This is my new little ficlet. It'll be ongoing just to warn anyone. Yotan's view is my own and what is going on in my life right now. It's kinda sad which is how I've been lately. So enjoy if possible. I'm also curious as to who you think Yotan's crush is on.

Sweet, soft, funny, teaseable, delicious; that's what you are to me. I'll never let you know it though. Well maybe one day I will when I finally work up the courage. Yes even I don't have the guts to say what I want to. Wild, crazy, carefree, fun, uninhibited me is scared out of my mind.
We've talked, teased, comforted and hell, even flirted. I was serious with everything I said but I don't think you took me seriously. I don't think you *knew* I was serious. I don't blame you though. My tone was light, teasing. Not the tone you would expect when someone is saying how much they really like you.
I glance up when I hear the bell above the store's door chime. I can't help but smile as I see it's you who's walked in.
"Hey! You look happy," I greet.
"I am Yotan! I'm having a great day!"
"Oh? And what has made it so great?"
"Nothing really."
"Liar. What happened? Meet some hot chickie?"
"Kinda."
My interest peeks as my heart drops.
"Oh? Do tell!" I ask enthusiastically. I can't let him know what I really feel.
"I just hung out with her all day. We had a lot of fun. It was great."
"That's awesome."
"Yeah, she's really sweet and a lot of fun."
"You sound quite smitten with her."
"Yeah, I have been for a while now."
He hangs up his coat during this time and puts on his apron.
"So you still going to come and hang out tomorrow night?" I ask.
"Sorry, I can't. I have a date with her tomorrow night."
My heart sinks to the floor. I grin at him though.
"You rascal. Have a great time!"
"I will," he laughs. I love his laugh.
"I got to go do these deliveries. I'll catch you later. Fill me in on the gossip of your date."
"That I will. See you later."
I close the door behind me and let the forced smile drop. I walk to the car to do the deliveries.


tbc