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Thoughts: The Pirce of Nobility
Chapter 4:
Carlos' Thoughts
How can she be gone?
No, this isn't true, she can't be. She was my favorite partner, believe it or not! We never got along and we would fight constantly about any stupid little thing. That's what I liked about her. She was brave and so stubborn! She died being brave, she didn't even cry, she held it all back as me, Davis, and Kim watched helplessly. She died right in front of us.
I stood froze as I looked down at her, I knew that she was dying, but I wanted to help her just a little bit, so I knelt down and told that she was going to be okay, that everything would be ok, even though she knew that she wasn't going to be okay. I just wanted to make her feel just a little less scared; I know I was scared about losing one of our best paramedic and firefighters.
I never cry! Never, not even when Bobby died, but I did today! I can't take it anymore, Jerry got shot, Bobby got shot, and now Alex gets blown up, why is this happening? She was so scared when I knelt down next to her, I could see it her eyes, but she wasn't going to let us know how scared she was because she was thinking about us, just like she always is. Those huge blue eyes! She knew it was bad, when we let all let our tears fall. When I knelt down to talk to her, I thought I was going to be sick, but I couldn't do this to a friend. I couldn't just stand there and do anything, and let her think she was going to die, even if she already knew she was going to!
I'll never forget her, my favorite partner. I am just sitting here watching everyone cry or pray. I feel so helpless.
I didn't help her, I didn't even try. I'm sorry Alex.
To be continued..... Please review!
Special thanks to Starbright!
Thoughts: The Pirce of Nobility
Chapter 4:
Carlos' Thoughts
How can she be gone?
No, this isn't true, she can't be. She was my favorite partner, believe it or not! We never got along and we would fight constantly about any stupid little thing. That's what I liked about her. She was brave and so stubborn! She died being brave, she didn't even cry, she held it all back as me, Davis, and Kim watched helplessly. She died right in front of us.
I stood froze as I looked down at her, I knew that she was dying, but I wanted to help her just a little bit, so I knelt down and told that she was going to be okay, that everything would be ok, even though she knew that she wasn't going to be okay. I just wanted to make her feel just a little less scared; I know I was scared about losing one of our best paramedic and firefighters.
I never cry! Never, not even when Bobby died, but I did today! I can't take it anymore, Jerry got shot, Bobby got shot, and now Alex gets blown up, why is this happening? She was so scared when I knelt down next to her, I could see it her eyes, but she wasn't going to let us know how scared she was because she was thinking about us, just like she always is. Those huge blue eyes! She knew it was bad, when we let all let our tears fall. When I knelt down to talk to her, I thought I was going to be sick, but I couldn't do this to a friend. I couldn't just stand there and do anything, and let her think she was going to die, even if she already knew she was going to!
I'll never forget her, my favorite partner. I am just sitting here watching everyone cry or pray. I feel so helpless.
I didn't help her, I didn't even try. I'm sorry Alex.
To be continued..... Please review!