Sadness
Aftermath

by Mlle Lambert

Email: country@attglobal.net
Category: Angst, Romance
Spoilers: None that I can think of.
Season/Sequel: Future Season
Rating: PG
Content Warnings: Character Death
Pairings: Sam/Jack, Daniel/Janet, Sam/Daniel friendship
Summary: Everyone's thought about what happened. What now?
Status: Complete
Disclaimer: Whoever owns them owns them! If I did, I'd be writing the scripts, not the fanfic!
Author's Notes: This is the last part in the story unless I get bugged for a sequel.
Written: October 26, 2003
Archive: Ask me first.
Feedback: No flames!


Samantha Carter sat in her lab loading and unloading her gun. In her head, she debated whether or not to end it all right at that moment. Life was nothing without Jack.
The gate system had been down for about a week now, so no one had been able to go through and survey the damage on P4A-779. Until they did, Jack would not be declared dead. Why couldn't anything be easy?
Sliding the magazine into the Beretta, she took aim. Her finger pressed the trigger. Her hands shook. Just a little further…
"Sam!" Daniel's voice broke into her thoughts.
"Go away!"
He was inching towards her slowly. "Sam, you don't want to do this."
"It's the only way." The weapon was still pointed at her. Sam could barely see it through her tears. "I can't go on without him."
"Sam, think. This is not you. Jack wouldn't have wanted it this was." Daniel was less than a foot away, and still moving closer. "Put the gun down."
"No!" What was she saying? He was right. This wasn't her.
"Please, Sam. You have friends who can help you if you'd just let them in. Come on, put down the gun."
Fresh tears streamed down her face. She yielded the gun to Daniel's outstretched hand. He took her in his arms as she cried. "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! It just hurts so much!"
"I know, Sam, I know." Daniel kissed her hair. "We'll get you through this, I promise."

~*~

Janet Fraiser sat in her office staring at the computer screen. A presence made her look up. "How is she?" she asked the man standing at the door.
"She's holding up, all things considered," he answered."
"Maybe I should—"
"No, she needs some time alone." "What happened earlier? I heard some things that don't sound a bit like the Sam I know."
"She was going to shoot herself. I guess she felt she couldn't live without Jack. If I hadn't walked in…"
"Oh, my God, Daniel." Janet couldn't imagine her best friend doing such a thing.
"I wish none of this had happened…I wish…"
Janet rose from her chair. "That Jack had been selfish for once?"
"No, not that…" Daniel joined her as she sat on the edge of her desk.
"Sometimes I do." Janet sighed.
Daniel snaked his arm around her, and she laid her head on his shoulder. "I know you do, Janet. I guess I do, too."
"Yeah…Daniel?" She looked up at him.
"What?"
"Do you think she might try to kill herself again?"
"She might."
"Well, then I have something that could cheer her up." Janet started to get up, but Daniel caught her by the waist.
"And what is that?"
She turned to smile at him. "Sam's about seven weeks pregnant."
"Wow!" Daniel loosened his grip and Janet wriggled free. She was almost out the door before he called, "Tell her congratulations for me!"
"Will do!" came the voice of Doctor Fraiser as she walked down the hall to Sam's quarters.

~*~

"UNSCHEDULED OFF-WORLD ACTIVATION!"
Within moments the iris was closed.
"I'm not receiving an IDC, sir." Walter Davis told General Hammond.
A familiar voice suddenly filled the room. "It's about time! I've been trying for a week now!"
"Colonel O'Neill? Major Carter said you were killed."
"I thought I was, too, but I woke up in that…thing three days after it exploded around me."
Hammond nodded to the Tech. Sergeant, who opened the iris. "Colonel, the iris has been opened."
"See you in a few seconds, sir."
In that time, General Hammond made it to the embarkation room. A frantic Sam showed up about the time Jack stepped from the event horizon.
"Sorry, Jack, but our gate system was down for several days. We'd just gotten it up and running when you dialed us," Hammond spoke.
Jack then caught a glimpse of Sam. Her face was red as if she'd been crying. "Sam," he said while they exchanged a warm embrace.
"I thought you were dead!" More tears slid down her cheeks. "Jack, what happened?"
He kissed her forehead. "I'll explain later."
And so he did. Two weeks later, they were wed at a local church. Then, as their baby girl was born seven months after that, they knew this was the start of a wonderful life, for better or for worse. They were together. They were alive. They were a family.