Part 5
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HI AGAIN EVERYONE! *glomps at the readers* I was so happy! Thank you very much for supporting me! (Both reviews and about flames ^_^) Was it dramatic? My sister F-chan said so… *scratches head* I'm so relief that you still like the previous one. I hope you still like this chapter! :)
This is kinda a chapter for Yuuta! I'm so sorry! But I need to do this, to show how he really loves his brother… sounds like incest, yea… This is also for Yuuta fansz! XD
I dedicated this to all of you readers! Please enjoy!
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"Is he going to be all right?"
The Doctor smiled as he packed his things. "Yes, don't worry about that. He's only depressed, and it affected his feelings. He must be facing a lot of troubles."
A feeling of hatred emerged as Yuuta remembered Tezuka. "Yes," he gritted his teeth. "Sort of."
"Well, the best way for him is to tell you all of his problems. I suppose you're the only relative he has?"
Yuuta shook his head. "Our family lives in Hokkaido."
"Oh, I see. Well, take care of him then," the Doctor walked to the door. "I hope he gets well soon."
"Thank you very much, Kurawa-sensei."
Yuuta closed the door as he sighed. Really… Come to think of it… Aniki wouldn't tell me about his problems. I'm not a child anymore. I can help him. But he's really hard to guess, even for me, his own brother.
He remembered it.
What was his name… Oishi.
He closed his eyes to remember more.
"Your Aniki is hard to guessed… the only who understand him is Eiji. He's your Aniki's best friend."
Yuuta frowned. Eiji? That acrobatic player… Now that I think of it, he's also here last night...
"Yuuta?"
Yuuta hurriedly went into Fuji's room. "You're awake, Aniki?"
Fuji sat up and leaned his back on his pillow. "Ah…", he said as he rubbed his forehead. "I'm very dizzy… Can you bring me a glass of water, Yuuta?"
Five seconds and Yuuta rushed in with a glass of water. Fuji slowly sipped it. "Aniki, are you alright?"
The prodigy put the glass on the nightstand and smiled weakly. "Aa."
"Really? I'm really worried about you, Aniki."
"Thank you, Yuuta."
"What happened last night?"
Fuji gasped in pain. Last night… it was… so horrible…
"It was nothing."
"Yeah, like hell it was nothing. You had cried and passed out. And that was nothing. Great. I can tell that you're feeling depressed, sad and torn apart, Aniki. And all you have to do is to share it with me. Is it too hard for you? Can't I help you?"
Fuji looked away. "It… was complicated."
"Even so!", Yuuta snapped. But then he quickly regained himself and shook his head. "I'm sorry, Aniki. But I really hate to see you like this. And it must be because of Tezuka. Right? Be honest with your own feelings, Aniki!"
The Tensai didn't listen very clearly. He kept looking away as he thought of something else. "Aa… because…"
Because of me…
But Yuuta had had enough. He quickly grabbed his jacket and slammed the door as he ran outside.
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Tezuka had waited for at least 15 minutes before he heard someone walked furiously towards his table. He turned his face to look at the person, and was greeted by an angry face instead. "Yuuta-san."
"I hate you."
Tezuka stared at Yuuta's face, and the face shows it. The determination. And that Yuuta really meant those three words. Surely, he is Fuji's brother. "I know. Have a seat."
Yuuta glared at him, still breathless after all of the running. But he obeyed anyway. He sat on the chair and kept glaring at Tezuka. He knew I hated him. Good. This won't take long then.
"Is he alright?"
Yuuta frowned as he stared at Tezuka. "No."
Don't even try to act like you deeply cared for Aniki…
"He's been crying a lot. And I have to tell you that it's because of you."
Tezuka sighed deeply.
"Because he's been crying since you got here."
"He's doing what he should did when he was with Taka-san."
"What? Crying?"
Tezuka stayed silent as he observed Yuuta's face. Full of hatred and anger. "Fuji had never cried before, right?"
"That was because he's happy when he was with Taka-san."
The Captain stared at his coffee.
Yuuta sighed and looked away. "Okay, I'm not really too sure about that… But, I don't know… Aniki never really told me anything… I feel like, someone else in his life. Just… another tennis player."
"That's not true. Fuji loves you very much."
He smiled warily. "Maybe."
"From what I had seen… Fuji… When Taka-san died, he didn't cry at all."
Yuuta nodded. "Actually, Aniki never cried to things like that. When I was five, our cat died and he didn't cry at all. But actually he loved the cat very much. And when our cousin died because of heart attack, he casually shrugged, even though they were very close and he was Aniki's favorite cousin. And now, when Taka-san died…"
"Now I know why you hated me very much."
Yuuta smirked. "Why?"
"Because since I got here, Fuji began to cry."
"Sort of."
Tezuka sipped his coffee. "I'm such a bad person, aren't I?"
A shrug. "I'm not going to ask you what happened between you and Aniki in the past, but it must be something painful. Since I heard you're taking your college in London, I suppose you left him. And he was hurt by the fact that you're leaving. But then, Taka-san appeared like an angel in front of him."
Tezuka looked damned. "…perfect."
Yuuta sighed and shook his head. "Now I understand. Seriously, Tezuka-senpai, if you really liked my brother since the first time, you should've told him so. Now look at what happened. It's not too late, though."
Tezuka coughed. "I'm sure the reason why we're here isn't about match-maker, right?"
Yuuta smiled and laughed a little.
Tezuka sighed coolly. I hope we're cool…
"But really, I still hate you, Tezuka-senpai."
Tezuka sweat dropped. "Eh? Why?"
"Because you had left Aniki."
Then it occurred to Yuuta. Wait… What did he say?
"What would you do if you hurt them in any way? It slipped out from your mouth but you've never really meant to said that… All you wanted to do was to let him know that you never like it when he was trying to interfere your life… And you really wanted to apologize, but there's nothing you could really do about it."
Yuuta thought for a while. Oishi-senpai said that Eiji is Aniki's best friend. Does that mean that Aniki was fighting with Eiji-senpai? About… About Tezuka-senpai?
Tezuka obviously was too busy thinking about anything else that he didn't notice that Yuuta was glaring at him.
Maybe Eiji-senpai had lectured Aniki about his feelings… but maybe at that time Aniki was still mad at Tezuka-senpai because he had left him… hmmm, it all makes sense…, Yuuta tilted his head to one side. And maybe when Aniki had had enough, he wanted Eiji-senpai to stop it, but maybe he was angry so Eiji-senpai didn't expected Aniki to say that.
And… last night, when Aniki and Eiji-senpai were cool, Aniki knew the truth, and he was so shocked…
"What is the truth?", Yuuta said to himself.
Tezuka lifted his face. "Yes?"
"No, no, I was talking to myself…"
"The truth about what?"
Yuuta stared at Tezuka sharply. "About last night."
Tezuka gulped slowly.
Dammit, is he a psychic?
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Yuuta opened the door slowly, thinking about the possibility that Fuji had gone to sleep. But as he closed the door, he saw Fuji sitting on the couch, with a lollipop on his mouth, watching the television. "OH!", he smiled as he realized Yuuta's presence. "Welcome home, Yuuta!"
"Aniki!", Yuuta looked worried.
"Don't worry, I'm alright now."
"That is… my lollipop, right???"
Fuji's mouth formed a round o and pouted. "I'll buy three packs of lollipop tomorrow."
"I was just kidding!", Yuuta laughed as he hang his jacket and sat on the couch. "Are you really alright now, Aniki?"
"Yes," he said as Yuuta pressed his hand to Fuji's forehead. "My fever is gone. Thanks to you, Yuuta. Thank you very much for taking care of me. I must be such a burden to you, right?"
"Yes. Don't you ever get sick again," Yuuta said playfully.
They both stared at each other and laughed.
Finally you laughed…"I'll be going tomorrow to help Eiji and the others about the reunion."
Yuuta smiled to himself. He looks more cheerful... I don't know what happened when I was away, but he looked prettier… Actually, Aniki, it's not just me. You're survived yourself, Aniki… You must have been fighting your feelings, too. You've worked hard about it.
"And Yuuta… I'm going to be more honest with my feelings," Fuji said as he smiled. And that was the most beautiful smile Yuuta had ever seen.
"Good then," Yuuta gave his Aniki two thumbs up.
It must be because of Tezuka-senpai too, right Aniki?~To Be Continued~
Author's Note: Can someone tell me: WAS IT GOOD? WAS IT REALLY GOOD? *gets smacked* How should I say it, err… um… uh… I don't think I'm a good writer, but all of the reviews touched me… and I'll work as hard as I can for the readers! ^_^ But still everytime I read my own stories, I think it's definitely bad… *teary eyes*
But anyway! YAAAY! I think another chapter or two would be done… but I'm still not sure… anyway, thank you very much for reading! I'd really appreciate and really hope that you would tell me what do you think about this! See you in the next chapter! :)