Amani: Heyzies readers well first off there will be a change in this chap
this will be from Bakura's POV I've never done this so if this is OCC
sorry. Oh I want you to know with all the fics bein' taken down if this is
taken I will re-post it.
Ryou: *sniff * I hate you... -. -
Big hoard of Ryou fans start beating up Amani.
Amani: *starts running * Well enjoy the next chap of Blood and Tears!!!
Blood and Tears By: Amani Hershel
That noise I can still here it I lean into the couch in the den. He's crying again! To Ra above why won't he shut up! He's locked himself in his room for two days. He's a weak mortal he needs to eat is he so stupid he has forgotten!? I growl standing walking to my lights room. The sobbing grows louder as I approach his door.
"Ryou." It hits me how rarely I call him by his name. I hate how weak my voice sounds. A whimper is my only reply. I use to love it when he made that noise, but know he dose it all the time I hate it. I try to make my voice more normal this time. "Get out here and eat." Nothing is he ignoring me? "Ryou open this door now!" Again I am only answered by silence. I go for a different approach I hate to admit it, but I was worried for the little baka. "Ryou C'mon open the door." Again nothing I lean my forearm and head against the door, I am growing quite tired of this game. A sigh left my lips. I had gone too far I knew it, but I didn't want to blame my self I wanted to blame that little weakling, but I knew I couldn't. I had raped my light the one I was destined to protect. The silence has soon ended as his sobs meet my ears again. I stand there for what seemed eternity I was pulled from my thoughts when the sobbing came to an abrupt stop I head movement. Had he finally decided to come out? Silence again followed by a quite noise of pain this worried me.
"Ryou." I tried again. I didn't like this I did not like this at all what the hell was going on?! A thought struck me and I felt so stupid for not trying this earlier. I dug in my pocket pulling out my lock pick. I began working on my hikari's lock. I finally opened it and slid my light's door open. I had not been prepared to see what lied before me. There was my light a knife, my knife to his wrist he had already made thin lines on his wrist with it. A gasped as his eyes meet mine. I couldn't say a word to save my life. I did the only thing I could do. I reached out my hand to him.
He cringed even at my simple act. That hurt me I had truly broken him. Light then he was gone he must have gone to his soul room that was one lock I could not pick. If he wanted me out I would remain out. I also retreated into the ring I stood in the hallway. It was cold Ryou's usually bright aura always kept it warm now it was bare and cold I went to his soul room.
"Ryou?" I reached for the handle witch was ice to the touch. "Please let me in." I had asked something of my light whenever I wanted something I just took it whether it was taking control of his body or a kiss, but here I was the great raider nearly begging for my light to let me in. "Please Ryou, I understand you hating me, but don't hurt yourself." I fell to my knees before his door would death come upon my sweet angle because I had harmed him? My vision clouded as something feel atop my hand tears. I began to shed more. I had cried when taking my light like now I had not been able to hold them back. A noise left my throat. "Ryou." I practically wined. I had done this to him because I feared the feelings that aroused in me when I was around him. At first I covered it up thinking it just to be lust I had not seen anyone in 5,000 years of course I was to feel things for Ryou, he had shown me a thing I had never been shown kindness. I wanted to break it every smile he gave me every kind word it hurt. I wanted to get rid of this feeling. I knew if he hated me I could forget this feeling and replace it with hate. Yes, now I was certain he hated me but he was hurting himself now.
My thoughts went back to what he had told me then 'I love you' there I was ready to rape my hikari and the only words he said in his defense were I love you. I could have taken anything an I' hate you.' or 'I'll kill you.' that would have been fine. More tears streamed hopelessly down my face. "Ryou I beg of you come out please I don't want you hurt I know I did hurt you, but just please Ryou come out of your room!" For the first time in my life I had begged. Even in front of the great pharaoh when I was being exiled into the darkness of the ring I had not begged but here I was on my knees begging to my light. Now I only pray that he opens the door this is my final judgment if he opens the door if he is willing we can start anew, however if he refuses I will banish myself back into the ring. Return to the darkness that I am and hope to never be awakened again. Ryou I leave my fate, love, and destiny in your hands. I wipe my eyes, but let a single tear run down it may be my last.
TBC
Well kinda a cliffy sorizes but I have just been informed I am going to my aunts house over the weekend and I will not be able to update I stayed up all night writing this for you guys before I leave. I am so happy with all my reviews thank you all so much. ^______^ You bring tears to my eyes oh and I am not sure ether this will end in about two more chaps or I'll keep adding plot twist I am just making this up as I go peoples Well please read the next Blood and Tears the next chap will probably be up in about 4-6 days again sorry I will post it as soon as possible with but with school comin' up kinda busy. Still hafta read a book. Well I just wasted a few minutes of your time and you'll never get it back sorry bout that. Damn I talk to much laters. Amani Hershel
Blood and Tears By: Amani Hershel
That noise I can still here it I lean into the couch in the den. He's crying again! To Ra above why won't he shut up! He's locked himself in his room for two days. He's a weak mortal he needs to eat is he so stupid he has forgotten!? I growl standing walking to my lights room. The sobbing grows louder as I approach his door.
"Ryou." It hits me how rarely I call him by his name. I hate how weak my voice sounds. A whimper is my only reply. I use to love it when he made that noise, but know he dose it all the time I hate it. I try to make my voice more normal this time. "Get out here and eat." Nothing is he ignoring me? "Ryou open this door now!" Again I am only answered by silence. I go for a different approach I hate to admit it, but I was worried for the little baka. "Ryou C'mon open the door." Again nothing I lean my forearm and head against the door, I am growing quite tired of this game. A sigh left my lips. I had gone too far I knew it, but I didn't want to blame my self I wanted to blame that little weakling, but I knew I couldn't. I had raped my light the one I was destined to protect. The silence has soon ended as his sobs meet my ears again. I stand there for what seemed eternity I was pulled from my thoughts when the sobbing came to an abrupt stop I head movement. Had he finally decided to come out? Silence again followed by a quite noise of pain this worried me.
"Ryou." I tried again. I didn't like this I did not like this at all what the hell was going on?! A thought struck me and I felt so stupid for not trying this earlier. I dug in my pocket pulling out my lock pick. I began working on my hikari's lock. I finally opened it and slid my light's door open. I had not been prepared to see what lied before me. There was my light a knife, my knife to his wrist he had already made thin lines on his wrist with it. A gasped as his eyes meet mine. I couldn't say a word to save my life. I did the only thing I could do. I reached out my hand to him.
He cringed even at my simple act. That hurt me I had truly broken him. Light then he was gone he must have gone to his soul room that was one lock I could not pick. If he wanted me out I would remain out. I also retreated into the ring I stood in the hallway. It was cold Ryou's usually bright aura always kept it warm now it was bare and cold I went to his soul room.
"Ryou?" I reached for the handle witch was ice to the touch. "Please let me in." I had asked something of my light whenever I wanted something I just took it whether it was taking control of his body or a kiss, but here I was the great raider nearly begging for my light to let me in. "Please Ryou, I understand you hating me, but don't hurt yourself." I fell to my knees before his door would death come upon my sweet angle because I had harmed him? My vision clouded as something feel atop my hand tears. I began to shed more. I had cried when taking my light like now I had not been able to hold them back. A noise left my throat. "Ryou." I practically wined. I had done this to him because I feared the feelings that aroused in me when I was around him. At first I covered it up thinking it just to be lust I had not seen anyone in 5,000 years of course I was to feel things for Ryou, he had shown me a thing I had never been shown kindness. I wanted to break it every smile he gave me every kind word it hurt. I wanted to get rid of this feeling. I knew if he hated me I could forget this feeling and replace it with hate. Yes, now I was certain he hated me but he was hurting himself now.
My thoughts went back to what he had told me then 'I love you' there I was ready to rape my hikari and the only words he said in his defense were I love you. I could have taken anything an I' hate you.' or 'I'll kill you.' that would have been fine. More tears streamed hopelessly down my face. "Ryou I beg of you come out please I don't want you hurt I know I did hurt you, but just please Ryou come out of your room!" For the first time in my life I had begged. Even in front of the great pharaoh when I was being exiled into the darkness of the ring I had not begged but here I was on my knees begging to my light. Now I only pray that he opens the door this is my final judgment if he opens the door if he is willing we can start anew, however if he refuses I will banish myself back into the ring. Return to the darkness that I am and hope to never be awakened again. Ryou I leave my fate, love, and destiny in your hands. I wipe my eyes, but let a single tear run down it may be my last.
TBC
Well kinda a cliffy sorizes but I have just been informed I am going to my aunts house over the weekend and I will not be able to update I stayed up all night writing this for you guys before I leave. I am so happy with all my reviews thank you all so much. ^______^ You bring tears to my eyes oh and I am not sure ether this will end in about two more chaps or I'll keep adding plot twist I am just making this up as I go peoples Well please read the next Blood and Tears the next chap will probably be up in about 4-6 days again sorry I will post it as soon as possible with but with school comin' up kinda busy. Still hafta read a book. Well I just wasted a few minutes of your time and you'll never get it back sorry bout that. Damn I talk to much laters. Amani Hershel