Sadness
Doctor Daniel Jackson
by Mlle. Lambert

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Category: Angst, Romance
Spoilers: None that I can think of.
Season/Sequel: Future Season
Rating: PG
Content Warnings: Character Death
Pairings: Sam/Jack
Summary: Daniel thinks about the events leading up to Jack's death.
Status: Complete
Disclaimer: Whoever owns them owns them! If I did, I'd be writing the scripts, not the fanfic!
Author's Notes: The third installment of the story is finally here! Please R&R!
Written: October 19, 2003
Archive: Ask me first.
Feedback: Yes, please.


Why am I the one always left in the dark? Well, sometimes I seem to know more than even Hammond does, so maybe I should take that back. Now, where was I? Oh, yes…I began seeing some interesting things going on here at the SGC about a year ago…or it could have been a little longer than that…but that doesn't matter. What matters is that a friend of mine just sacrificed his life.
I don't know how it came about—everyone refuses to give me any details—but somehow Sam and Jack were able to bend the rules a little and get together. Actually, I was very happy for them. It just kind of took me a little by surprise, that's all. No, really I was jealous. Yeah, I know, that's not exactly something ordinary for me.
I mean, I thought it was unfair that they could find love and happiness, while I was doomed to live a life alone. I've fallen in love, and it's under some circumstance that I can't stay with her or vice versa. I'm not even going to go into it.
Let's see…they started dating, and nothing changed in their professional relationship. To be honest, I really wasn't paying that much attention to what was going on with them. I was still trying to get more information on how they managed to get past the regulations. While I was doing this, Jack finally got Sam to come to his cabin to go fishing. I'd say they had a good time, and I don't mean with catching fish, either.
Shortly after their little rendezvous at Jack's cabin, a diamond ring appeared on Sam's hand. They started living together, but still, nothing changed at the SGC. It was if nothing had ever happened between them. That is, until those two were left alone in the commissary, or even the locker room. Trust me, I know from experience what they might have done in the latter. I learned never to enter the locker room without knocking first.
It's sad, though. They were just three weeks away from their wedding, and this had to happen. I don't know exactly what happened, but I know Jack voluntarily blew himself up. Sam wouldn't give the details during the debriefing, so that's about all I know.
We were on some planet—P4A-779, I think. We found a pretty advanced civilization with some sort of doomsday device. Something happened and it was going to annihilate everyone unless someone could fix it. Naturally, Sam volunteered. Jack joined her, claiming it would be best that we stay in pairs.
Next thing I knew, Sam was running out of the complex the device was in, and shortly thereafter, it exploded. I asked her what had happened, and she didn't answer. Teal'c asked, too. It was as if we weren't even there. Mumbling something, she dialed Earth and we were gone. She's been distant ever since.