I had only 3 days to find something to give Jono. I was short of
ideas, so I decided to worry about it later. Right there I wanted to just
enjoy his company. You see, it's quite hard to take him out of the Mansion.
Of course, we go to school, but he really doesn't like o go out.
Well, I have my secret weapons. You know, puppy eyes. I've mastered the technique. It was a very hard process, but it was worth every minute. You watch at him like you are about to cry, and so you pout. I've never met anybody that could resist it. The fact that I've learned how to shield my mind helped. The fact that we are going to watch Matrix Reloaded helped a lot too.
I know Jono has a thing for Keanu Reeves. I feel the same so we are even. No jealousy until somebody begins to touch him.
You know, it's an awesome movie. Pretty cool.
The thing I liked the most was that the movie gave an answer. Neo shades. You know, he wears all-black, kind of gothic. He has that mysterious thingy on the air, which I must admit, I see as a turn on. Just like my own personal gothic. God, he will look good with the shades. Well, of course, anytime I look at him he looks good, almost edible.
I will remember that night for the rest of my life. Not because of my crush on Keanu Reeves. It was the first time we formed out mind-link.
You take things for granted. You take your family for granted, your friends, your life. It's very easy to forget the small things. With Jono, I remembered the small things. You know, he can't eat, doesn't have a mouth. He can't kiss me.
It was the first time I really saw it. The anguish sight he had when I sat down to eat.
I couldn't bear looking at him like this. I know it's not my fault, but I was guilt. I was disgusted with myself for not seeing it before.
He saw it too, because he covered my hands with his and squeezed them a bit in an attempt to reassure me.
"I should have seen it bothers you. I mean, you are there everyday, you sit with us and only watches us eat."
*I know, it kind of remembers me of what I have lost.*
"I'm sorry, I should have paid more attention."
*Don't Bobby. It's not your fault. I'm almost used to it. I'm glad I can use telepathy to talk to you. I can feel you care. That's enough to me.*
"Wait, you can feel me."
You can feel me. He can feels me. He can feel what I feel. He can feel what I feel. Feel, my thoughts. Feel.
"You can feel what I'm feeling. You can read my thoughts."
*Yes, unless you are shielding like now. *
"Hmmm. Hank told me that what you feel is just an interpretation of the electrical impulses your sensitive cells send to your brain. You can read my thoughts, don't you?"
*Yes.*
"Can you feel other impulses that not my thoughts?"
A nod.
"Can you taste my food through me?"
*I don't know Bobby, this is not a good idea. I'm not trained. I can hurt you. *
"I trust you. Try it. I'll lower my shields to you. Please."
It's strange to have another mind inside of yours. At first I was uncomfortable, like when you are wearing your new shoes for the first time. Later, it became second nature. Right now, I can't imagine my life without the awareness. It's a comfortable mmmmm on the back of my mind. It's warm, sexy and definitely Jono.
Well, I have my secret weapons. You know, puppy eyes. I've mastered the technique. It was a very hard process, but it was worth every minute. You watch at him like you are about to cry, and so you pout. I've never met anybody that could resist it. The fact that I've learned how to shield my mind helped. The fact that we are going to watch Matrix Reloaded helped a lot too.
I know Jono has a thing for Keanu Reeves. I feel the same so we are even. No jealousy until somebody begins to touch him.
You know, it's an awesome movie. Pretty cool.
The thing I liked the most was that the movie gave an answer. Neo shades. You know, he wears all-black, kind of gothic. He has that mysterious thingy on the air, which I must admit, I see as a turn on. Just like my own personal gothic. God, he will look good with the shades. Well, of course, anytime I look at him he looks good, almost edible.
I will remember that night for the rest of my life. Not because of my crush on Keanu Reeves. It was the first time we formed out mind-link.
You take things for granted. You take your family for granted, your friends, your life. It's very easy to forget the small things. With Jono, I remembered the small things. You know, he can't eat, doesn't have a mouth. He can't kiss me.
It was the first time I really saw it. The anguish sight he had when I sat down to eat.
I couldn't bear looking at him like this. I know it's not my fault, but I was guilt. I was disgusted with myself for not seeing it before.
He saw it too, because he covered my hands with his and squeezed them a bit in an attempt to reassure me.
"I should have seen it bothers you. I mean, you are there everyday, you sit with us and only watches us eat."
*I know, it kind of remembers me of what I have lost.*
"I'm sorry, I should have paid more attention."
*Don't Bobby. It's not your fault. I'm almost used to it. I'm glad I can use telepathy to talk to you. I can feel you care. That's enough to me.*
"Wait, you can feel me."
You can feel me. He can feels me. He can feel what I feel. He can feel what I feel. Feel, my thoughts. Feel.
"You can feel what I'm feeling. You can read my thoughts."
*Yes, unless you are shielding like now. *
"Hmmm. Hank told me that what you feel is just an interpretation of the electrical impulses your sensitive cells send to your brain. You can read my thoughts, don't you?"
*Yes.*
"Can you feel other impulses that not my thoughts?"
A nod.
"Can you taste my food through me?"
*I don't know Bobby, this is not a good idea. I'm not trained. I can hurt you. *
"I trust you. Try it. I'll lower my shields to you. Please."
It's strange to have another mind inside of yours. At first I was uncomfortable, like when you are wearing your new shoes for the first time. Later, it became second nature. Right now, I can't imagine my life without the awareness. It's a comfortable mmmmm on the back of my mind. It's warm, sexy and definitely Jono.