A/N:
I am SO sorry this has taken so long … every time I thought about sitting down
and writing it, I just didn't know what to put … but I'm going to try. Thank
you so much to all of you who have reviewed, it is extremely appreciated.
Oh,
by the way, I don't think there's very much of the story left, wherever it's
going. So the end is fairly nigh.
*****
BLOODLUST
Chapter 6
Only
an hour ago, Harry had looked upon himself and seen evil, the very essence that
betrays and hurts while laughing. But now it was shifted, transferred, onto the
being he saw stood before him, and his servant. Lord Voldemort.
The
Dark Lord had been there for a few minutes now, and most of that time had been
taken up with staring at Harry, examining him, his red eyes unreadable for their
colour, mouth smirking in terrible knowledge. Eventually, though, he spoke. 'Mr
Potter.'
The
surprise of the words made Harry jump, and turn aggressive. 'What do you want, Voldemort?'
He could not help but be aware of Severus, kneeling before him, head cocked in
obedient listening, ready to defend. He had best watch his tongue. Even Severus
alone could not be resisted easily.
'Why,
Potter, your corruption and greed drew me to you,' Voldemort said
airily, undertoned mocking and disgust. 'I had no idea that the righteous,
virtuous Harry Potter could conduct such depravity. Naturally, I was forced to
investigate.'
Harry
sighed heavily. He seemed safe for now. Voldemort was not subtle enough to try
and trick him with words. It was Severus he was really afraid of, and Severus
was under the control of the unsubtle. 'What do you want to know, then?'
'Well,
you know that the younger Malfoy will soon be my servant … I wanted to see what
his lover had become from guilt and knowing that he ought to be the famous
Harry Potter that everyone loves.'
'Malfoy
will never be yours!' Harry shouted. 'He told me. He'll never join you.'
And then he gasped and clapped his hands to his mouth as he realised how much
danger Draco was now in.
'Really?'
Voldemort enquired. 'That's not what he said to me. It appears that the
little brat has been lying. Why don't we ask him, and see if we can find the
truth?' Then the Dark Lord clicked his fingers, and suddenly Draco stood before
them. Harry hoped his eyes would be unseeing, glazed, so he could know his
lover was tranced, but instead they were rolling, terrified at the company he
was in, and stunned into fear at the sight of Harry with trousers half
unbuttoned.
Draco.
Draco, Draco, Draco … 'Draco!' yelled the Boy who Lived. He tried to rush to his
lover, but immediately Snape was there, barring the way with his body. Harry
shivered remembering that body in their kiss.
'No,
Harry, you're not getting to him. Why would you want to, anyway? You've made
your choice, and you didn't choose him. So stay here.' Severus' voice sounded
so natural, so mocking and seductive, and Harry had to fight with his brain to
convince himself that it was not real and the speech was being fed to him.
'Harry?'
Draco's voice was timid and wrenched Harry's soul. 'What does he mean, you've
made your choice? What is he talking about? And what are you doing down here?'
'Ah,
so you don't know, then, Draco?' Severus sneered. 'Well, perhaps we should tell
you all about today's events. I'm sure it will be most enlightening.'
'Draco,
don't listen to him, he's a servant of Voldemort, he's trying to convince you
to join him, he's trying to turn us against each other …' A finger on his lip
silenced him, and he shuddered violently when he realised Severus was touching
him.
'Potter,
you already are against each other,' Voldemort said suddenly. 'You've betrayed
Draco, both with Severus, and to me. You are accused firstly of sharing
illicit actions with Severus, during the lunch hour earlier today, which I
watched, and which were most entertaining. Then, secondly, over an hour ago
now, when you could not sleep, you decided to come down here and see Severus
again. You used the excuse of needing a Potion for sleeping. When Severus, who
was still attracted to you, despite your earlier reprove, tried to seduce you
again, you submitted to him, and became aroused, and it was then that I found
you here. You cannot deny it; it is the truth.'
Harry
had no answer for this but a defensive stare.
'Why,'
spoke Draco's hard voice, 'should I believe anything you say to be true?'
'Because,
my dear boy, you only have to look at your boyfriend to realise that it is
true.'
Harry
listened to this impassively, but when Draco's eyes hit his, the strength
drained him, and he sunk down onto the floor and covered his face in shame.
'It's
the truth, then?'
No, Harry, he's a Malfoy, you don't have to admit anything to him, just deny it, it's easy, just say 'No' …
But
Harry could not defend, not now when his body was so weak. He whispered but all
three men could hear. 'Yes.'
He
heard Draco choke but closed his eyes, wanted to be oblivious.
'Harry
…'
'Dear
me, Potter,' Voldemort hissed. 'You really have made a mess of things.
What are you going to do? And Draco, my boy, I'm most disappointed in you.
Perhaps … perhaps we should punish you together … take you to the Death Eaters
… let you battle it out between yourselves for favour …'
'It
would be fair, Master, I think,' Severus said with a maliciousness in his eyes,
'to let the two boys have a few minutes together to … reconcile with each
other. We could retreat to my chambers, make the arrangements to go back to
Scotland … and Harry and Draco could maybe collect their thoughts.'
It
was when he turned his back on the boys that Harry spied the newly grasped
haematite in his hand.
'Very
well, Severus. We shall return in … say, ten minutes. Please don't kill each
other, will you? Lock the door, Professor.' Voldemort sneered at Harry and
Draco once more, and then the two men both retreated, Snape throwing a cautious
glance at Harry before closing the door of the store cupboard.
Immediately
Harry turned to his lover. 'Draco …'
But
Draco was staring at Harry with something suspiciously like hatred. 'Get away
from me.'
'Please
…'
'How
is it that nothing lasts?' Draco snapped. 'Why does every blissful situation
have to turn sour? Why does someone always feel the need for betrayal?'
Desperately
Harry ran to the door of the dungeons, tugging it with his weak strength … and
it opened. By all the gods in heaven, it opened. 'Severus,' he breathed, and
then whispered with closed eyes: 'Thank you.'
He
looked back at the blonde boy, whose lip was curled in disdain at the
serpentine name. 'Draco, if you want them to take you, then by all means stay …
but I don't know how I would cope if you left. I'm going to get help … I love
you Draco, I still do. Snape means nothing to me. He tried to attack me. Twice
… three times … he tried to rape me.'
'And
you gave in?' Draco said incredulously. 'You enjoyed it?'
Harry
swallowed hard. 'Yes.' He threw a final ruined glance at Draco, then turned and
sprinted from the dungeons, mind suddenly blocking out thoughts of his former
lover, and intent on reaching Dumbledore.
It
felt a month of running passed before he found himself at the gargoyle,
shouting: 'Professor!' It was late, too late. The Headmaster would be asleep,
and he could do nothing. Balanced in anguish on a point of indecision, Harry
wailed loudly. What could he possibly do? What was the password … what if Dumbledore
did not even sleep here? What was there to do? Draco would be gone soon …
Harry's head began to throb, began to whirl, and he felt nausea rise into his
throat in ruination. He collapsed to the floor.
And
then Dumbledore was there, was holding him up, was whispering a spell and Harry
was suddenly alert, faced the Headmaster quite calmly.
'What
is it?'
'Voldemort
is here. He has Draco in the dungeons, and Snape is under his manipulation but
fighting it. I think he might turn.'
There
was no instant to wait for; Dumbledore turned and went back into his office,
hand on Harry's shoulder to take him too. 'Floo powder,' he murmured. 'We'll
take some. You have to get Draco out … I'll deal with Voldemort. Although
Severus … do you know how to release Severus completely?'
Harry's
mind flashed instantly, and he said: 'Shatter the obsidian.'
Dumbledore
took a breath, and regarded the Boy Who Lived gently. 'Do it. I'll take care of
Draco.'
Harry
nodded. 'It's in his quarters, he said …'
Dumbledore
quickly handed Harry some Floo powder, and at a moment's thought gave him
Fawkes, too. Then he was gone to the dungeons in a shimmer of green fire.
Harry
stepped into the fireplace, summoned every ounce of battle strength he had and
flung the red powder to his feet. 'Severus Snape's quarters.'
His
head roared, and he was there. How long had it been since he left Draco? More
than five minutes … was it ten? Was it agonizingly ten?
Then
Harry found himself in darkness, and muttered: 'Lumos,' vaguely and mildly
surprised that he still had his wand. So Severus can manipulate too … some
day I will make a shrine to haematite.
It
took only a few seconds to locate the quietly glowing obsidian, but Harry
watched it carefully for a few more. It seemed to be fighting, and the fire was
fading. It would be easy to pour magic into it and destroy it.
But
what would happen to Severus? If he was no longer under Voldemort's
manipulation, he was not under his protection. Without his protection, he could
be killed. And would.
Although
with Dumbledore, and Draco …
Harry
teetered, wrangled, fought with his logic, and then with a roaring cry he
directed his wand at the stone and shouted: 'Compleo!'
It
was done, and the white liquid power flowed into the stone, quelling the fire,
and cracked, fragmented, shattered the stone.
Harry's
last thoughts before he fainted with exhaustion were of Draco.
*****
A/N:
All will be explained in the next chapter. I am thinking of doing a JKR
'explaining everything in the hospital wing' type ending, so if I do please
don't take the piss! And please review …
~SS~
