a/n: For you people who absolutely cry over this...I'll make this NOT the last chapter. So ya, enjoy and review! Thanks!
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Disclaimer: Not mine or the song below. ::Told ya it wouldn't change!::
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Thank You(s):
Kairi- Nice use of the f-word.
TYouhkriu- Heh, now that's what I call a number one Yukiru fan!
Slvrstarlight- Yup! You got it right! It's from Inuyasha's Dearest (I'm in looove with it!)
WW- Thank you so very very much!
Kaoru- Wow, thanks! Glad it affected you that-a-way
Invisible Rain- Gomen, they aren't against Kyo! Heh! Kyo is very kawaii, ne? Tohru is cold...in a way but for a reason..I guess, I mean people, if you're confused and everything, the emotions just gets jumbled up.
--Foolish--
Chapter 9:
Kyo made his way back to the house, it was around noon and he knows just what to do. He sighed quietly and entered the house, ' This is going to be hard...damn..it just won;t be hard..it's gonna hurt--'
" KYO! Where have you been? I was worried! Why didn't you tell me where you were? Is everything okay?" Tohru asked in one nanosecond.
Kyo blinked, " Just at the dojo, sorry to worry you, I was in a rush, and everything is fine." Kyo said answering every question Tohru had thrown at him.
" Oh.." Tohru said, " I--"
" Can I talk to you?" Kyo asked pulling her outside, ' It the right thing to do, if she's happy then I will...' Kyo thought stealing a glance at the bewildered Tohru, ' I'll do this for her..'
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" Ano, what is it, Kyo?" Tohru asked, happy that he was holding her hands and was indicating her existence in the world.
Kyo looked down on the ground, ' Damn..Why'd I gotta wake up from this dream..?' He thought.
" Tohru, I love you." He started.
Tohru looked at him, " I love you, too--"
" I know you do. But, I also know that you love him still. Don't you?" Kyo asked.
Tohru's eyes widened. There were no words coming out of her mouth, ' Speak baka!' She told herself but she couldn't.
" I... I knew. I mean, I saw it from the very beginning and I ignored it. I'm not trying to make you guilty or-or anything. I can never take his place, I know that for sure." Kyo said, this time looking at Tohru and to his surprise was crying. He lifted his hand and wiped it away.
" You have no room for me in there, in you heart." Kyo said with a sad smile.
Tohru shook her head, " No you're wrong Kyo..please stop this--"
" Gomen, I'm sorry I'm making you cry." Kyo apologized wiping more of her tears away. Tohru grabbed hold of his hand, and placed it near her cheek.
" No Kyo, I should be the one saying sorry. I should be apologizing to you. I love you Kyo, but, I just can't, I can't. There always had been a place for you in my heart-- I..I do, I tried so hard Kyo, to forget him. To be cold towards him, to put behind what was past what never happened that I wished had. But it was so hard and how can I forget when almost everywhere I turn it's him I see?" Tohru said and put down Kyo hand, " Everything was going so right. Everything was so perfect...I was so happy thanks to you. And I didn't want you to get hurt--"
" But, if you don't want me hurt...you'll hurt yourself. I want you to be happy, Tohru." Kyo said and smiled, " Do this for me? If I don't see you happy...I won't be happy either."
Tohru gulped down, " How can you do this for me? How can you--?"
" How ? What do you mean?" Kyo asked her. Tohru couldn't answer.
" There's one simple answer, Tohru. It's just is, it's because that's how it works." Kyo said.
" I don't get it.." Tohru whispered.
Kyo smiled, " It is just is. It is something that can never change...and I learned that it could bring pain but it could also bring happiness."
" What is it?" Tohru asked Kyo.
Kyo bent his head towards her and kissed her on her lips softly, " I love you, Tohru, and that's why I'm letting you go."
He took her hand with the ring on it and slid it of her finger and walked away leaving Tohru to cry, tears flowing so freely.
Kyo sighed, ' And I'm happy how much you've given me and how much you've tried to stay by me...I am. But, now it's your turn to be happy..'
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Kagura touched the pond water, it sent ripples all around, she sighed. It was a lazy day today and nothing seems to be interesting lately. There was an exception with Yuki's life though. She knows, everyone knows what's happening. The minute he walked in, there was going to be some sort of disturbance.
' But, I think it'll happen for the better and worst.' She thought and got up. 'I'm not exactly sure why...but I have this feeling that--'
" Kyo..?" She whispered seeing an ornage head pop out behind the two big sakura trees on the graden's trail.
" Kyo?" Kagura asked, " Is everything okay?"
Kyo looked at Kagura, " Uh-huh..oi Kagura, where's Yuki?" Kyo asked. Kagura blinked, ' Now why would he be asking that?' She asked herself.
" Inside of course.." Kagura said watching Kyo wander inside the house. ' Kyo..' Kagura thought and two tears dropped without her notice.
Shigure tip toed around the house, then spotted Tohru in the kitchen wiping her eyes. 'Now what could it be?' He wondered although he already had a notion what it is about..
" Chopping up onions Tohru?" He asked.
Tohru shook her head, " No..."
" I see... you want to talk about it?" Shigure asked feeling truly sorry for the girl when he saw that he engagement ring was gone.
" He said he wanted me to be happy...but it isn't right. He said he's letting me go because he loved me. But, it isn't right!" Tohru cried and broke into tears and covered her face.
Shigure looked at her, " Tohru...Kyo did this because he knows that you love Yuki--"
" I didn't want to! I didn't want to..." Tohru cried out and looked at Shigure.
Shigure was taken aback, " Ah...but you can't control what you feel. He understood it already Tohru, he told Kazuma and told me."
Shigure patted Tohru's head, ' What's the use of crying when it was done out of happiness?"
With that Shigure walked away letting his words sink in.
"OI!! KUSO NEZUMI!"
Yuki turned aorund, ' What now?' He thought.
" What?" Yuki asked.
Kyo looked at him for a moment, " I wanted to tell you something. Tohru wants you to go to your lousy garden. She has something to tell you." Kyo said and before he could leave, " Take care of her.." He whispered but Yuki never heard.
" What was that about?" Yuki asked himself and wondered what it was Tohru wanted.
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~Tohru looked at Kyo, " Yes?" She whispered.
" I have something to give you, it's in Yuki's garden. You'll see...be happy okay? I mean it was really stupid of me-- wait I'm going to give it away. Look just go okay? And when everything is fine call me at the dojo. I'm going to stay for a bit."
" Why?"
" I have to take care of my Master, as well as forget things.."
" I'm sorry.."
" Eh? Don't be..Don't be..really I'm fine.."~
' Okaa-san...everything is going so strange...it's dusk already and Kyo left. I'm grateful to him...I'll never forget what he has done for me..' Tohru thought arriving at the garden.
" Tohru?"
Tohru turned around, her eys widened, "...Yuki.."
She walked towards him, " What are you--?" She asked but found herself answering her own question.
~" I have something to give you, it's in Yuki's garden.."~
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A/N: BWAHAHAH!! Just click the button to review then you may go to the next chapter!!
Lys
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Disclaimer: Not mine or the song below. ::Told ya it wouldn't change!::
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Thank You(s):
Kairi- Nice use of the f-word.
TYouhkriu- Heh, now that's what I call a number one Yukiru fan!
Slvrstarlight- Yup! You got it right! It's from Inuyasha's Dearest (I'm in looove with it!)
WW- Thank you so very very much!
Kaoru- Wow, thanks! Glad it affected you that-a-way
Invisible Rain- Gomen, they aren't against Kyo! Heh! Kyo is very kawaii, ne? Tohru is cold...in a way but for a reason..I guess, I mean people, if you're confused and everything, the emotions just gets jumbled up.
--Foolish--
Chapter 9:
Kyo made his way back to the house, it was around noon and he knows just what to do. He sighed quietly and entered the house, ' This is going to be hard...damn..it just won;t be hard..it's gonna hurt--'
" KYO! Where have you been? I was worried! Why didn't you tell me where you were? Is everything okay?" Tohru asked in one nanosecond.
Kyo blinked, " Just at the dojo, sorry to worry you, I was in a rush, and everything is fine." Kyo said answering every question Tohru had thrown at him.
" Oh.." Tohru said, " I--"
" Can I talk to you?" Kyo asked pulling her outside, ' It the right thing to do, if she's happy then I will...' Kyo thought stealing a glance at the bewildered Tohru, ' I'll do this for her..'
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" Ano, what is it, Kyo?" Tohru asked, happy that he was holding her hands and was indicating her existence in the world.
Kyo looked down on the ground, ' Damn..Why'd I gotta wake up from this dream..?' He thought.
" Tohru, I love you." He started.
Tohru looked at him, " I love you, too--"
" I know you do. But, I also know that you love him still. Don't you?" Kyo asked.
Tohru's eyes widened. There were no words coming out of her mouth, ' Speak baka!' She told herself but she couldn't.
" I... I knew. I mean, I saw it from the very beginning and I ignored it. I'm not trying to make you guilty or-or anything. I can never take his place, I know that for sure." Kyo said, this time looking at Tohru and to his surprise was crying. He lifted his hand and wiped it away.
" You have no room for me in there, in you heart." Kyo said with a sad smile.
Tohru shook her head, " No you're wrong Kyo..please stop this--"
" Gomen, I'm sorry I'm making you cry." Kyo apologized wiping more of her tears away. Tohru grabbed hold of his hand, and placed it near her cheek.
" No Kyo, I should be the one saying sorry. I should be apologizing to you. I love you Kyo, but, I just can't, I can't. There always had been a place for you in my heart-- I..I do, I tried so hard Kyo, to forget him. To be cold towards him, to put behind what was past what never happened that I wished had. But it was so hard and how can I forget when almost everywhere I turn it's him I see?" Tohru said and put down Kyo hand, " Everything was going so right. Everything was so perfect...I was so happy thanks to you. And I didn't want you to get hurt--"
" But, if you don't want me hurt...you'll hurt yourself. I want you to be happy, Tohru." Kyo said and smiled, " Do this for me? If I don't see you happy...I won't be happy either."
Tohru gulped down, " How can you do this for me? How can you--?"
" How ? What do you mean?" Kyo asked her. Tohru couldn't answer.
" There's one simple answer, Tohru. It's just is, it's because that's how it works." Kyo said.
" I don't get it.." Tohru whispered.
Kyo smiled, " It is just is. It is something that can never change...and I learned that it could bring pain but it could also bring happiness."
" What is it?" Tohru asked Kyo.
Kyo bent his head towards her and kissed her on her lips softly, " I love you, Tohru, and that's why I'm letting you go."
He took her hand with the ring on it and slid it of her finger and walked away leaving Tohru to cry, tears flowing so freely.
Kyo sighed, ' And I'm happy how much you've given me and how much you've tried to stay by me...I am. But, now it's your turn to be happy..'
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Kagura touched the pond water, it sent ripples all around, she sighed. It was a lazy day today and nothing seems to be interesting lately. There was an exception with Yuki's life though. She knows, everyone knows what's happening. The minute he walked in, there was going to be some sort of disturbance.
' But, I think it'll happen for the better and worst.' She thought and got up. 'I'm not exactly sure why...but I have this feeling that--'
" Kyo..?" She whispered seeing an ornage head pop out behind the two big sakura trees on the graden's trail.
" Kyo?" Kagura asked, " Is everything okay?"
Kyo looked at Kagura, " Uh-huh..oi Kagura, where's Yuki?" Kyo asked. Kagura blinked, ' Now why would he be asking that?' She asked herself.
" Inside of course.." Kagura said watching Kyo wander inside the house. ' Kyo..' Kagura thought and two tears dropped without her notice.
Shigure tip toed around the house, then spotted Tohru in the kitchen wiping her eyes. 'Now what could it be?' He wondered although he already had a notion what it is about..
" Chopping up onions Tohru?" He asked.
Tohru shook her head, " No..."
" I see... you want to talk about it?" Shigure asked feeling truly sorry for the girl when he saw that he engagement ring was gone.
" He said he wanted me to be happy...but it isn't right. He said he's letting me go because he loved me. But, it isn't right!" Tohru cried and broke into tears and covered her face.
Shigure looked at her, " Tohru...Kyo did this because he knows that you love Yuki--"
" I didn't want to! I didn't want to..." Tohru cried out and looked at Shigure.
Shigure was taken aback, " Ah...but you can't control what you feel. He understood it already Tohru, he told Kazuma and told me."
Shigure patted Tohru's head, ' What's the use of crying when it was done out of happiness?"
With that Shigure walked away letting his words sink in.
"OI!! KUSO NEZUMI!"
Yuki turned aorund, ' What now?' He thought.
" What?" Yuki asked.
Kyo looked at him for a moment, " I wanted to tell you something. Tohru wants you to go to your lousy garden. She has something to tell you." Kyo said and before he could leave, " Take care of her.." He whispered but Yuki never heard.
" What was that about?" Yuki asked himself and wondered what it was Tohru wanted.
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~Tohru looked at Kyo, " Yes?" She whispered.
" I have something to give you, it's in Yuki's garden. You'll see...be happy okay? I mean it was really stupid of me-- wait I'm going to give it away. Look just go okay? And when everything is fine call me at the dojo. I'm going to stay for a bit."
" Why?"
" I have to take care of my Master, as well as forget things.."
" I'm sorry.."
" Eh? Don't be..Don't be..really I'm fine.."~
' Okaa-san...everything is going so strange...it's dusk already and Kyo left. I'm grateful to him...I'll never forget what he has done for me..' Tohru thought arriving at the garden.
" Tohru?"
Tohru turned around, her eys widened, "...Yuki.."
She walked towards him, " What are you--?" She asked but found herself answering her own question.
~" I have something to give you, it's in Yuki's garden.."~
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A/N: BWAHAHAH!! Just click the button to review then you may go to the next chapter!!
Lys