Archive: Just tell me where it's going
Summary: A missing scene from 'Kim' between Hawkeye and Trapper
'Kim'
"You okay Trap?"
"No, but I'm glad he's safe with his mother."
"Me too."
I shifted closer to him on the bed, putting my arm around his shoulders.
"Another drink Trap?"
"Are you trying to get me drunk?"
I didn't reply, just smiled and poured him another glass. We drank in silence for a few minutes, just enjoying each others company.
"You know I could have lost you today."
"I know. I was there."
"When I saw you in that minefield all I wanted to do is grab you and get you back to safety."
He turned to look at me, and smiled. There was something in his eyes, but I couldn't read him.
"Really Hawk?"
"Yes. All I could think about was you."
He kissed me, completely unexpectedly, and I was shocked. His lips moved over mine, slowly at first, but becoming more demanding.
And I still hadn't moved. He stopped kissing me and looked at me, wondering what I was thinking.
"Hawkeye? I'm sorry… I didn't mean…"
He never got a chance to finish his sentence as I grabbed his and pressed his lips to mine. I left a trail of kisses up his jaw and began to nibble on his ear, speaking to him as I did so.
"Trap, I could have lost you, I was so scared for you, I don't know if I could have done it without you, I'm so glad you're here…"
He stroked my hair, reassuring me that he was still here.
"Hawk, it's okay, I'm okay."
"I guess you are."
More kisses followed, only stopping when we heard Frank outside. Pouring more drinks, we grinned at each other, and were ready to pounce on him.