I forever disclaim!

Dear everyone,
Please forgive me, but I can no longer take it. The girl you use to know is dead, she died when she found out she had cancer.
To the Quartermaines- You took me in as an orphan, and helped me through all the hard times, for that I want to thank you. Ned and Jax when you saved me from ending it when I was high, it was I'm sorry to say, a waste.
To my friends: You were the greatest friends anybody could ask for, but we grew up, we moved on.
As a last request I don't want you to grieve and think of the good times. This was no one's fault, let me explain. I have never told anyone about my father, so as the end of the Bowen family, I guess now is the time. My dad was suicidal throughout his life, for it is genetic. When I was born I was 6 months old, diagnosed with Leukemia, and my mom fell into coma. It was a breaking point for him, he thought he lost everything worth living for. He took his car and drove it off a bridge. No one knew, it was hard to talk about, guess I'm like him after all.
Zander, I love you, but I'm not in love with you. My heart belongs, or belonged to Nickolas, it always has.
I've made this longer than suppose to, so I'll end it here.
Goodbye and love,

Emily Just as Emily put down the pen she saw the light.

Nickolas received the news, he didn't speak, nor did he do anything, but leave. He went to his old cottage. This was where his soulmate committed suicide and lived for a little. He read the letter a million times, she loved him. Loved, keyword. Why hadn't his love been enough for her to live? He didn't understand. Why didn't he tell her that he loved her one more time? He needed answers, he had to follow her. He took a hidden gun from the desk and thought for a second, without another thought a sound of a gunshot was heard throughout Port Charles.

Should I do an aftermath?