Chapter 35 – The Fight for Life

A/N – Hi guys… I'm sooooo sorry this took so long… I didn't mean for it to be this long, I had a lot of trouble with this chapter… grrr, anyways, it's here now, so here you are….

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Chapter 35 – The Fight for Life

Harry felt sick to his stomach. He could only watch as the dragon that was supposed to be him approached the Weasleys. He tried to call out, to do anything to stop it, but he was still merely a spirit. Then as the dragon drew up in front of them Harry saw it… On the other side of the room was his alter ego… The side of him that was pure darkness. A perfect copy of himself shimmering with dark light with a look of pure hatred in its eyes as it controlled the dragon… It's controlling me! Thought Harry in desperation. Just as his 'reflection' was conjuring up the Avada Kedavra, a look of triumphant malice on his face that reminded Harry so strongly of Voldemort that it terrified him, Harry noticed Snape separate from the other Death Eaters and leap forward bringing a glinting dagger down into the dragon's back…

"Nooooo!" Cried his alter ego at the same time as Voldemort.

Harry smiled in relief, but soon saw the danger of the situation.

He realised that he would have to take control of the dragon's body to protect his friends. He ran towards the dragon and concentrated as hard as he could on creating a shield.

To his surprised delight a shimmering white glow built itself around all of those whom Harry wanted to protect. But not before Snape had been hit by a stunning spell from one of the Death Eaters.

Harry could feel the life draining from his own body, which he stood next to, invisible to the eyes of the friends he was protecting. Then he saw the dark version of him walking towards him burning with rage, Harry drew himself up and held out his hand.

"I wont let you hurt them! Go away Tom Riddle!" He cried.

"Ahhh but Harry, you are confused… I'm not Tom Riddle… I'm you!

I'm the part of you that wants to be greater than Dumbledore,

The part of you that would do anything for respect and power,

The part of you that knows that these muggle-loving fools are not worthy to live…

You know it's true, so just give it up Harry! It's your destiny!"

His angry alter ego spoke with such a cold calculating voice that it sounded as bad as Voldemort's and it was killing Harry to hear 'himself' talk in that way…

"No! Destinies aren't set in stone! Even if you are part of me, you're not the part I want ruling my life! I'm a good person! I know the difference between right and wrong! Now leave me alone! I have to save my friends!"

His alter ego just laughed… The mocking laugh so similar to that of his nightmares, Harry shuddered and tried to concentrate on the shield, not to think about anything else.

"Harry, I'll never just leave, I'll always be here, questioning your stupid values and your weaknesses, and you can't get rid of me. You need me."

Just at that moment the Avada Kedavra hit the shield, Harry's strength faltered but the curse rebounded harmlessly.

Harry's energy was running low and his alter ego's dark aura was seeming to grow with Harry's feeling of hopelessness, and then he realised that Percy had tried to awaken his body, and failed. Harry realised that he had to get back inside his body somehow, to be able to control it better. He had to get the Weasleys, Snape and Fudge out of there, away from Voldemort before they were all killed.

Harry touched the glinting golden scar on his dragon body and felt himself being sucked inside… He shut his eyes, and hoped against hope.

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"Ginny! Wake up Gin!" Urged Ron,

"Sirius! Really, you've frightened her half to death!" He said holding his sister's hand worriedly.

"I… I'm sorry…" Mumbled Sirius faintly.

"Sirius, sit down a minute, you look pale as death, what's wrong?" Said Hermione decidedly.

Sirius sat shakily on the grass holding his head in his hands

"It's Harry… I'm so scared… But right now we have to look after Ginny." He said regaining himself slowly.

Just as they noticed Neville, Fred and George returning with Dumbledore, Figg and for some strange reason Draco Malfoy, Ron felt Ginny start to move.

Dumbledore knelt down next to Ginny raising an eyebrow questioningly at Sirius but saying nothing.

"Professor Dumbledore! Sirius Black! Harry! Oh dear!" Cried out Ginny disorientated.

"It's alright Miss Weasley, there's nothing to worry about. Sirius Black isn't going to hurt anybody. He's an innocent man."

Said Dumbledore helping Ginny up gently.

"But Harry!" Whimpered Ginny

"As for Harry, we'll just have to wait and see, have faith in him Ginny!"

Said Arabella wearing a rather forced smile but sounding determined.

Hermione was fingering Snape's note rather guiltily in her hands having suddenly remembered what they had been doing.

"I think you'd better give it to us now Miss Granger, Thankyou for unscrambling it for us."

Said Dumbledore without looking up.

"It was Fred and George that did it."

Confessed Hermione shaking her head as the headmaster once again demonstrated his shrewd intuition, and handing him the parchment.

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Remus pulled his cloak up to conceal himself as best he could, he hated going into Ministry buildings. As he strode down the corridor following a ministry official to Dawn's office he received a few odd glances but not as much as he'd feared.

"Here's the office."

Said the short tired looking official he'd been following, she turned and left him outside the door without looking him in the eye once.

Remus sighed and turned to go inside.

"Dawn?" He called.

He saw her sprawled on a small couch surrounded by papers looking very worn.

"Dawn! Wake up."

He muttered, shaking her gently, she flopped over and her flailing arm caught Remus on the cheek with a loud slap.

"Ow!"

Dawn's eyes fluttered open and she was surprised when she saw Remus Lupin bending over her, holding his cheek.

"Remus! Oh God I'm sorry!"

She croaked before sinking back down onto the couch in exhaustion.

"That's alright Dawn. I've been sent by Dumbledore to check on you, how are you feeling?"

Said Remus rubbing his sore cheek tentatively.

"Not bad." Said Dawn with what little voice she had left.

"Yeah, right. I think maybe you should come back to Hogwarts with me, you don't sound to good." Said Remus grinning.

"Um, okay."

Mouthed Dawn, her voice finally gone.

"We can use this portkey,"

Said Remus digging out the coin.

Together they grabbed the coin and in a whirl they found themselves in a dark chamber.

"Albus!"

Called Remus looking around for the headmaster.

"I guess he's not gotten down here yet… Lumos!"

Dawn started to cough and was getting very pale.

"We'd better get you out of here, come on, the hospital wing is right next…"

Remus stopped in mid-sentence seeing Dawn start to wobble on her feet, he grabbed her and managed to help her to make her way along the corridor to see Madame Pomfrey.

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Mundungus gave up sending spells at the shield, it could block anything! He noticed that Voldemort had also come to this conclusion and was speaking into a mall dark orb in his hand.

Mundungus leant over to hear.

"Send in the dementors straight away, they should attack now. I will send back up soon. Hogwarts will be ours!"

He was surprised to hear the voice of Avery reply... it was the first time that the death eater was being trusted with an attack…

"Yes my lord! Dumbledore will fall without the boy and we will have Hogwarts!" Simpered Avery.

Mundungus frowned and moved away quickly.

"Fletcher! Next time you want to eavesdrop you ought to remember the consequences! Crucio!"

Mundungus writhed for only a few seconds before the spell was removed. Voldemort had other things to worry about.

"Malfoy! Nott! You two round up the Death Eaters, we attack Hogwarts today!" Cried Voldemort.

Mundungus shuddered, memories of his time at Hogwarts flooded back to him and he felt a slight twinge of guilt that was becoming familiar to him since joining the death eaters.

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"Sirius, I trust you'll handle this situation… Fred, George, Ginny and Arabella, would you four come with me please?" Said Dumbledore giving Fred and George's shoulders a squeeze,

So Dumbledore, Arabella, Fred and George made their way up to the castle, leaving Sirius to talk to Draco, Hermione, Neville and Ron.

They remained silent until the other group had disappeared into the castle.

Then Sirius got shakily to his feet.

"I'm probably not the best person to talk to you about this, I feel like I'm being a hypocrite, but there's no arguing with Professor Dumbledore..."

"Go on!" Said Hermione smiling at Sirius indulgently

"We have to have faith that Harry is going to come through for us, I admit that I'm finding it hard at the moment, but there's always hope. You guys are Harry's best friends."

Draco snorted at this,

"Well, you're his friends."

Ron snorted at that giving Draco an unfriendly glare,

"Well you all know him better than I do!"

Said Sirius grinning.

"That, I suppose we can agree on."

Said Draco raising his eyebrow at Black.

"So anyway, I just don't want you lot to loose hope. Harry's never failed you before, and I don't think he'll be start… Oh God… No!"

Sirius started to moan in fear and fell to the ground in a crumpled heap.

"Get away from me!" He yelled

"Sirius what's the matter?!"

Shouted Ron as Draco, Neville and Hermione edged backwards.

"Ron! L-Look… D-d-dementors!"

Stuttered Neville.

"Hundreds of them!"

Shrieked Hermione.

"Draco go and tell Dumbledore what's happened, we'll look after Sirius!"

Said Ron pushing Draco towards the castle.

The three Gryffindors watched Draco Malfoy run as fast as he could up the slope before turning back to Sirius who was still a shaking mess.

"Come on Sirius!"

Begged Hermione, but none of them could get him to move.

"Aaargh! They're getting closer!" Said Neville shivering.

"We have to do something!" Yelled Ron

"We need a patronus… Think of a happy thought everyone! Come on! We can do it!"

Said Hermione taking out her wand.

"Expecto Patronum!" She shouted,

A silvery mist came out of her wand, the same happened with Ron's and the mist started to swirl.

Neville brushed up his sleeves nervously starting to shake violently from the effects of the dementors.

"Expect---Expecto Patronum… EXPECTO PATRONUM!" He yelled, at the top of his voice.

The jet of silver went into the cloud and the three spells merged together and grew to a huge swirl of silver, which started to come together to form some sort of beast.

The three of them came closer together and watched in awe as the most enormous lion, one straight from the Gryffindor emblem, bounded from the mist towards the dementors.

They watched in disbelief as the hundreds of approaching dementors were scattered by the lion, which was roaring and bounding at them.

Eventually the magnificent silver animal came back towards them before lying down at their feet and disappearing.

It was only then that coming out of their shock they heard the voices approaching.

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