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A/N: As some of you probably noticed, I removed this from ff.net because I didn't like how I wrote it. I thought it could've been much better and it lacked detail. So here is my revised version, and I hope it sounds better than the original. Enjoy, and please review!
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Prologue--
' Lord, I'm depressing myself again; and on my birthday, no less,' Katherine Hillard thought pessimistically to herself, as she swirled white wine in her glass. She didn't even like white wine that much, but she held a glass of it to humor her friends. Looking into a nearby tree, she could just spy two sweet little robins, which were preening their wings before taking off into flight.
' Those birds have everything they want. A mate, a free spirit... So why can't I have that? How am I different than those birds?
' It's because you bind yourself to the thought that you can't be outside of the box. Be impulsive...' Yes, her conscience told her to just act, but it was easier to think that than to actually do.
" Hey, what are you doing out here?" Tanya asked as she peered out onto the balcony. All this work trying to pull together a decent party, and the Guest of Honor wasn't even inside. Kat turned at her voice.
" I was just thinking to myself. I'm 28, single, and no romantic hope in the future. Am I going to become an old spinster, or is it just me?"
" A lot of women don't get married until later in life Kat, so don't worry. I just think you're suffering from the 'Almost 30' disease. I felt the exact same way when I hit 28. Now cheer up and let's get back to the party. You look amazing, and Aisha brought some of her guy friends from Chicago. I'm sure you'll catch one of their eyes. Please?"
" You never felt the way I do right now. When you turned 28, you had Shawn and had just gotten a promotion! And as for Aisha's 'friends'; one of them has already hit on me and another asked if my hair color was real!"
" Well, yeah, but still. I'm sure they're nice at heart. Now will you come inside?"
" I'm not really in the mood for celebration right now. You better get in though. I bet Adam's looking for you." At the sound of her new husband's name, Tanya grinned.
" You're probably right. He's so protective over m-"
" Which you think is so cute." In one last attempt to get Kat inside, Tanya reminded her of her guests who wanted to greet her. With an exasperated sigh, Kat handed her friend her wine glass.
" Very well, but first I think I'm going to use the restroom." As Kat snuck out of the room, memories of her past returned. What was so great about all this? She had once been a simple girl, running about the Outback and being alive, but she had left it all to see the world. So since when had the city changed her so?
' If you want to be free again, then go. Be spontaneous.' Spontaneous... was it possible for her to be? Kat spotted her keys, and without thinking, grabbed them and shoved them into her pocket.
'Drive...'
Unable to control the urge to be uninhibited, she ran upstairs, packed a small duffel bag with clothes and other necessities, wrote a note of explanation, and slipped out to her white truck.
' Please don't let them notice I'm gone until I'm a bit farther away,' she thought up to a higher power, before hitting the gas and driving off into the night sky.
~*~
" Kat, if you think hiding in the bathroom is going to get you out of this party, you are sadly... mistaken... Kat?" Where did she go? The balcony was empty, as was the bathroom and the front yard. She started to panic. What had happened to Kat? Where could she be? Her bedroom. Tanya raced as fast as her evening gown would allow and swung open the door, but instead of seeing her friend, she was met by a piece of pink stationary on the bed.
" Dear Tanya, I know this sounds utterly unlike me, but I had to. I had to get away from it all. I'm going to away on a trip for the rest of the summer, but as for where, even I don't know. I have to go and find something, but I don't know what. Maybe love?" she read aloud as worry clouded her voice. Since when had Kat ever acted on her emotions rather than her head? But if this did turn out becoming a fairy tale for her best friend...
" Hey, where's the birthday girl?" ask one of Kat's ballet friends.
" Oh, she wasn't feeling well so she went to bed. Maybe she'll be down later," Tanya lied, before shutting the door.
~*~
" Is that all we have to load?" Tommy asked his best friend, as they put the last piece of lumber onto the moving van.
" Yep. Now tomorrow, if you make good time, you should be in Barstow, and while you're gone, the guys and I'll start on the Miller's house." Both men sighed as they thought about what they had to accomplish in the next week, but there was a quiet pride there. Seven years ago, when both had been fresh out of college, they had decided to start a construction company out of nothing. Now, it had grown into the biggest corporation in Addlerville. But then again, that wasn't saying much. The town was just over 2,000 people, and everyone knew everyone.
" I better be off. Take care of Ben and yourself bro, and I'll be back in about a week." Jason nodded and waved goodbye. It wasn't like this was the first time Tommy had left, but ever since Emily had died... well, things had become hard. As the big truck rumbled off into the distance, Jason was swept off by memories.
~*~
" Jason!" He waved from a ladder, as his seven-months-pregnant wife came toddling over. Hopping down, he accepted an umbrella from her.
" Jason Lee Scott, I swear you're going to catch pneumonia out here!"
" Same goes for you too Em. What are you doing here anyways? I thought you were speaking with the superintendant this morning?"
" I did, and Jason, I've come to a conclusion." Emily had been battling with the idea of quitting her job to be with her children, or to keep working in hopes of a promotion.
" Sweetheart, I know you think we need the money, but I'm doing just fine here. You can quit with no regrets if that's what you want."
" I know, which is why I'm about to go turn in my resignation papers."
" So you're going to leave??" She nodded and he kissed her softly.
" Thank you." Rain began come down more heavily around the kissing couple.
" I better go before the storm gets worse... You get warm, and tell Tom I said hi!" Jason watched her stroll away, a sickening feeling in the depth of his heart.
" Emily, wait!" But she was already she was gone from his sight.
~*~
If only he had stopped her in time... the police said she'd probably been blinded by the storm, and hadn't even seen the truck that was ahead of her. She had been only 25, and had a baby growing inside. It had been a girl.
A gust of wind woke him from his reverie, and he looked down at his watch.
" Oh shit, I was supposed to be at the daycare an hour ago!"
~*~
" I'm really sorry Mrs. Malone, it won't happen again!" he apologized to his old preschool teacher as he took his son in his arms. This had been the third time in a month.
" I just a bit shocked Jason. It was always Thomas who was forgetful, not you, and about your own son, no less. You know, maybe you're putting too much on yourself. I'm sure losing Emi-"
" Thank you for staying and watching Benny, but we got to go. Bye!" He hated it when people would start pitying him because of Em. It had been three years for gosh sakes, and he had managed to get over it somehow.
" Daddy? Are you sad at Miss Malone-y for talking about Mommy?" He looked down at the little four-year-old and smiled. Oh right. That's how he got over it.
" No kiddo, I'm just thinking about stuff. Ready for some dinner?" With a fake growl, he grabbed his son and tossed him up into the air.
~*~
" Damn... I knew I should have checked the engine before I entered the desert," muttered Kat, as smoke and steam strained through hood. She was in the middle of nowhere. Swearing under her breath, she flipped on her cell phone. Dead.
" Why do you curse me so!" she spoke to no one in particular, as she got out and prepared to walk to the closest town.
" Oi, why don't you just push your car to the diner about a half a block from here?" Kat spun around at the voice.
" Oh, you scared me!"
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A/N: Was this better? I hope so... Also, please note that my email has changed! Anything you've sent to me via hime13@cox.net since October 10 has not been read by me, so please send it again to kuroi_neko23@yahoo.com. Obrigada!~ Alli
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A/N: As some of you probably noticed, I removed this from ff.net because I didn't like how I wrote it. I thought it could've been much better and it lacked detail. So here is my revised version, and I hope it sounds better than the original. Enjoy, and please review!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Prologue--
' Lord, I'm depressing myself again; and on my birthday, no less,' Katherine Hillard thought pessimistically to herself, as she swirled white wine in her glass. She didn't even like white wine that much, but she held a glass of it to humor her friends. Looking into a nearby tree, she could just spy two sweet little robins, which were preening their wings before taking off into flight.
' Those birds have everything they want. A mate, a free spirit... So why can't I have that? How am I different than those birds?
' It's because you bind yourself to the thought that you can't be outside of the box. Be impulsive...' Yes, her conscience told her to just act, but it was easier to think that than to actually do.
" Hey, what are you doing out here?" Tanya asked as she peered out onto the balcony. All this work trying to pull together a decent party, and the Guest of Honor wasn't even inside. Kat turned at her voice.
" I was just thinking to myself. I'm 28, single, and no romantic hope in the future. Am I going to become an old spinster, or is it just me?"
" A lot of women don't get married until later in life Kat, so don't worry. I just think you're suffering from the 'Almost 30' disease. I felt the exact same way when I hit 28. Now cheer up and let's get back to the party. You look amazing, and Aisha brought some of her guy friends from Chicago. I'm sure you'll catch one of their eyes. Please?"
" You never felt the way I do right now. When you turned 28, you had Shawn and had just gotten a promotion! And as for Aisha's 'friends'; one of them has already hit on me and another asked if my hair color was real!"
" Well, yeah, but still. I'm sure they're nice at heart. Now will you come inside?"
" I'm not really in the mood for celebration right now. You better get in though. I bet Adam's looking for you." At the sound of her new husband's name, Tanya grinned.
" You're probably right. He's so protective over m-"
" Which you think is so cute." In one last attempt to get Kat inside, Tanya reminded her of her guests who wanted to greet her. With an exasperated sigh, Kat handed her friend her wine glass.
" Very well, but first I think I'm going to use the restroom." As Kat snuck out of the room, memories of her past returned. What was so great about all this? She had once been a simple girl, running about the Outback and being alive, but she had left it all to see the world. So since when had the city changed her so?
' If you want to be free again, then go. Be spontaneous.' Spontaneous... was it possible for her to be? Kat spotted her keys, and without thinking, grabbed them and shoved them into her pocket.
'Drive...'
Unable to control the urge to be uninhibited, she ran upstairs, packed a small duffel bag with clothes and other necessities, wrote a note of explanation, and slipped out to her white truck.
' Please don't let them notice I'm gone until I'm a bit farther away,' she thought up to a higher power, before hitting the gas and driving off into the night sky.
~*~
" Kat, if you think hiding in the bathroom is going to get you out of this party, you are sadly... mistaken... Kat?" Where did she go? The balcony was empty, as was the bathroom and the front yard. She started to panic. What had happened to Kat? Where could she be? Her bedroom. Tanya raced as fast as her evening gown would allow and swung open the door, but instead of seeing her friend, she was met by a piece of pink stationary on the bed.
" Dear Tanya, I know this sounds utterly unlike me, but I had to. I had to get away from it all. I'm going to away on a trip for the rest of the summer, but as for where, even I don't know. I have to go and find something, but I don't know what. Maybe love?" she read aloud as worry clouded her voice. Since when had Kat ever acted on her emotions rather than her head? But if this did turn out becoming a fairy tale for her best friend...
" Hey, where's the birthday girl?" ask one of Kat's ballet friends.
" Oh, she wasn't feeling well so she went to bed. Maybe she'll be down later," Tanya lied, before shutting the door.
~*~
" Is that all we have to load?" Tommy asked his best friend, as they put the last piece of lumber onto the moving van.
" Yep. Now tomorrow, if you make good time, you should be in Barstow, and while you're gone, the guys and I'll start on the Miller's house." Both men sighed as they thought about what they had to accomplish in the next week, but there was a quiet pride there. Seven years ago, when both had been fresh out of college, they had decided to start a construction company out of nothing. Now, it had grown into the biggest corporation in Addlerville. But then again, that wasn't saying much. The town was just over 2,000 people, and everyone knew everyone.
" I better be off. Take care of Ben and yourself bro, and I'll be back in about a week." Jason nodded and waved goodbye. It wasn't like this was the first time Tommy had left, but ever since Emily had died... well, things had become hard. As the big truck rumbled off into the distance, Jason was swept off by memories.
~*~
" Jason!" He waved from a ladder, as his seven-months-pregnant wife came toddling over. Hopping down, he accepted an umbrella from her.
" Jason Lee Scott, I swear you're going to catch pneumonia out here!"
" Same goes for you too Em. What are you doing here anyways? I thought you were speaking with the superintendant this morning?"
" I did, and Jason, I've come to a conclusion." Emily had been battling with the idea of quitting her job to be with her children, or to keep working in hopes of a promotion.
" Sweetheart, I know you think we need the money, but I'm doing just fine here. You can quit with no regrets if that's what you want."
" I know, which is why I'm about to go turn in my resignation papers."
" So you're going to leave??" She nodded and he kissed her softly.
" Thank you." Rain began come down more heavily around the kissing couple.
" I better go before the storm gets worse... You get warm, and tell Tom I said hi!" Jason watched her stroll away, a sickening feeling in the depth of his heart.
" Emily, wait!" But she was already she was gone from his sight.
~*~
If only he had stopped her in time... the police said she'd probably been blinded by the storm, and hadn't even seen the truck that was ahead of her. She had been only 25, and had a baby growing inside. It had been a girl.
A gust of wind woke him from his reverie, and he looked down at his watch.
" Oh shit, I was supposed to be at the daycare an hour ago!"
~*~
" I'm really sorry Mrs. Malone, it won't happen again!" he apologized to his old preschool teacher as he took his son in his arms. This had been the third time in a month.
" I just a bit shocked Jason. It was always Thomas who was forgetful, not you, and about your own son, no less. You know, maybe you're putting too much on yourself. I'm sure losing Emi-"
" Thank you for staying and watching Benny, but we got to go. Bye!" He hated it when people would start pitying him because of Em. It had been three years for gosh sakes, and he had managed to get over it somehow.
" Daddy? Are you sad at Miss Malone-y for talking about Mommy?" He looked down at the little four-year-old and smiled. Oh right. That's how he got over it.
" No kiddo, I'm just thinking about stuff. Ready for some dinner?" With a fake growl, he grabbed his son and tossed him up into the air.
~*~
" Damn... I knew I should have checked the engine before I entered the desert," muttered Kat, as smoke and steam strained through hood. She was in the middle of nowhere. Swearing under her breath, she flipped on her cell phone. Dead.
" Why do you curse me so!" she spoke to no one in particular, as she got out and prepared to walk to the closest town.
" Oi, why don't you just push your car to the diner about a half a block from here?" Kat spun around at the voice.
" Oh, you scared me!"
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A/N: Was this better? I hope so... Also, please note that my email has changed! Anything you've sent to me via hime13@cox.net since October 10 has not been read by me, so please send it again to kuroi_neko23@yahoo.com. Obrigada!~ Alli
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