L.B.-chan: Hello all! Another chapter done!
Fenburt: *holds up sign* 'This had better be better than your last one.' *glares at L.B.-chan*
Goten: *Still in shock from last chapter*
L.B.-chan: *smiles neverously and sweatdrops* Don't worry...heh heh...it will be. Do you wanna know why?
Fenburt: *holds up sign* 'Why?'
L.B.-chan: 'Cause it's one of my best friends, Chibibaka's, birthday today! And this chapter this is dedicated to her! Please come out Chibibaka!
Chibibaka: *appears in a puff of smoke* HI!
L.B.-chan: YAY! *hands her Gohan plushie* HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^
Chibibaka: GOHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps the Gohan plushie to death* ^__________^
L.B.-chan: YAY!
Fenburt: *holds up sign* YAY!
Trunks: YAY!
L.B.-chan: *look over at Trunks* What are you doing here?
Trunks: Two reasons. First, to make sure something like ch. 4 NEVER HAPPENS AGAIN!! And second, to take care of....something. *points as Pan- chan (our flamer) comes running up*
Pan-chan: *starts to run over to Trunks* OH TRUNKS!! I KNEW YOU LOVED ME AND NOT GOTEN!!!!
Trunks: SHUT UP!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!! DIE!!!!! *Ki blasts Pan-chan and steps on her ashes while laughing manically* HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
L.B.-chan: o.O
Chibibaka: o.O
Fenburt: o.O
Gohan plushie: o.O
L.B.-chan: Umm...anyways, Chibibaka? Would you and Gohan plushie like to do the disclaimer?
Chibibaka: SURE!!! L.B.-chan does NOT own DBZ 'cause if she did, Goten would be running around here naked. Right Gohan plushie? *shakes him up and down* ^___________^
Fenburt: *holds up sign* ON WITH THE STORY!!!
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"Today we are here to morun the loss the of our dearly departed friend, Son Chi Chi. She was a beloved wife, mother and friend. She will be forever missed and remebered."
I watched them lower my mother's casket in the ground. Everyone threw the flowers in the the grave as the casket was being lowered. Everyone was there to mourn the loss of my mother, exepct my father. He hasn't been seen since he left with that Uub kid. Sometimes I wonder if he even care about us anymore...
It's my fault she's dead. It's all my fault. If I hadn't lost track of time while I was in the forest, I would have been able to bring her to the hospital. But I wasn't on time, I was late. Too damn late. When I got home she was already lying on the floor. And when I got to the hospital she was already gone. A massive heart attack, causes unknown.
Why must everyone who I love leave me? Why, why, why, why, WHY?! That seems to be my curse, causing people to leave me. It's all my fault they left too. It's all my fault father left, I wasn't strong enough. I was a disappointment to him. It's my fault mother's dead. If I had only been there I could have done something to help her. And it's my fault Trunks left because I was stupid enough to think he could ever love me back. I drove him away and now he hates me. Yes, hates me. Everytime I see him in school he never looks at me and is always talking with his new, not-gay friends. He doesn't even return my phone calls anymore.
He's here, mourning the loss of my mother, along with all the other Z- senshi and friends. This is the first time I'm actually seeing him in two weeks without him running away from me. It's good to see him, even though it had to be at an occasion to morn the loss of my mother. He looks just as stunning as ever, with his purple locks blowing in the light breeze. He's wearing a black suit, just as everyone else including myself is. Though he is wearing a blue tie, while I wear red.
What am I doing? I'm drooling over someone who hates me while I should be thinking about my mother. MY poor sweet mother who died to young. But I know I'll be seeing her soon, my plan will see to that. My wonderful plan that will rid me of this cursed world and all of it's problems. It will rid everyone of me and they can all go on living happy and carefree lives, not having to worry about me. I just need to be strong for my plan to work. Please Dende, give me strength.
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I walk along a path in the forest a couple of miles away form Gohan's house. Or should I say my new house since I've been staying with Gohan ever since mom died. Now that I think about it I've been a real burden to Gohan. It's bad enough he had to comfort me the whole time during the Trunks ordeal, but now he has to comfort me now while he himself needs comfort. He's such a good older brother. I really don't deserve him. He'll be so much better off without me. He'll have more time to spend with his family and job. I'm really gonna miss him, but it's for the best.
Everyone's at the after party eating diner and discussing old times and memories about my mother. It don't know why it's called and after party though? It's not like we should be celebrating this. Oh well, no time to think about that. Step one is already in progress. Distance myself from everyone. I don't want anyone finding out. I wanna die.
Now, time from step two. Stopping my steady pace I reach into my pokect and pull out a kicthen knife I had taken from Gohan's house early to. I drop to my kneea and roll up my sleeves. I take the knife and push it deep into my skin and slowy drag it across my wrist, wincing slightly at the pain. Then proceding the same procedure with the other wrist. I look at my wrists watching the blood spill out of them, staining my sleeves and slowly dripping on to the ground. This is it.
My vision started to blurr and I began light-headed. It's almost over, I'll be free soon. I collasped to the ground, vision blurring even more. Then I hear my name being called.
"Goten!!"
A breif flash of purple and all went black.
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What happened? That was the first thing I thought. Am I dead? Why is everything black? Oh....my eyes are closed. I slowly open my eyes letting them adjust to the light. I'm.......in my room? How did I get here?
"Goten! Your awake."
I turn my head, and there he is. Trunks. And he looks relieved? Why? Is it cause I'm awake?
"T...T-Trunks...?"
"I'm so glad your not dead." He says as he throws his arms around me. I sit up, trying to get into a better position and to my suprise he hugs me tighter.
Wait a minute. This can't be Trunks. Trunks hates me and if someone hates you they don't hug you. So who is this? An imposter? It looks, sounds, smells and feels just like him. The only thing wrong is that this imposter is being so nice to me.
"Goten?" The Trunks imposter lets go of me and looks me in the eyes.
"Y-yes?"
"What the HELL were you thinking?!?!?!?!?!?!"
Okay, maybe this is my Trunks.
"How could you do something like that? Don't you know everyone would be really upset if you did that? We all love you Goten. How could you so that?"
I look down, averting my eyes from his intense gaze. "It would have been better if I had died. I'm a burden to everyone. Plus it would have made you happy. Since you hate me now."
Trunks grabs my chin and makes me look at his eyes. He looks so mad right now.
"Goten, where did you get that idea from? First of all, you are NOT a burden to anyone. And second, I could NEVER EVER hate you. I told you I could never hate you chibi. Why would you think something like that?"
" You've been avoiding me ever since..." I pause. I can help my eyes from filling with tears. "...ever since I told you I loved you. I tired talking to you to aplogoize but you always avoid me and never return my calls. I could only think that you hate me." The tears are now rolling down my cheecks.
And Trunks, smiles. He smiles at this. "Chibi I don't hate, never did and never will. In fact it's just the opposite."
Huh?
"I love you." And with that Trunks lowered his face onto mine and our lips met for a soul-shattering kiss.
Now, maybe it was because I was still dizzy from the blood loss. Or maybe it was becuase I had to much of my mother in me. But for whatever reason...
......I fainted.
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L.B.-chan: That's it!!! You all like?!
Fenburt: *holds up sign* 'They kissed!' ^^
Chibibaka: YAY!!! YAOI! ^______^ *hugs Gohan plushie*
Trunks: *thinks of the other things he can do with Goten and smirks* ^^
Goten: *snaps out of shock* I liked it, but why did I have to faint?
L.B.-chan: I wanted a dramatic ending! ^^
Chibibaka: REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!! You can hug Gohan plushie if you do!
Gohan Plushie: ^^
Fenburt: *holds up sign* 'This had better be better than your last one.' *glares at L.B.-chan*
Goten: *Still in shock from last chapter*
L.B.-chan: *smiles neverously and sweatdrops* Don't worry...heh heh...it will be. Do you wanna know why?
Fenburt: *holds up sign* 'Why?'
L.B.-chan: 'Cause it's one of my best friends, Chibibaka's, birthday today! And this chapter this is dedicated to her! Please come out Chibibaka!
Chibibaka: *appears in a puff of smoke* HI!
L.B.-chan: YAY! *hands her Gohan plushie* HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^
Chibibaka: GOHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps the Gohan plushie to death* ^__________^
L.B.-chan: YAY!
Fenburt: *holds up sign* YAY!
Trunks: YAY!
L.B.-chan: *look over at Trunks* What are you doing here?
Trunks: Two reasons. First, to make sure something like ch. 4 NEVER HAPPENS AGAIN!! And second, to take care of....something. *points as Pan- chan (our flamer) comes running up*
Pan-chan: *starts to run over to Trunks* OH TRUNKS!! I KNEW YOU LOVED ME AND NOT GOTEN!!!!
Trunks: SHUT UP!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!! DIE!!!!! *Ki blasts Pan-chan and steps on her ashes while laughing manically* HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
L.B.-chan: o.O
Chibibaka: o.O
Fenburt: o.O
Gohan plushie: o.O
L.B.-chan: Umm...anyways, Chibibaka? Would you and Gohan plushie like to do the disclaimer?
Chibibaka: SURE!!! L.B.-chan does NOT own DBZ 'cause if she did, Goten would be running around here naked. Right Gohan plushie? *shakes him up and down* ^___________^
Fenburt: *holds up sign* ON WITH THE STORY!!!
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"Today we are here to morun the loss the of our dearly departed friend, Son Chi Chi. She was a beloved wife, mother and friend. She will be forever missed and remebered."
I watched them lower my mother's casket in the ground. Everyone threw the flowers in the the grave as the casket was being lowered. Everyone was there to mourn the loss of my mother, exepct my father. He hasn't been seen since he left with that Uub kid. Sometimes I wonder if he even care about us anymore...
It's my fault she's dead. It's all my fault. If I hadn't lost track of time while I was in the forest, I would have been able to bring her to the hospital. But I wasn't on time, I was late. Too damn late. When I got home she was already lying on the floor. And when I got to the hospital she was already gone. A massive heart attack, causes unknown.
Why must everyone who I love leave me? Why, why, why, why, WHY?! That seems to be my curse, causing people to leave me. It's all my fault they left too. It's all my fault father left, I wasn't strong enough. I was a disappointment to him. It's my fault mother's dead. If I had only been there I could have done something to help her. And it's my fault Trunks left because I was stupid enough to think he could ever love me back. I drove him away and now he hates me. Yes, hates me. Everytime I see him in school he never looks at me and is always talking with his new, not-gay friends. He doesn't even return my phone calls anymore.
He's here, mourning the loss of my mother, along with all the other Z- senshi and friends. This is the first time I'm actually seeing him in two weeks without him running away from me. It's good to see him, even though it had to be at an occasion to morn the loss of my mother. He looks just as stunning as ever, with his purple locks blowing in the light breeze. He's wearing a black suit, just as everyone else including myself is. Though he is wearing a blue tie, while I wear red.
What am I doing? I'm drooling over someone who hates me while I should be thinking about my mother. MY poor sweet mother who died to young. But I know I'll be seeing her soon, my plan will see to that. My wonderful plan that will rid me of this cursed world and all of it's problems. It will rid everyone of me and they can all go on living happy and carefree lives, not having to worry about me. I just need to be strong for my plan to work. Please Dende, give me strength.
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I walk along a path in the forest a couple of miles away form Gohan's house. Or should I say my new house since I've been staying with Gohan ever since mom died. Now that I think about it I've been a real burden to Gohan. It's bad enough he had to comfort me the whole time during the Trunks ordeal, but now he has to comfort me now while he himself needs comfort. He's such a good older brother. I really don't deserve him. He'll be so much better off without me. He'll have more time to spend with his family and job. I'm really gonna miss him, but it's for the best.
Everyone's at the after party eating diner and discussing old times and memories about my mother. It don't know why it's called and after party though? It's not like we should be celebrating this. Oh well, no time to think about that. Step one is already in progress. Distance myself from everyone. I don't want anyone finding out. I wanna die.
Now, time from step two. Stopping my steady pace I reach into my pokect and pull out a kicthen knife I had taken from Gohan's house early to. I drop to my kneea and roll up my sleeves. I take the knife and push it deep into my skin and slowy drag it across my wrist, wincing slightly at the pain. Then proceding the same procedure with the other wrist. I look at my wrists watching the blood spill out of them, staining my sleeves and slowly dripping on to the ground. This is it.
My vision started to blurr and I began light-headed. It's almost over, I'll be free soon. I collasped to the ground, vision blurring even more. Then I hear my name being called.
"Goten!!"
A breif flash of purple and all went black.
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What happened? That was the first thing I thought. Am I dead? Why is everything black? Oh....my eyes are closed. I slowly open my eyes letting them adjust to the light. I'm.......in my room? How did I get here?
"Goten! Your awake."
I turn my head, and there he is. Trunks. And he looks relieved? Why? Is it cause I'm awake?
"T...T-Trunks...?"
"I'm so glad your not dead." He says as he throws his arms around me. I sit up, trying to get into a better position and to my suprise he hugs me tighter.
Wait a minute. This can't be Trunks. Trunks hates me and if someone hates you they don't hug you. So who is this? An imposter? It looks, sounds, smells and feels just like him. The only thing wrong is that this imposter is being so nice to me.
"Goten?" The Trunks imposter lets go of me and looks me in the eyes.
"Y-yes?"
"What the HELL were you thinking?!?!?!?!?!?!"
Okay, maybe this is my Trunks.
"How could you do something like that? Don't you know everyone would be really upset if you did that? We all love you Goten. How could you so that?"
I look down, averting my eyes from his intense gaze. "It would have been better if I had died. I'm a burden to everyone. Plus it would have made you happy. Since you hate me now."
Trunks grabs my chin and makes me look at his eyes. He looks so mad right now.
"Goten, where did you get that idea from? First of all, you are NOT a burden to anyone. And second, I could NEVER EVER hate you. I told you I could never hate you chibi. Why would you think something like that?"
" You've been avoiding me ever since..." I pause. I can help my eyes from filling with tears. "...ever since I told you I loved you. I tired talking to you to aplogoize but you always avoid me and never return my calls. I could only think that you hate me." The tears are now rolling down my cheecks.
And Trunks, smiles. He smiles at this. "Chibi I don't hate, never did and never will. In fact it's just the opposite."
Huh?
"I love you." And with that Trunks lowered his face onto mine and our lips met for a soul-shattering kiss.
Now, maybe it was because I was still dizzy from the blood loss. Or maybe it was becuase I had to much of my mother in me. But for whatever reason...
......I fainted.
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L.B.-chan: That's it!!! You all like?!
Fenburt: *holds up sign* 'They kissed!' ^^
Chibibaka: YAY!!! YAOI! ^______^ *hugs Gohan plushie*
Trunks: *thinks of the other things he can do with Goten and smirks* ^^
Goten: *snaps out of shock* I liked it, but why did I have to faint?
L.B.-chan: I wanted a dramatic ending! ^^
Chibibaka: REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!! You can hug Gohan plushie if you do!
Gohan Plushie: ^^