The Game- Here without you
By: X Seraphim
Rating: PG
Summary: A songfic taking place in this world, the real world, the present, talking about YYH and one die hard fan's view on a two pronged game made to satisfy the insatiable. One shot, don't like, don't read.
Disclaimer: I don't own YuYu Hakusho, however, Hiko (Crisitina) and I do own the game that is referred to. I do not own "Here Without You"
Dedicated to the game and my Imoto.
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..::: Here Without You :::..
Ever since the game started, I changed. I don't know about my partner in crime, but I changed. The game changed everything about me: the way I sleep, the way I respond to things, and my priorities- just to name a few and keep my ranting to a bare minimum. The game made we crave thinking space- a.k.a. a place to think of the game and take it further. Now I don't know about you, dear reader, but I can't think in the light, so I started sleeping with my head underneath a pillow, covered with a blanket, trying to block out all noise and people around me, wishing and hoping to the completely enveloped in the game.
Everyday after school, rushing through homework and not caring if its 2+2= Expository paragraph. I'd run home and get my tail feather online. I'd call my Imoto and make sure she doesn't have homework or anything. Then we'd play the game for the next six hours, stopping only for dinner. My Mom would ask me what I did all the time online, I'd say it was none of her business. After 3 months of playing the game, and half of my computer memory gone from saved conversations, I feel obligated to write this, in hope that it will give me some closure.
"A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face"
Our game is an alternative reality, where our hopes, dreams, and aspirations pop up and happen to our characters, who are everything we wish we could be in real life. My character, is so much my idol, she's so cool, and tough but not butch at all.. Sort of like Buffy, but without the sex, drugs, and rock & roll.
"I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me"
It's a crazy feeling like you're the only two in the whole wide cosmos who believes in something that everyone else disproves of.
"The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go"
Cristina is always telling m how much she wishes it could all be real. And no one wants it more than we. Playing the game is like a word-a-day calendar reminding you of your upcoming disappointment: 365 days a year.
"Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done it gets hard but it won't take away my love "
I know that one day, hopefully not anytime soon, but someday, I'll wake up and forget all about the game, then I'll get out of bed and live my life. One thing that will never fade with time is the lingering feeling of an imaginary kiss.
"I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me"
The End
By: X Seraphim
Rating: PG
Summary: A songfic taking place in this world, the real world, the present, talking about YYH and one die hard fan's view on a two pronged game made to satisfy the insatiable. One shot, don't like, don't read.
Disclaimer: I don't own YuYu Hakusho, however, Hiko (Crisitina) and I do own the game that is referred to. I do not own "Here Without You"
Dedicated to the game and my Imoto.
_____________________________________________________________________________________
..::: Here Without You :::..
Ever since the game started, I changed. I don't know about my partner in crime, but I changed. The game changed everything about me: the way I sleep, the way I respond to things, and my priorities- just to name a few and keep my ranting to a bare minimum. The game made we crave thinking space- a.k.a. a place to think of the game and take it further. Now I don't know about you, dear reader, but I can't think in the light, so I started sleeping with my head underneath a pillow, covered with a blanket, trying to block out all noise and people around me, wishing and hoping to the completely enveloped in the game.
Everyday after school, rushing through homework and not caring if its 2+2= Expository paragraph. I'd run home and get my tail feather online. I'd call my Imoto and make sure she doesn't have homework or anything. Then we'd play the game for the next six hours, stopping only for dinner. My Mom would ask me what I did all the time online, I'd say it was none of her business. After 3 months of playing the game, and half of my computer memory gone from saved conversations, I feel obligated to write this, in hope that it will give me some closure.
"A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face"
Our game is an alternative reality, where our hopes, dreams, and aspirations pop up and happen to our characters, who are everything we wish we could be in real life. My character, is so much my idol, she's so cool, and tough but not butch at all.. Sort of like Buffy, but without the sex, drugs, and rock & roll.
"I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me"
It's a crazy feeling like you're the only two in the whole wide cosmos who believes in something that everyone else disproves of.
"The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go"
Cristina is always telling m how much she wishes it could all be real. And no one wants it more than we. Playing the game is like a word-a-day calendar reminding you of your upcoming disappointment: 365 days a year.
"Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done it gets hard but it won't take away my love "
I know that one day, hopefully not anytime soon, but someday, I'll wake up and forget all about the game, then I'll get out of bed and live my life. One thing that will never fade with time is the lingering feeling of an imaginary kiss.
"I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me"
The End