I DO NOT and have not ever, unfortunately, owned the x-men nor the song October, Marvel and Evanescence do though ^_~
This is my absolute first fic and I'm finding myself a bit lost. What do I DO?! Anyway it's a ROMY of course ^_^ set to the song October by Evanescence. I love the song and Autumn is my favorite time of year so it all works out. Also please excuse to punctuation I am so totally horrible at it.
"October"
I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.
As she walked a little breeze softly caught her hair, whisking pieces of chestnut and white into her eyes, distractedly she lifted her hand to flip it back into place. She slowly looked at her surroundings noticing for the first time where she was. When she had left the mansion she hadn't wanted to go anywhere specific she just walked, her feet taking her where they wanted. She hadn't been paying much attention there was just too much going on in her head. She came to a stop and sat under a nearby tree.
It was already a few weeks into the autumn and she really hadn't even noticed. It had always been her favorite season of the year, the colors were so vibrant and beautiful and the air was so sweet, crystal clear you could almost drink it. She relaxed letting her back rest against the tree, she tilted her head back looking up at the leaves of the maple she had sat under, her green eyes taking in the beauty of the scene, her mind trying to forget the world for a while.
Breathing in a sigh of defeat she let her mind wander, only to stop on the last thing she wanted to think about, him. Why can't he just stay away from me, is he really that dimwitted? Can't he see that I am a serious health risk? One touch he'd end up in a coma. I wish I had just kept my distance from him. I wish…I wish I hadn't ever laid eyes on him! NO! As soon as that thought crossed her mind she could have kicked herself. Realizing that no matter how much she complained she couldn't imagine her life without him now. He was a "friend" now she would grudgingly admit at least that much. I just wish he wouldn't flirt soooo much.
She bit her lip as she tried to avoid a thought that crossed her, the thought that she had managed to avoid all week long. Closing her eyes the memory came unbidden *she could see his fiery eyes looking at her with a mixture of mischief, amusement and something more she couldn't identify but it was there. In that one moment when he looked at her like that, she felt the whole world stop turning, the air that was supposed to be going in and out of her lungs stopped and she knew. I can't… I… I…love him. I love him. Oh my god. She turned away from him with a look of pure shock on her face and ran the opposite direction. She could her him calling for her but she just kept running, hoping he wouldn't come after her* Groaning, she stood up so fast she felt dizzy, she still felt like running the same way she did that day. She was still shock and unsure of what to do a whole week later. She shook her head in disbelief and started back towards the mansion.
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For now I'm going to leave it at this please give me some feedback, should I continue? All opinions are appreciated Thanks.
Natasha