.guilty on all accounts. He is sentenced to death. And since you can get
the death penalty in Texas that's what he is getting. Death by lethal
injection." The reporter said.
I broke down crying. They were tears of relief and happiness. Both Jeff and Adam hugged me and we all sat there crying. I cried myself to sleep and Adam carried me to the bedroom. Jeff and Adam talked for a while and then Jeff left. Adam came and cuddled with me before he fell asleep also.
~~~3 months later~~~
My babies are due in a few days, but that's not what is on my mind right now. It was the day of Danny's execution. Adam said I wasn't to go but I was going to go anyway. I lied again to him. I hated lying to him, but I needed to go. It was an absolution for me. To know it was finally all over. To know he could never hurt me or anyone else again. I needed to watch him die. I walked into the room and sat down. I looked through the glass at the other room where he would be. I looked around and saw some weeping females and a few males in the room. There were also some reporters. I looked back to the glass and saw they were bringing him in. After getting all hooked up they told him he could say some final words. He looked toward the glass. He knew I was there.
"Stacy, I know you're in there."
I stood up and walked to the glass.
"I just want you to know, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for kidnapping you, raping you, beating you up and for trying to kill your brother and friend. All I wanted to do was to love you and for you to love me. I never meant for it to go this far. I hope one day you can forgive me. I love you." Danny said.
Then I sat back down on the chair and with tears pouring down my face, watched the sight before me. They put the injections in one by one and finally he was dead. I walked out of the building with reporters following me trying to get a statement. Police escorted me to my car. They also held the reporters as far away as possible. I left and went home. The phone was ringing off the hook all day and all night. I didn't answer it. I knew it was Adam, my brothers, and my dad. They apparently seen the news and knew I had went there. I couldn't take any of their yelling or concerned worry. I just sat on the couch, curled up into a semi ball; my belly was in the way. I had tissues all over the floor. I was crying. I couldn't stop. I kept hearing Danny's words and seeing him die in front of me. I was sapposto feel relieved and free, but now I feel guilty and upset. Why would I feel this way, even after everything he has done to me? I heard a knock at the front door. I didn't want to talk to anyone. Suddenly, I heard some one putting a key in the door and then the door opened. I looked up and saw my dad. He put his key in his pocket and walked to me.
"Sweetie, I'm so glad you are here. I've been trying to call all day. So has everyone else. Everyone is worried about you. Are you ok?" He asked.
I shook my head no. He pulled me into a hug.
"I want you to stay with me until the babies are born okay?"
I nodded and he kissed my forehead.
"Go upstairs and pack and I will be up there in a minute okay?"
"Okay," I whispered and went upstairs.
While I was packing dad went and called Matt.
"Hello?" Matt answered
"Matt its dad."
"Dad, are you at Stacy's?"
"Yes, I'm taking her to come stay with me until she has the babies."
"How is she?"
"Not good. She was sitting here on the couch with tissues all over the floor and she was crying. She hasn't said anything. She will hardly talk. I'm going to talk to her tonight and I'll have her call ya'll in the morning."
"Tell her we love her and we are really worried about her okay?"
"Okay son I will. Bye."
"Bye Dad."
Matt went and told everyone what was going on and dad came up and helped me pack. Dad carried the gym bag down the stairs and I walked down. We got in his car and drove the 2 minutes to his house. We got there and we went and tucked me into bed. He sat on the bed and took my hand.
"Stacy, please tell me what you are feeling."
After a long pause, I talked.
"It's just, I thought if I went I would feel better, I would feel free, but now I feel guilty. When they wheeled him in they told him he could say some final words. He turned to the glass. He knew I was there and he said, 'I just want you to know, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for kidnapping you, raping you, beating you up and for trying to kill your brother and friend. All I wanted to do was to love you and for you to love me. I never meant for it to go this far. I hope one day you can forgive me. I love you'. I just don't know what to feel or think anymore." I said breaking down in tears.
"Shh.its okay baby. Listen, he was a monster. He violated you and tried to kill you and Jay. Not to mention Jeff. He doesn't deserve your sympathy he doesn't even deserve to live. You have 2 babies due any day. You need to focus on them. Plus you got a wonderful husband who loves you and ya'll need to be a happy family. Ya'll deserve to be happy. You hear me?"
"I hear you dad. Dad can you hand me my cell phone, I'm going to call Adam, he's probably worried."
"They all are. Jay, Adam, Jeff, and Matt each called me like 3 times cuz they were so worried about you."
"Pain in the butts like always." I laughed
"Yea, here's your cell." Dad said as he left the room.
I took a couple of deep breaths and dialed his number.
"Hello?" I heard Adam say.
I think he was in a restaurant cuz I heard a lot of talking and I heard plates and silverware. I also hear Jeff's voice somewhere in the background.
"Hi Addie" I said softly.
"Stacy! Stacy are you ok?"
"I guess I'm ok." I said.
"I've been worried about you. We all have."
"I know. I'm sorry for worrying ya'll. I just didn't wanna talk to anyone."
"I understand. If you wanted to go so badly you should have told me and I could have taken some time off to go with you." Adam said softly
"You took too much time off already. Plus its something I had to do on my own.
"Tell me baby what made you so upset? I mean after everything that Danny did too you, I thought you would be happy"
"In the room, he told me that he was sorry. He was sorry for everything. That he only wanted to love me and for me to love him. He never meant for it to go this far. And that he hoped one day I could forgive him and then he told me he loved me. I know I should feel good that he's gone, but for some reason I don't. I'm sorry Adam." I wept.
"Baby don't cry. I hate hearing you cry. I'll tell you what; I'll talk to Vince and get some time off. The babies are coming any day and I want to be there. I want to be there for them and for you. I love you baby."
"I love you too Adam"
"You wanna talk to Matt and Jeff. They are kind of getting antsy." Adam laughed.
"Sure, put them on." I giggled.
I'm glad I talked to Adam. I felt better. I guess love does that to you.
"Hey sis."
"Hi Matty" I said softly.
"How are you doing?"
"Okay I guess. I miss you Matty."
"I miss you too sis."
"Matt!" Jeff whined. " I wanna talk to Stacy!"
"No Jeffrey, I'm talking to Stacy. So Stacy when are you due?" Matt asked as he stuck out his tongue at Jeff.
"In 2 days." I said.
"That soon huh?"
"Yes Matty."
"Well guess what?"
"What?"
"Adam just told me that we all got off for a while. Jeff, Jay, Adam, and me will be on our way home so we can be there with you and the babies." Matt said.
"Matt!!!!" Jeff whined loudly.
"Let me talk to Jeff." I giggled.
"Okay sis. Here's Jeff." Matt said as he handed Jeff the phone.
"Stacy!" Jeff yelled into the phone.
"Damn Jeff not so loud." I said.
"Opps, sorry. How's my sis?"
"Like I've been telling everyone I'm ok."
"Stacy, we are twins. I feel what you are feeling and I think what you think. The other may let you get away with that answer, but I'm not. Tell me the truth Stacy."
"I'm tired Jeff. I'm going to go to bed."
A/n: What's Jeff's response.
I broke down crying. They were tears of relief and happiness. Both Jeff and Adam hugged me and we all sat there crying. I cried myself to sleep and Adam carried me to the bedroom. Jeff and Adam talked for a while and then Jeff left. Adam came and cuddled with me before he fell asleep also.
~~~3 months later~~~
My babies are due in a few days, but that's not what is on my mind right now. It was the day of Danny's execution. Adam said I wasn't to go but I was going to go anyway. I lied again to him. I hated lying to him, but I needed to go. It was an absolution for me. To know it was finally all over. To know he could never hurt me or anyone else again. I needed to watch him die. I walked into the room and sat down. I looked through the glass at the other room where he would be. I looked around and saw some weeping females and a few males in the room. There were also some reporters. I looked back to the glass and saw they were bringing him in. After getting all hooked up they told him he could say some final words. He looked toward the glass. He knew I was there.
"Stacy, I know you're in there."
I stood up and walked to the glass.
"I just want you to know, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for kidnapping you, raping you, beating you up and for trying to kill your brother and friend. All I wanted to do was to love you and for you to love me. I never meant for it to go this far. I hope one day you can forgive me. I love you." Danny said.
Then I sat back down on the chair and with tears pouring down my face, watched the sight before me. They put the injections in one by one and finally he was dead. I walked out of the building with reporters following me trying to get a statement. Police escorted me to my car. They also held the reporters as far away as possible. I left and went home. The phone was ringing off the hook all day and all night. I didn't answer it. I knew it was Adam, my brothers, and my dad. They apparently seen the news and knew I had went there. I couldn't take any of their yelling or concerned worry. I just sat on the couch, curled up into a semi ball; my belly was in the way. I had tissues all over the floor. I was crying. I couldn't stop. I kept hearing Danny's words and seeing him die in front of me. I was sapposto feel relieved and free, but now I feel guilty and upset. Why would I feel this way, even after everything he has done to me? I heard a knock at the front door. I didn't want to talk to anyone. Suddenly, I heard some one putting a key in the door and then the door opened. I looked up and saw my dad. He put his key in his pocket and walked to me.
"Sweetie, I'm so glad you are here. I've been trying to call all day. So has everyone else. Everyone is worried about you. Are you ok?" He asked.
I shook my head no. He pulled me into a hug.
"I want you to stay with me until the babies are born okay?"
I nodded and he kissed my forehead.
"Go upstairs and pack and I will be up there in a minute okay?"
"Okay," I whispered and went upstairs.
While I was packing dad went and called Matt.
"Hello?" Matt answered
"Matt its dad."
"Dad, are you at Stacy's?"
"Yes, I'm taking her to come stay with me until she has the babies."
"How is she?"
"Not good. She was sitting here on the couch with tissues all over the floor and she was crying. She hasn't said anything. She will hardly talk. I'm going to talk to her tonight and I'll have her call ya'll in the morning."
"Tell her we love her and we are really worried about her okay?"
"Okay son I will. Bye."
"Bye Dad."
Matt went and told everyone what was going on and dad came up and helped me pack. Dad carried the gym bag down the stairs and I walked down. We got in his car and drove the 2 minutes to his house. We got there and we went and tucked me into bed. He sat on the bed and took my hand.
"Stacy, please tell me what you are feeling."
After a long pause, I talked.
"It's just, I thought if I went I would feel better, I would feel free, but now I feel guilty. When they wheeled him in they told him he could say some final words. He turned to the glass. He knew I was there and he said, 'I just want you to know, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for kidnapping you, raping you, beating you up and for trying to kill your brother and friend. All I wanted to do was to love you and for you to love me. I never meant for it to go this far. I hope one day you can forgive me. I love you'. I just don't know what to feel or think anymore." I said breaking down in tears.
"Shh.its okay baby. Listen, he was a monster. He violated you and tried to kill you and Jay. Not to mention Jeff. He doesn't deserve your sympathy he doesn't even deserve to live. You have 2 babies due any day. You need to focus on them. Plus you got a wonderful husband who loves you and ya'll need to be a happy family. Ya'll deserve to be happy. You hear me?"
"I hear you dad. Dad can you hand me my cell phone, I'm going to call Adam, he's probably worried."
"They all are. Jay, Adam, Jeff, and Matt each called me like 3 times cuz they were so worried about you."
"Pain in the butts like always." I laughed
"Yea, here's your cell." Dad said as he left the room.
I took a couple of deep breaths and dialed his number.
"Hello?" I heard Adam say.
I think he was in a restaurant cuz I heard a lot of talking and I heard plates and silverware. I also hear Jeff's voice somewhere in the background.
"Hi Addie" I said softly.
"Stacy! Stacy are you ok?"
"I guess I'm ok." I said.
"I've been worried about you. We all have."
"I know. I'm sorry for worrying ya'll. I just didn't wanna talk to anyone."
"I understand. If you wanted to go so badly you should have told me and I could have taken some time off to go with you." Adam said softly
"You took too much time off already. Plus its something I had to do on my own.
"Tell me baby what made you so upset? I mean after everything that Danny did too you, I thought you would be happy"
"In the room, he told me that he was sorry. He was sorry for everything. That he only wanted to love me and for me to love him. He never meant for it to go this far. And that he hoped one day I could forgive him and then he told me he loved me. I know I should feel good that he's gone, but for some reason I don't. I'm sorry Adam." I wept.
"Baby don't cry. I hate hearing you cry. I'll tell you what; I'll talk to Vince and get some time off. The babies are coming any day and I want to be there. I want to be there for them and for you. I love you baby."
"I love you too Adam"
"You wanna talk to Matt and Jeff. They are kind of getting antsy." Adam laughed.
"Sure, put them on." I giggled.
I'm glad I talked to Adam. I felt better. I guess love does that to you.
"Hey sis."
"Hi Matty" I said softly.
"How are you doing?"
"Okay I guess. I miss you Matty."
"I miss you too sis."
"Matt!" Jeff whined. " I wanna talk to Stacy!"
"No Jeffrey, I'm talking to Stacy. So Stacy when are you due?" Matt asked as he stuck out his tongue at Jeff.
"In 2 days." I said.
"That soon huh?"
"Yes Matty."
"Well guess what?"
"What?"
"Adam just told me that we all got off for a while. Jeff, Jay, Adam, and me will be on our way home so we can be there with you and the babies." Matt said.
"Matt!!!!" Jeff whined loudly.
"Let me talk to Jeff." I giggled.
"Okay sis. Here's Jeff." Matt said as he handed Jeff the phone.
"Stacy!" Jeff yelled into the phone.
"Damn Jeff not so loud." I said.
"Opps, sorry. How's my sis?"
"Like I've been telling everyone I'm ok."
"Stacy, we are twins. I feel what you are feeling and I think what you think. The other may let you get away with that answer, but I'm not. Tell me the truth Stacy."
"I'm tired Jeff. I'm going to go to bed."
A/n: What's Jeff's response.