Yami Trekkie = Well this is my first fic, please I'm begging you be nice….^_^

Anyway this little bit is for the disclaimer

I do not own SG-1 or any of it's characters, it all belongs to the people who own it (Duh!)

I still think Sam and Jack belong together though!!! It will not be another Janeway, Chakotay thing!…(I hope…)

This chappy is okay for the violence and a mild swear word down there nothing hardcore…yet *devilish smile*

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Well I suppose it's understandable. It's hit us all very hard, but I don't want to lose another friend! If Janet was here she would have something to say, but she's not. It's just me and Jack…In a seedy little bar.

Jack and Daniel were sitting in a darkened corner trying to be as unnoticeable as possible. You wouldn't think that anyone suffering a loss would put themselves in an atmosphere full of hustle and bustle, but there they were.

Daniel watched as Jack got unsteadily to his feet,

"Jack?" said Daniel looking at his comrade with concern in his eyes,

"Are you sure you should drink anymore? You're still on medication…" With a look that was as full of contempt as he could muster while being drunk Jack stared at Daniel.

"What the hell you talking 'bout?! You weren't there! I was! So don't give me all that crap about not being able to have a drink alright!" Jack had been like this ever since leaving the infirmary, the only reason Daniel came along was to keep an eye on the Colonel. What Jack had just said was the last straw for the younger man and he blew his top.

"What the hell's that meant to mean Jack?! You think I'm proud of not being there to help?! The only thing I can do is to stop you from killing yourself with this home made cocktail of medication and alcohol! I can't lose you too!

For a moment it looked as though Jack was going to ignore Daniel but a look of guilt crossed his features and he sat down again. Putting his head in his hands he slumped in his chair,

"Sonofabitches Goa'uld…Why did it have to be that planet Daniel? Why?!" Jack looked up at his friend with eyes that pleaded with him to bring back their team mate, the younger man shook his head.

"I can't raise the dead Jack you know that, we couldn't have known that a group of Jaffa would ambush you on the way back to the Gate. I know that you did everything you could so why are you being so hard on yourself?"

Jack sat there shaking his head as Daniel was talking, the motion became more vigorous as his role of protector was mentioned.

"No!" He yelled,

"No?"

"I didn't do my best, if I had done my best she would still be here confusing the hell out of me! You wanna know something Daniel? For some reason she decided she would be the hero and help me out, she pushed me out the way and took the staff blast instead of me and the Almighty punished her for that! In fact the punishment was death! "

Daniel gasped in shock, he hadn't heard this version of events before. To be honest he didn't really know what had happened, he was off-world at the time and had missed the de-briefing detailing what had occurred on that ill fated mission.

"What happened Jack?"

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Well? Did ya like did ya?

Cliffhangers are so great don't you think ^_^

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