away from him and stood up. I made a quick dash for the door and swung it open and ran down the hall to the body. The officers were outside, probably waiting for their back-up. I slid to a halt and fell to my knees. I rolled the body over and gasped. His eyes were still open, they were so blank and lifeless.
"Kagome. Don't" I heard Inu Yasha say but ignored him.
I looked at the body and saw a whole in his upper arm sleave. I tore the small hole and it exposed his skin. There in his arm was a hole with blood slowly oozing out.
"Bullet." Inu Yasha whispered so sofly that I barely heard it.
I looked down and saw another hole near his calf and i crawled to his legs. I tore it open like I had done before and a simliar hole was in his calf, blood oozing out like the hole I saw before.
My finger traced the wound and I saw the crimson liquid covering my own hands. His death was on me.
He's going to hurt me.
I can't let him.
"Get it off." I whispered.
"Kagome." Inu Yasha stepped towards me. "Get what off?"
I won't let him hurt me.
I will not feel anymore pain.
Even if he is gone.
He'll try and get me.
"Get it off." I screamed and tried to get the blood off but it stayed on my skin. "No! No! Leave me alone!"
Please leave me alone
Stop hurting me
Your gone
You can't
Stop
Inu Yasha ran over to me and grabbed me around the waist and picked me up as I continued screaming. He ran me to the bathroom and set me on the floor. He turned the handels in the tub and pulled me over to it and stuck my hands under the icy cold water. The blood rinsed of and turned the water red but it was sucked into the drain and soon all that was left was the clearness of the water, no trace of blood. My hands were free of the cursed blood and I was free from it's evil hold.
"Don't let it get me." I begged Inu Yasha.
"I won't." He reassured me.
"Promise me you won't let it get me."
Inu Yasha nodded.
"Promise me. I need to hear you say it."
Inu Yasha hugged me tightly. "I won't let it get you. I promise."
I sighed a relief and fainted in his arms.
-
A/N~ I'm so sorry that was so short but I did update quickly, doesn't that count. Okay, I know it sounds reallt weird at how Kagome was reacting. Let me explain because I based this after me. She was frightened by the blood because she was frightened by her father and when his blood was on her she thought he was going to hurt her with his blood. It's kinda like a vision or daydream. I have had them exept mine were seeing my friend Cameron dying and there really horrible visions. I call it teperary insanity because it's like you go insane for a little bit or for a while but it doesn't last to long. Hope that helped some.
Like I said before, the more reviews I get the quicker I update, can't you tell. I got over a hundred reviews and I updated quickly. Wanna see me update quickly again, then you better review.
REVIEW=HAPPY AUTHORESS=UPDATE=HAPPY READERS
So click the button cause it's loads of fun.
Guilty4Life~ So you want to become evil like me, well, it's not a taught thing, it just comes natural but I think you might be able to learn, only if you have enough anger and no patience then you'll do just fine.
In an earlier Author Note I told you about a boy who was shot. I found out what really happened to him. He was with another boy and the other boy had a gun and 'accidently' shot him. It went through his upper arm.DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT OTHER BOY DID?! HE JUMPED ON HIS BIKE AND LEFT HIM!!! HE LEFT HIM TO LITERALLY BLEED TO DEATH!!! He could of been saved, it was only a minor wound, but he wasen't. He bleed to death, there on the ground. Do you know what the cops did, they marked it off as an accident. THIS FUCKING WORLD IS SO FUCKED UP!!! A BOY WAS MURDERED!!! DO YOU HEAR ME?! MURDERED!!! WHAT DO YOU SICK BASTARDS DO?! RIGHT IT OFF AS AN ACCIDENT!!! IT WAS NOT A FUCKING ACCIDENT!!! IT WAS FUCKING MURDER!!! PLAIN AND SIMPLE, MURDER!!! I'm sorry but I'm so rialed up about this and it pissed me off. I want to find this boy and shot him in the arm and leave him to bleed to death, just like he did. I shouldn't say that but that's how I feel.
Since I'm so pissed this chapter is going to be extra angsty so if you have a weak stomach I would recumend you don't read it. Some of you lovely reviewers guessed right. Good job.
Disclaimer~ I own nothing, never had, but soon will.
Final Note~ Sorry bout last chapter, I forgot the little sayings at the top. My bad.
WARNING: VERY ANGSTY AND HAS GORE. DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE. I WARNED YOU.
-
Blood. Crimson blood. All over. I have dreamt, prayed for the sight for so long now. If I wanted it so bad, then why do I feel so strange, so GUILTY? What's wrong with me?
-
Crimson.
Blood.
Death.
I stepped forward towards the bloodied body lying motionless on the floor.
The body of the man called my father.
"Wh. What happened?" I whisper.
"It would be wise for you to leave Higurashi-san." One of the officers say. I'm not sure which one.
"What happened?" I repeat louder.
"Please, if you could."
"What happened?" I yelled.
No response.
"Kagome." I hear Inu Yasha say and he steps next to me. I know he's looking at the body, even though I can't see him fore my eyes are glued on it too.
"How?" I whisper. I feel tears spring into my eyes, burning them into releasing them. I quickly blink them away, I will not cry over this man, this coward.
"Come on." Inu Yasha says to me. "Let's go outside."
I glare at him. "I will not leave!" I yell and see him flinch at my high voice. "I want to know what happened!" The tears return and I fling myself at Inu Yasha and wrapped my arms around his neck as I cry into his chest. I feel his arms wrap around me as he tries to comfort me. I can hear a radio on and I know that they're calling an ambulance. 'What bother.' I think. 'He's already dead. Why not throw him into the dumpster and get it over with. There's no hope for him.' One of the officers tells Inu Yasha something. He picks me up bridal style and starts walking. I'm still buried into his chest so I'm not sure where he's talking me, all I know is that it's away from the scene.
"Kagome." He says but says no more.
The arm that is craddling my legs moves strangly, as if he's grabbing for something. I hear a sqeeking sound and he starts walking again. When he stops he slides down onto the floor and I can tell he's leaning against a wall. He rocks back and forth slowly trying to calm me down, it works a little bit and I look up at him.
"I hate him." I say quietly. "I really do."
"I know." He replies.
"I hate him so much, but why do I feel so bad?"
"I don't know."
"It's all my fault."
"No it's not. Don't say that."
My voice rises a little bit. "It is though. I wished he was dead. I prayed everyday that he would die and then he coudn't hurt me anymore. It's my fault. Because I wanted him dead he died. I'm a murderer."
Inu Yasha shook his head. "You are not a murderer. You did nothing wrong. Just because you wanted him dead doesn't mean you were the cause of it."
"Yes it does."
Inu Yasha started shaking me. "No it doesn't. Get that through your head. You did nothing wrong. He disearved to die and you know it."
I pushed away from him and stood up. I made a quick dash for the door and swung it open and ran down the hall to the body. The officers were outside, probably waiting for their back-up. I slid to a halt and fell to my knees. I rolled the body over and gasped. His eyes were still open, they were so blank and lifeless.
"Kagome. Don't" I heard Inu Yasha say but ignored him.
I looked at the body and saw a whole in his upper arm sleave. I tore the small hole and it exposed his skin. There in his arm was a hole with blood slowly oozing out.
"Bullet." Inu Yasha whispered so sofly that I barely heard it.
I looked down and saw another hole near his calf and i crawled to his legs. I tore it open like I had done before and a simliar hole was in his calf, blood oozing out like the hole I saw before.
My finger traced the wound and I saw the crimson liquid covering my own hands. His death was on me.
He's going to hurt me.
I can't let him.
"Get it off." I whispered.
"Kagome." Inu Yasha stepped towards me. "Get what off?"
I won't let him hurt me.
I will not feel anymore pain.
Even if he is gone.
He'll try and get me.
"Get it off." I screamed and tried to get the blood off but it stayed on my skin. "No! No! Leave me alone!"
Please leave me alone
Stop hurting me
Your gone
You can't
Stop
Inu Yasha ran over to me and grabbed me around the waist and picked me up as I continued screaming. He ran me to the bathroom and set me on the floor. He turned the handels in the tub and pulled me over to it and stuck my hands under the icy cold water. The blood rinsed of and turned the water red but it was sucked into the drain and soon all that was left was the clearness of the water, no trace of blood. My hands were free of the cursed blood and I was free from it's evil hold.
"Don't let it get me." I begged Inu Yasha.
"I won't." He reassured me.
"Promise me you won't let it get me."
Inu Yasha nodded.
"Promise me. I need to hear you say it."
Inu Yasha hugged me tightly. "I won't let it get you. I promise."
I sighed a relief and fainted in his arms.
-
A/N~ I'm so sorry that was so short but I did update quickly, doesn't that count. Okay, I know it sounds reallt weird at how Kagome was reacting. Let me explain because I based this after me. She was frightened by the blood because she was frightened by her father and when his blood was on her she thought he was going to hurt her with his blood. It's kinda like a vision or daydream. I have had them exept mine were seeing my friend Cameron dying and there really horrible visions. I call it teperary insanity because it's like you go insane for a little bit or for a while but it doesn't last to long. Hope that helped some.
Like I said before, the more reviews I get the quicker I update, can't you tell. I got over a hundred reviews and I updated quickly. Wanna see me update quickly again, then you better review.
REVIEW=HAPPY AUTHORESS=UPDATE=HAPPY READERS
So click the button cause it's loads of fun.