Okay, this fic is very sick. Two day ago we saw a movie on bullying called Broken Toy. Okay, that didn't sound right. BROKEN TOY? That's what you call a rape fic or something! So that is what I am doing. If you see Broken Toy, scream. Okay?

Disclaimer: No Own YYH

Warning: Karasu/Kurama. If you don't know what that leads to, I suggest you get the hell outta the Yu Yu Hakusho section! I am rating it R Just in case...

~Broken Toy~

"He was your toy. But Now he is Broken"

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The floor is cold.

It always was.

I never wanted to be like this.

Crimson fluid is leaking from my wounds.

I was a toy.

But now I broke.

Karasu played with me too rough.

He pulled at me like I was going to fight.

But I didn't.

And I broke.

He raped me till his heart was content.

He screwed me till I bled.

So I am broken.

I tried to stay calm.

Hoping that it would end soon.

But it didn't.

And I broke.

He took a dagger.

Not a bomb.

And stabbed me.

And I broke.

He was shocked that I didn't react, and watched as the blood raced down my arm and down to my fingertips.

And I was broken.

I still didn't fight.

And my tear fell silently down my face.

And in my silent prayers,

the pain nearly numbed down.

Inari-sama, why did he want to do this to me?

What had I ever done.

Then I relized that I did deserve it.

I deserved to break.

But did it have to hurt so bad?

The tears are still falling,

They refuse to stop.

Can I blame them?

The blood just covers my naked body like a sheet.

But it's still cold.

Can it be what happened before that chills me?

It has to be.

I shiver in pain.

But why am I smiling.

I broke!

Is it because I am decaying as I speak?

Can that be it?

Am I really insane?

I shiver again.

It hurts to do it, but I can't stop.

If only I could have stopped it when it started.

Got him a new toy to play with...

Maybe then I would've been fine.

But not that person.

They would've been the broken toy.

Not me.

Is that fair?

I wish.

I gasp out a scream.

The pain is scrorching me.

I see my bones right through the wounds.

They were deeper that I ever imagined.

And there's a clock ticking in my mind.

Tick...

I have to wait till death.

Tock...

There isn't much time left.

Tick...

I never got to say goodbye.

Tock...

And I feel fine.

Tick...

It is at the end of the line.

Tock...

And I don't care.

Tick...

You wanna know why?

Tock...

'Cause I am a broken toy.

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o_o; Okay... this is why you never title a bully movie Broken Toy, ne?

R&R!