Sadness
Teal'c

By Mlle Lambert

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Category: Angst, Romance
Spoilers: Little one for Divide and Conquer.
Season/Sequel: Future Season
Rating: PG
Content Warnings: Character Death
Pairings: Sam/Jack
Summary: Teal'c recounts the events leading up to Jack's death.
Status: Complete
Disclaimer: Whoever owns them owns them! If I did, I'd be writing the scripts, not the fanfic!
Author's Notes: To be honest, this is the one I dreaded the most, but it turned out to be quite easy! Tell me if it sounds like Teal'c!
Written: October 20, 2003
Archive: Ask me first.
Feedback: Yes, please.


In all of my time loyal to the Tau'ri, I do not believe I have ever seen Major Carter so upset. She is a woman, scientist, and warrior at heart. I have usually seen the scientist or the warrior, but the woman has surfaced of late. I feel that it is a good change, but the circumstances in which this has happened could have been better. Many have attempted to give comfort to no avail.
General Hammond found a way for O'Neill and Major Carter to be together. They were to marry in less than a month. I was happy for them, and I told them this. Then O'Neill was killed in an explosion. As of yet, I am unaware of what transpired, for Daniel Jackson and I were located elsewhere. Perhaps if I approach Major Carter, she will inform me this time.
I recall when this began. I had fought beside the Tau'ri for four years. I looked on as O'Neill and Major Carter confessed their feelings. What happened next, I have not yet figured out. For several more years, they denied what had happened between them to the point where Major Carter was going to leave the SGC, but General Hammond thought it best she become a liaison between the SGC and something called NORAD.
Everything was fine until our mission to P4A-779 led us to a race with a powerful weapon of destruction. I do not know what occurred to cause the device to arm, but both O'Neill and Major Carter were to fix it, while Daniel Jackson and I studied some artifacts near the Stargate. Suddenly, Major Carter ran to the DHD and began selecting the symbols to return to Earth. There was an explosion, and I heard her say something concerning O'Neill. We stepped through to the other side without a word.
We were immediately sent to the infirmary, where Doctor Fraiser released us after a thorough examination. At the debriefing, Major Carter would not give details on what happened. She merely told us he was dead as she held his identification tags close to her chest. General Hammond seemed to understand, and called her to his office afterwards, most likely to let her give more of an explanation in privacy.
In losing O'Neill, we have all been given a deep wound that will hopefully heal with time. The people of the Tau'ri have lost a great warrior in the fight against the Goa'uld.
Colonel O'Neill, wherever you may be, I salute you. You were a good friend and colleague. It was a pleasure to fight by your side for you cause.