Hey

I am really sorry but I had a virus on my computer so I couldn't update the chapter but thanks to one of my cousin I'm allowed to use his computer, So again sorry and hope you enjoy this chapter.

Note: Darien is 25 years old and his a doctor. Serena is 22 years old and she's a waitress. Ok chapter 4.

My angel:

Serena's point of view:

I was sleeping in my bed when I heard a ring; I was trying to ignore it. But it didn't work so I walked ever so slowly to my phone. I picked up the phone and said drowsily "H.Hello?"

"Serena? This is Sammy" Sammy said. "Sammy? Oh hi Sammy, how are you? It's been ages since I heard from you, how old are you now?" I asked excitedly "I'm 16 years old now but that doesn't matter, I have really bad news for you Serena..." He said slowly. "What is it Sammy?" I asked hoping that no- one died. "Uhh.umm..Serena..dad died today.." He said.

I thought I might be hearing things so I asked "sorry what was that Sammy? Are my ears playing with me or did I hear you say dad died?" "I'm sorry Serena but you heard me right, dad.....died....." Sammy said slowly, does god really hate me that much? Tears started to fall from my face "no....dad..."I whispered trying to stop the tears from falling but it was no use.

"Serena if you don't want to go to the funeral then I understand" Sammy said. "No...No...NO!!!!! I'm going to go to dad's funeral; he would always comfort me after mum..died..." I shook my head and said "I'm going to his funeral." "Well...ok....if your sure, I be there at the funeral as well if you want, you can cry on my shoulder" Sammy chuckled a little.

"Thanks Sammy...don't want to rude and all but can I go back to sleep?" I yawned. Sammy chuckled even more "well ok....dad's funeral will be on the 22nd of September....so that's like 4 weeks away....oh almost forgot the funeral is held at a cemetery near your place..I forgot what's it called..." He said slowly, no offence to my brother or anything but he sound way excited about my dad's funeral....

"My lord? Is that what's it called?" I remembered going pass there a couples of time. "Yeah that's it, well I let you go back to your beauty sleep....cause you really need!!!!!" Before I could say anything Sammy hang up. Arghh that..that jerk. I went to my bed and plopped on my bed. "Oh dad, look after mum in heaven for me..." I whispered while a soft tear rolled down my face.

~Next day~

I woke up early, it's a miracle. I went to find my track pants and my sport top. I went to the bathroom and put it on. Hmm..good day for a jog. I put my mobile phone in one of my pockets and put my house keys on the other. I went over to my fridge, to take my drink bottle with me.

I jogged around on the spot then opened the door; I locked the door and jogged down the stairs. I looked at my watch, hmmm only 6:30 I have 1 hour and a half to spend until I have to meet the gang. I jogged on the paths but the strange thing is some of the cars beeped at me...

I looked around and saw no-one behind me or at front, I looked at the car and saw some of the guys was staring at me and drooling. I ignore them and kept on jogging. I jogged to the park then I saw to figures. I stopped and walked slowly to the figures. When I got really close and saw Darien with....a woman?

I know it is rude to stare or listening to someone's conversation but I couldn't help it. Darien was in his sports clothes as well and the girl he was with was wearing a yellow and blue dress.

"-I missed you" I heard the woman said "Yeah right you only missed me for my money" I heard Darien said angrily. "No I didn't Darien, I missed you and my daughter...I promise I won't treat her like that anymore" the woman pleaded.

I looked at them and saw the thing I hate the most Darien kissed the woman...tears felled down my face. How could I be so stupid he has a wife why does he want to fall in love with stupid ugly old me? When he have a woman that's pretty.

I jogged quickly as the tears kept on falling down my face. "I love you Darien....but I see you don't feel the same way.."I said to no-one. I ran quickly to my house and opened it. I ran to my bedroom and cried on my pillow.

After 1 hour, I went around in my apartment and saw a book on the couch. 'Poems' was written on the front cover. I nearly forgot I had this.... I opened up and saw a poem, funny I forgot I wrote this.

I only had one poem in my book but I loved it so much, it goes something like this:

'I wonder'

I stand here looking at the sky.

And I wonder why. Why Birds fly?

I stand here looking at the ground. And I wonder why. Why the world spins around?

I stand here looking at the trees. And I wonder why. Why bees are so free?

I stand here looking at you. And I wonder why. Why you wonder too?

I smiled at the poem then remembered about Darien...I couldn't get rid of the images in my head..so I might as well write a poem about him..I just need to get this over with or else it's going to be some much painful.

I took out my pen and sat down at the couch...

Hmmm..then an idea popped in my head. I quickly took out a piece of paper so I can write a draft, after I was done with the draft I wrote my poem neatly in my 'Poems' book it goes like this:

Your like a angel from above You made me feel warm and loved

Every time a tear roll down my face You come to me quickly like a running race

I love the way you make me feel If only you love me, if only it was for real

I loved you once and I fallen for you twice My life was wonderful everything was just right

I realise that you don't love me I don't blame you at all I'm ugly as can be

I want to say to you 'I love you' And I hope you reply by saying I love you too

I smiled at my poem, oh Darien I love you so much it hurts.

I ran to my balcony to calm me down but my mind kept on thinking about Darien.

If only Darien didn't have a wife....No that means Rinni wouldn't be born....

"Why do you hate me so much God? First my dad died and now Darien has a wife!!!!" I yelled at the sky. The sky rumbled and made me think.

Darien already had a wife when I met him. "I'm sorry" I said slowly. How could I be so..so stupid Darien had a daughter which means he have a wife.

I just hate my life... Tears trail down my face like a never ending river.

I love you Darien..

That's the end of that chapter

Sorry again if it's short but my cousin needs to go on computer and I have to wait ages til I can go on so sorry and hopefully my Uncle can fix my computer soon. Sorry if there's any spelling mistakes or some sentences didn't make sense.

Love you guys heaps

From Cooldevil

P.S: All the poems are made up by me if you want to know