A/N: I was going to post this earlier but ff.net was doing some weird
stuff. So anyways here is the latest installment. Enjoy!
"Miss Weasley, what is going on?" Said Professor Snape.
I stared up at the greasy haired potions master in a state of pure dread. I have always been on Snape's bad side, and he never tried to hide it. In truth, he scared me. And as I sat on the floor infront of him, I knew he would just scoff at me if I told him what had just happened. But beside my most hated teacher was headmaster Dumbledore. He wouldn't scoff. The only thing was is that I wasn't to sure about what had just happened. I freaked out... like I always do.
"Nothing." I said as I got to my feet. I looked professor Snape in the eye once more before I turned away and walked away from the weary eyed adults.
I walked out to the lake and sat under a willow tree. I thought about what was wrong with me. I knew people thought me as a freak, all because I was too stupid to realize that my first year diary was possessed by a dark lord. And I knew the glances I got would change into pity once they knew what really happened in the chamber of secrets. Draco knew now, but only because I had freaked out infront of him. My own family didn't even know, but that was their fault. I had left enough clues for them to be a little more questioning about the 'incident'. But they caught on. They didn't notice me changing, they didn't notice me. It was all 'Harry saved the day'....again. They were to busy to take a look a Ginny. They don't care!
Though it wasn't the fact that they didn't know. I didn't care much about that. It was because I changed down there. It will take it's toll on me for the rest of my life. And I hate it. Do you here me? I HATE IT!!! I'm changed forever and they look at me like I'm a freak. I was sick and tired of that look, I hated that look. So I changed... on the out side. They wanted to look at me like I was a freak, so I changed into a freak. Now they want me back. But Ginny is gone. I am here and that can't do anything about it. I won't change back, I won't!
"Gin?" I heard a voice from behind me. I turned around and saw Blaise walking towards me.
"What do you want?" I asked. I didn't want to be bothered. I wasn't finished thinking things out. Why did he have to bother me now?
Blaise sat down beside me, his back leaning against the trunk of the tree. He sighed deeply then slide me into his lap. I was slightly shocked. What was he doing?
"Draco likes you, you know." He told me.
"I know." For some reason I felt like crying, and so I did. I cried my heart out and Blaise held me tight. He didn't do anything else but hold me. We didn't say anything to each other for a half hour. I just sat there in his lap and sobbed my heart out.
And then we both got up and started to walk back to the castle. We were half way to the entrance way when we spotted Draco walking in our direction. He scowled at Blaise. Taking a hint, Blaise walked off, but not before he squeezed my hand and said "Feel better soon."
Draco watched as his friend disappeared into the castle before looking at me. "Hey." That's all he said. That's all he need to say. I took the last few steps to close the space between us and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me, and I snaked mine around his shoulders. I kissed him tenderly and cautiously, holding back just a little... waiting for him to respond. And when he did it was glorious. That's the only way to describe it... glorious. And when I pulled back he held me close to him.
A/N: There it is. Another chapter. Sorry it took me so long to post it... wait I'm not sorry, I was trying to torture you all. Oh hey guess what? I graduated from High school. Yeaaa! Well. Umm... review, flame, or don't do anything at all. It's all good.
"Miss Weasley, what is going on?" Said Professor Snape.
I stared up at the greasy haired potions master in a state of pure dread. I have always been on Snape's bad side, and he never tried to hide it. In truth, he scared me. And as I sat on the floor infront of him, I knew he would just scoff at me if I told him what had just happened. But beside my most hated teacher was headmaster Dumbledore. He wouldn't scoff. The only thing was is that I wasn't to sure about what had just happened. I freaked out... like I always do.
"Nothing." I said as I got to my feet. I looked professor Snape in the eye once more before I turned away and walked away from the weary eyed adults.
I walked out to the lake and sat under a willow tree. I thought about what was wrong with me. I knew people thought me as a freak, all because I was too stupid to realize that my first year diary was possessed by a dark lord. And I knew the glances I got would change into pity once they knew what really happened in the chamber of secrets. Draco knew now, but only because I had freaked out infront of him. My own family didn't even know, but that was their fault. I had left enough clues for them to be a little more questioning about the 'incident'. But they caught on. They didn't notice me changing, they didn't notice me. It was all 'Harry saved the day'....again. They were to busy to take a look a Ginny. They don't care!
Though it wasn't the fact that they didn't know. I didn't care much about that. It was because I changed down there. It will take it's toll on me for the rest of my life. And I hate it. Do you here me? I HATE IT!!! I'm changed forever and they look at me like I'm a freak. I was sick and tired of that look, I hated that look. So I changed... on the out side. They wanted to look at me like I was a freak, so I changed into a freak. Now they want me back. But Ginny is gone. I am here and that can't do anything about it. I won't change back, I won't!
"Gin?" I heard a voice from behind me. I turned around and saw Blaise walking towards me.
"What do you want?" I asked. I didn't want to be bothered. I wasn't finished thinking things out. Why did he have to bother me now?
Blaise sat down beside me, his back leaning against the trunk of the tree. He sighed deeply then slide me into his lap. I was slightly shocked. What was he doing?
"Draco likes you, you know." He told me.
"I know." For some reason I felt like crying, and so I did. I cried my heart out and Blaise held me tight. He didn't do anything else but hold me. We didn't say anything to each other for a half hour. I just sat there in his lap and sobbed my heart out.
And then we both got up and started to walk back to the castle. We were half way to the entrance way when we spotted Draco walking in our direction. He scowled at Blaise. Taking a hint, Blaise walked off, but not before he squeezed my hand and said "Feel better soon."
Draco watched as his friend disappeared into the castle before looking at me. "Hey." That's all he said. That's all he need to say. I took the last few steps to close the space between us and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me, and I snaked mine around his shoulders. I kissed him tenderly and cautiously, holding back just a little... waiting for him to respond. And when he did it was glorious. That's the only way to describe it... glorious. And when I pulled back he held me close to him.
A/N: There it is. Another chapter. Sorry it took me so long to post it... wait I'm not sorry, I was trying to torture you all. Oh hey guess what? I graduated from High school. Yeaaa! Well. Umm... review, flame, or don't do anything at all. It's all good.