First, I want to thank wawashkesh and aquaprincess for their reviews.
Second, I want to apologize for not updating sooner.here is my excuse: OMG yesterday I finished FF VIII.and Squall and Rinoa kissed in the very end. It was a cute ending. But god, it took freakin' 120 hours to finish it. I am so sick of that game, but I couldn't live with myself if I didn't finish it. I'm starting FF IX soon ^_^.
Third, last chapter's translation is: 'His Eyes Said 'Forever' That Day'
Fourth, disclaimer: I don't own DBZ. Or the song featured in this chapter: Julieta Venegas - Voluntad. (Gee, can you tell that I like her?) It's only part of the song. It's not that I love Julieta Venegas (which I do); it's just that her lyrics match Pan's feelings.
And fifth, enjoy the chapter!
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Ch. 7: Despídete, Ya No Estarás.
"So it's true!!!" Gohan interrupted. "What the hell were you thinking Pan!?!"
Suddenly Pan remembered all her family and friends were also in the room.
Nunca en toda mi vida
Never in all my life
he podido decir que és
have I been able to say what is
esto que a veces amarra
this that sometimes holds
mi voluntad
my will
si he de llamar voluntad
if I should call will
a lo que hace decidirme
to what makes me decide
de pronto y arrepentirme luego
suddenly and then regret
si te veo pasar
if I see you pass by
"Having.intercourse.with him!!!" He said as he got closer to Pan. The rest of the gang was silent.that is until Gohan raised his hand.
"Gohan.don't do this." said Videl quietly.
"Are you doing this for Pan!?! She doesn't need my pity right now!" yelled Gohan.
Pan was somewhat relieved and thankful to her mother. ".Not Here!" Said Videl flatly. *mom too* Pan thought sadly.
"Fine." Gohan grabbed Pan by the arm and set out for his house. Videl followed.
Quiero hacer esto o aquello
I want to do this or that
contarte mi ansiedad
tell you my anxiety
o el desencanto que has dejado
or the disenchantment you've left
en mi propiedad
in my property
dicen todo al paso del viento
they say everything at the wind's path
va tomando lugar
is taking place
aún el día no llega
the day hasn't arrived
en que puedo disfrutar
when I can enjoy
"What's going on?" Bulma asked after a long and uncomfortable silence.
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"Really!!! What the hell were you thinking!?!" Said Gohan as he pushed Pan away. "And in our HOME! Can't you follow rules!!! We gave you love, material things, and this is how you repay us!?!...I want you to leave this house." Gohan finished flatly.
Porque desde
Because since
que has manchado
you have stained
mi vida con tu desprecio
my life with your disdain
no puedo ya volver más
I can't return anymore
a lo que antes era
to what I was before
"But dad-" her speech was abruptly stopped by Gohan's hand across her face. "You're talking back too?" Gohan chuckled sarcastically.
After Pan fell to the ground and realized what had just happened she snapped her head to look at her dad.
"The sooner you leave the better." Gohan finished, while walking into the house. Videl didn't know what to do; she decided to follow Gohan.
"-where will I go?" her eyes trailed after her parents.
After regaining herself she flew to the window leading to her room. She looked at her reflection and stared for a few moments at the red mark on her cheek. *I've never been humiliated like this. I can still feel everyone's condemning looks. I didn't know this was such a big deal to dad. But still.he slapped me? And how could Kalid and Marron do this to me? What did I ever do to them? They're right. I was stupid for believing Kalid.* Her brow furrowed as her anger rose.
Porque desde
Because since
que has manchado
you have stained
mi vida con tu desprecio
my life with your disdain
no puedo ya volver más
I can't return anymore
a lo que antes era
to what I was before
*I don't need them. ANY of them. I'm smart. I'll show them. I'll make it without them.* She thought angrily as she packed her bag. She stepped to the window. *I should at least say good bye* She thought as she walked back to her dresser then took out some sheets of paper and a pen.
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~The next day~
"Pan!!" Yelled Dende after Pan landed at the lookout.
"Hi Dende." Her smile fell. "I'm sure you know why I'm here. I don't really feel like talking about it."
"You can't stay here as long as you want. But not a word to anyone, if your dad finds out, he won't be happy." He said trying not to sound harsh.
"Ok. Thank you so much."
After leaving her things in a room that was to be her own, she went to the edge of the lookout. She needed to clear her head.
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~One month later~
Videl dared to step in Pan's room. She hadn't done so because she too was angry at Pan, but also, she didn't want to get Gohan more mad or depressed. This past month Gohan had been completely different from his former self. Now he was really angry, and at times sad. Videl noticed even though he tried to hide it. She too missed Pan like crazy. When she looked around the forbidden room, she spotted an envelope on Pan's dresser. *She left a note* She opened it hastily and noticed there were several smaller envelopes, each with the some of the fighter's names. 'Videl and Gohan' the top one said. She opened it and read the contents:
*Mom, Dad, I don't really know what to say without being mean. I am pretty angry. I don't understand why it was such a big deal, but what's done it's done, and it's no use dwelling on it. I don't know when I'll see you again, IF I see you again. Either way I'll miss you very much. I'm sorry for disgracing you, and I hope you forgive me one day. I won't be a burden for you anymore. Pan*
A tear fell down her left cheek. She eyed the other envelopes and thought they should be delivered. She left the letter Pan wrote them on the kitchen table for Gohan to read and left for Capsule Corp.
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. "So what brings you here Videl?" Asked Bulma while handing Videl a cup of coffee.
"Pan left a note for everyone. I found them today and thought I should deliver them."
"Yeah, I understand. I'll call everyone, wait here."
A few minutes later everyone except training-Vegeta was reading their respective note.
*Dear Bra, Bulma and Vegeta, I'm so sorry for not saying good bye. I hope you understand. Everything is so overwhelming, I just have to leave. I hope you also understand if I don't keep in touch with you guys for a while. I don't want to remember. Hope you miss me because I'll miss you for sure. Pan* Bra looked up sadly to her mom and retreated to her room.
'Trunks' his envelope read. *Damn it Trunks! If you would have taken me instead of Marron from the beginning, this would have never happened. Ok I'm kidding.sort of. This time you were not the one to break my heart, and I regret that your heart also got broken. I hope Marron changes her ways and that she can see in you what I see: a great guy who doesn't deserve to be cheated on. Plus, I think you guys make a great couple. Maybe we'll meet again, and hey! Maybe I'll be your business rival, yup; my dream has been to have a big company. If that happens, I'll have my people call your people. I wish you the best, Pan* Trunks felt bad for Pan; after all she was experiencing the same pain he was for the second time.
Kalid opened his envelope as soon as he got it. *Kalid, I can't even begin to tell you how much you've hurt me. If you didn't like me, you should have just told me from the beginning. The only conclusion I can draw is that this was planned. Why? I wish I knew. But, I don't hate you. It takes too much effort to hate anyone. Thus, I don't hate Marron either. In fact, I'm kind of thankful that she showed me the kind of person you really are. Ironically, you healed my heart only to break it again. But I don't regret falling in love with you because for a few days I was truly happy. I hope you change for your own good, so that you can be happy, because I don't wish this kind of pain on anyone. Have a nice life. Pan* For a moment Kalid felt regret. He cursed himself and kept on trying to convince himself that he didn't love Pan.
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*I will get on with my life. I WILL make it without any of them. Especially since I have someone new.* Thought Pan as she placed her hand on her flat stomach and looked out into the horizon.
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".Pan.I'm so sorry." He said with tears in his eyes. He placed the letter back on the kitchen table.
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OK so this is chapter 7. Wow, can't believe 'I Want You To Want Me' is already in chapter seven. I hope you guys enjoyed it, and I also hope you guys review.
UUYY there was a car chase outside my apartment building right before writing this last part. I heard a bunch of sirens, then a crash, and when I looked out, there was a car w/out a tire (and the rim was sparking), then a bunch of policemen were chasing it. Whew, glad they're gone.
Till next time!
Chica de las estrellas ^_^
Second, I want to apologize for not updating sooner.here is my excuse: OMG yesterday I finished FF VIII.and Squall and Rinoa kissed in the very end. It was a cute ending. But god, it took freakin' 120 hours to finish it. I am so sick of that game, but I couldn't live with myself if I didn't finish it. I'm starting FF IX soon ^_^.
Third, last chapter's translation is: 'His Eyes Said 'Forever' That Day'
Fourth, disclaimer: I don't own DBZ. Or the song featured in this chapter: Julieta Venegas - Voluntad. (Gee, can you tell that I like her?) It's only part of the song. It's not that I love Julieta Venegas (which I do); it's just that her lyrics match Pan's feelings.
And fifth, enjoy the chapter!
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Ch. 7: Despídete, Ya No Estarás.
"So it's true!!!" Gohan interrupted. "What the hell were you thinking Pan!?!"
Suddenly Pan remembered all her family and friends were also in the room.
Nunca en toda mi vida
Never in all my life
he podido decir que és
have I been able to say what is
esto que a veces amarra
this that sometimes holds
mi voluntad
my will
si he de llamar voluntad
if I should call will
a lo que hace decidirme
to what makes me decide
de pronto y arrepentirme luego
suddenly and then regret
si te veo pasar
if I see you pass by
"Having.intercourse.with him!!!" He said as he got closer to Pan. The rest of the gang was silent.that is until Gohan raised his hand.
"Gohan.don't do this." said Videl quietly.
"Are you doing this for Pan!?! She doesn't need my pity right now!" yelled Gohan.
Pan was somewhat relieved and thankful to her mother. ".Not Here!" Said Videl flatly. *mom too* Pan thought sadly.
"Fine." Gohan grabbed Pan by the arm and set out for his house. Videl followed.
Quiero hacer esto o aquello
I want to do this or that
contarte mi ansiedad
tell you my anxiety
o el desencanto que has dejado
or the disenchantment you've left
en mi propiedad
in my property
dicen todo al paso del viento
they say everything at the wind's path
va tomando lugar
is taking place
aún el día no llega
the day hasn't arrived
en que puedo disfrutar
when I can enjoy
"What's going on?" Bulma asked after a long and uncomfortable silence.
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"Really!!! What the hell were you thinking!?!" Said Gohan as he pushed Pan away. "And in our HOME! Can't you follow rules!!! We gave you love, material things, and this is how you repay us!?!...I want you to leave this house." Gohan finished flatly.
Porque desde
Because since
que has manchado
you have stained
mi vida con tu desprecio
my life with your disdain
no puedo ya volver más
I can't return anymore
a lo que antes era
to what I was before
"But dad-" her speech was abruptly stopped by Gohan's hand across her face. "You're talking back too?" Gohan chuckled sarcastically.
After Pan fell to the ground and realized what had just happened she snapped her head to look at her dad.
"The sooner you leave the better." Gohan finished, while walking into the house. Videl didn't know what to do; she decided to follow Gohan.
"-where will I go?" her eyes trailed after her parents.
After regaining herself she flew to the window leading to her room. She looked at her reflection and stared for a few moments at the red mark on her cheek. *I've never been humiliated like this. I can still feel everyone's condemning looks. I didn't know this was such a big deal to dad. But still.he slapped me? And how could Kalid and Marron do this to me? What did I ever do to them? They're right. I was stupid for believing Kalid.* Her brow furrowed as her anger rose.
Porque desde
Because since
que has manchado
you have stained
mi vida con tu desprecio
my life with your disdain
no puedo ya volver más
I can't return anymore
a lo que antes era
to what I was before
*I don't need them. ANY of them. I'm smart. I'll show them. I'll make it without them.* She thought angrily as she packed her bag. She stepped to the window. *I should at least say good bye* She thought as she walked back to her dresser then took out some sheets of paper and a pen.
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~The next day~
"Pan!!" Yelled Dende after Pan landed at the lookout.
"Hi Dende." Her smile fell. "I'm sure you know why I'm here. I don't really feel like talking about it."
"You can't stay here as long as you want. But not a word to anyone, if your dad finds out, he won't be happy." He said trying not to sound harsh.
"Ok. Thank you so much."
After leaving her things in a room that was to be her own, she went to the edge of the lookout. She needed to clear her head.
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~One month later~
Videl dared to step in Pan's room. She hadn't done so because she too was angry at Pan, but also, she didn't want to get Gohan more mad or depressed. This past month Gohan had been completely different from his former self. Now he was really angry, and at times sad. Videl noticed even though he tried to hide it. She too missed Pan like crazy. When she looked around the forbidden room, she spotted an envelope on Pan's dresser. *She left a note* She opened it hastily and noticed there were several smaller envelopes, each with the some of the fighter's names. 'Videl and Gohan' the top one said. She opened it and read the contents:
*Mom, Dad, I don't really know what to say without being mean. I am pretty angry. I don't understand why it was such a big deal, but what's done it's done, and it's no use dwelling on it. I don't know when I'll see you again, IF I see you again. Either way I'll miss you very much. I'm sorry for disgracing you, and I hope you forgive me one day. I won't be a burden for you anymore. Pan*
A tear fell down her left cheek. She eyed the other envelopes and thought they should be delivered. She left the letter Pan wrote them on the kitchen table for Gohan to read and left for Capsule Corp.
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. "So what brings you here Videl?" Asked Bulma while handing Videl a cup of coffee.
"Pan left a note for everyone. I found them today and thought I should deliver them."
"Yeah, I understand. I'll call everyone, wait here."
A few minutes later everyone except training-Vegeta was reading their respective note.
*Dear Bra, Bulma and Vegeta, I'm so sorry for not saying good bye. I hope you understand. Everything is so overwhelming, I just have to leave. I hope you also understand if I don't keep in touch with you guys for a while. I don't want to remember. Hope you miss me because I'll miss you for sure. Pan* Bra looked up sadly to her mom and retreated to her room.
'Trunks' his envelope read. *Damn it Trunks! If you would have taken me instead of Marron from the beginning, this would have never happened. Ok I'm kidding.sort of. This time you were not the one to break my heart, and I regret that your heart also got broken. I hope Marron changes her ways and that she can see in you what I see: a great guy who doesn't deserve to be cheated on. Plus, I think you guys make a great couple. Maybe we'll meet again, and hey! Maybe I'll be your business rival, yup; my dream has been to have a big company. If that happens, I'll have my people call your people. I wish you the best, Pan* Trunks felt bad for Pan; after all she was experiencing the same pain he was for the second time.
Kalid opened his envelope as soon as he got it. *Kalid, I can't even begin to tell you how much you've hurt me. If you didn't like me, you should have just told me from the beginning. The only conclusion I can draw is that this was planned. Why? I wish I knew. But, I don't hate you. It takes too much effort to hate anyone. Thus, I don't hate Marron either. In fact, I'm kind of thankful that she showed me the kind of person you really are. Ironically, you healed my heart only to break it again. But I don't regret falling in love with you because for a few days I was truly happy. I hope you change for your own good, so that you can be happy, because I don't wish this kind of pain on anyone. Have a nice life. Pan* For a moment Kalid felt regret. He cursed himself and kept on trying to convince himself that he didn't love Pan.
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*I will get on with my life. I WILL make it without any of them. Especially since I have someone new.* Thought Pan as she placed her hand on her flat stomach and looked out into the horizon.
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".Pan.I'm so sorry." He said with tears in his eyes. He placed the letter back on the kitchen table.
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OK so this is chapter 7. Wow, can't believe 'I Want You To Want Me' is already in chapter seven. I hope you guys enjoyed it, and I also hope you guys review.
UUYY there was a car chase outside my apartment building right before writing this last part. I heard a bunch of sirens, then a crash, and when I looked out, there was a car w/out a tire (and the rim was sparking), then a bunch of policemen were chasing it. Whew, glad they're gone.
Till next time!
Chica de las estrellas ^_^