Maria's Story: Being Me
Disclaimer: The Plot and Characters belong to The Sound of Music & 20th Century Fox, However Maria's Thoughts are mine.
Written by: Maria's Georg
Authors Note* I included the 3 deleted scenes from the film, info I learned and info I made up. Also this is a working story, and a working tittle! Enjoy Reading and please review it! Just to let you know. Feel free to e- mail me! OooH the best part is coming up!
No review ransoms.I'd appreciate some reviews however.why? I think maybe it's because I want this to be over and done w/and soon I can start my new SOM chapter Fanfic! LOL ENJOY!
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Chapter 22: The Want of Borrowed Feelings
The Reverend Mother through song convinces me to go back. Making me truly believe were I'd be happiest. That I didn't belong here. Perhaps I really knew that deep down but when I become faced with my inner struggle I seeked the comfort. I'm a person to run into feelings and trouble headfirst. I intend to figure out this jumbled mess that lives inside of me. I've wondered if he'd felt the same as I. Now is my chance to find out. Will he love me?
I pack the rest of my things, all of my clothes have been sitting already in my carpetbag. I hadn't moved them. My clothes hadn't been given away, I secretly hid my precious clothes. The ones that meant so very much to me. The memories that it had accompanied.
I'd felt so alone with my thoughts and my feelings. Those memories were a great comfort to me. My carpetbag was holding them for me so I needn't pack them, only a few other possessions. My crucifix, a few books, an old- fashioned porcelain doll my father had given me as a child and the whistle Captain von Trapp had given me at our first meeting.
I had just finished packing when there was a knock at the door. Closing my bag, I got up to open the door to reveal Sister Magaretta. Who seemed as if she was my only visitor here. She was holding an article of clothing and a pair of shoes. Holding it out to me she said.
"This is for you to leave in."
"Thank You." I spoke as I took the dress and shoes from her. Sister Magaretta disappeared down the hall, as I shut the door. I then slipped the dress on, and put the shoes on. I took one last look at my room, a feeling of happiness and excitement filled me. I was happy to start my new life. Take my things I stepped out the of my old room, and walked out of Nonneburg, perhaps for my very last time.
I finally reached the villa, glad for the extra time. Excited as I was I had decided to walk the whole way. To collect my thoughts before I reached the villa. I couldn't wait to see the children! Upon seeing the villa, I decided to go in from the back and surprise the children. Taking my time I move to the back, with a smile. It's as glorious as I can remember.
"Brown paper packages tied up with strings. These are a few of my favorite things." I turn my head to the noise, I can't see who's singing but I recognize the voices.
"Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes." I finally see get a look at the children, there down by the front of the lake, slumping around. I join in, once I know they can see me.
"Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes." I watch as the children recognize my voice, finding me they run at me. Barely giving me time to drop my bags. I embrace the children, Oh how I've missed them. I hadn't felt this happy since before I left the villa.
"Oh, children, I'm so glad to see you!"
"We've missed you!"
"Oh, I missed you. Kurt how are you?"
"Hungry." I smile. I've really missed these children. Gretl pokes out her bandaged finger to show me. I bend down to investigate
"Gretl, what happened to your finger?"
"It got caught."
"Caught in what?"
"Friedrich's Teeth." How cute. I wonder how Liesl's is doing with that telegram delivery boy.
"Liesl, you all right?"
"Just fair."
"Many Telegrams been delivered here lately?"
"None at all, Fraulein. But I'm learning to accept it. I'll be glad when school begins." I smile think of what Reverend Mother has taught me.
"Oh Liesl, You can't use school to escape your problems. You have to face them. Oh, I have so much to tell you all."
"We have things to tell you, too."
"I'm sure you do."
"The most important thing is that Father is going to be married."
"Married??!"
Disclaimer: The Plot and Characters belong to The Sound of Music & 20th Century Fox, However Maria's Thoughts are mine.
Written by: Maria's Georg
Authors Note* I included the 3 deleted scenes from the film, info I learned and info I made up. Also this is a working story, and a working tittle! Enjoy Reading and please review it! Just to let you know. Feel free to e- mail me! OooH the best part is coming up!
No review ransoms.I'd appreciate some reviews however.why? I think maybe it's because I want this to be over and done w/and soon I can start my new SOM chapter Fanfic! LOL ENJOY!
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Chapter 22: The Want of Borrowed Feelings
The Reverend Mother through song convinces me to go back. Making me truly believe were I'd be happiest. That I didn't belong here. Perhaps I really knew that deep down but when I become faced with my inner struggle I seeked the comfort. I'm a person to run into feelings and trouble headfirst. I intend to figure out this jumbled mess that lives inside of me. I've wondered if he'd felt the same as I. Now is my chance to find out. Will he love me?
I pack the rest of my things, all of my clothes have been sitting already in my carpetbag. I hadn't moved them. My clothes hadn't been given away, I secretly hid my precious clothes. The ones that meant so very much to me. The memories that it had accompanied.
I'd felt so alone with my thoughts and my feelings. Those memories were a great comfort to me. My carpetbag was holding them for me so I needn't pack them, only a few other possessions. My crucifix, a few books, an old- fashioned porcelain doll my father had given me as a child and the whistle Captain von Trapp had given me at our first meeting.
I had just finished packing when there was a knock at the door. Closing my bag, I got up to open the door to reveal Sister Magaretta. Who seemed as if she was my only visitor here. She was holding an article of clothing and a pair of shoes. Holding it out to me she said.
"This is for you to leave in."
"Thank You." I spoke as I took the dress and shoes from her. Sister Magaretta disappeared down the hall, as I shut the door. I then slipped the dress on, and put the shoes on. I took one last look at my room, a feeling of happiness and excitement filled me. I was happy to start my new life. Take my things I stepped out the of my old room, and walked out of Nonneburg, perhaps for my very last time.
I finally reached the villa, glad for the extra time. Excited as I was I had decided to walk the whole way. To collect my thoughts before I reached the villa. I couldn't wait to see the children! Upon seeing the villa, I decided to go in from the back and surprise the children. Taking my time I move to the back, with a smile. It's as glorious as I can remember.
"Brown paper packages tied up with strings. These are a few of my favorite things." I turn my head to the noise, I can't see who's singing but I recognize the voices.
"Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes." I finally see get a look at the children, there down by the front of the lake, slumping around. I join in, once I know they can see me.
"Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes." I watch as the children recognize my voice, finding me they run at me. Barely giving me time to drop my bags. I embrace the children, Oh how I've missed them. I hadn't felt this happy since before I left the villa.
"Oh, children, I'm so glad to see you!"
"We've missed you!"
"Oh, I missed you. Kurt how are you?"
"Hungry." I smile. I've really missed these children. Gretl pokes out her bandaged finger to show me. I bend down to investigate
"Gretl, what happened to your finger?"
"It got caught."
"Caught in what?"
"Friedrich's Teeth." How cute. I wonder how Liesl's is doing with that telegram delivery boy.
"Liesl, you all right?"
"Just fair."
"Many Telegrams been delivered here lately?"
"None at all, Fraulein. But I'm learning to accept it. I'll be glad when school begins." I smile think of what Reverend Mother has taught me.
"Oh Liesl, You can't use school to escape your problems. You have to face them. Oh, I have so much to tell you all."
"We have things to tell you, too."
"I'm sure you do."
"The most important thing is that Father is going to be married."
"Married??!"