Ha ha ha ha ha ha uhh
See to live is to suffer but to survive
well that's to find meaning in the suffering.
[Chorus]
Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up
Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up
Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I gots to get up
Get these bags up off my feet so I can tear shit up!
[Repeat]
[1]
I been through mad different phases like Valdmort
to find my way & now I know that happy days are not far away
If I'm strong enough I'll live long enough to see these kids
doing something more constructive with they time
than this I know because I been there
now I'm in there sit back & look
at what it took for me to get there
First came the stuff the drama with my papa
I turned him into a fly then I split
and said that I'ma be that seed
that doesn't need much to succeed
strapped with mad greed and a heart that doesn't bleed
I'm ready for the world or at least I thought I was
baggin' "Uhh!" when I caught a buzz
for thinking about how short I was
Going too fast it wouldn't last but yo I couldn't tell
group homes & institutions, prepare my ass for Azkban
They put me in a situation forcin' me to be a man
when I was just learnin' to stand without a helpin' hand
Damn, was it my fault, somethin' I did
to make a father beat his first kid at 7
Back on the Hogwarts at 14 with a scheme
to get more galleons than I'd ever seen in a dream
and by all means I will be living high off the hog
and I never gave a damn about much but my bats
That's my only stuff I had offered my last
Just another little vampire headed nowhere fast
[Chorus]
[2]
That ain't the half it get's worse as I get older
actions become bolder heart got colder
chip on my shoulder that nobody would dared a to touch
didn't need a click cause I scared a Marauders that much
One deep went to for a Nimbus 150
catchin' Potter throwin' cruses gettin by bein' slick
used to get high to get by used to have to "Howl!!"
in the morning before I get fly
I ate something a couple of Butterbeers made me hate somethin'
I did some killing now I'm ready to take something
3 years later showing signs of stress
didn't keep my hair cut or give a damn how I dressed
I'm possessed by the darker side livin' the cruddy life
stuff like this kept a Slytherin with a bloody wand
wanna make potions but I'm messed up
I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up
[Chorus]
[3]
Wasn't long before I hit rock bottom
people was like damn look how that how Voldy got him
Open like a window no more Dark Arts look at the book
sayin' to myself that could've been me on the front page
believe me it could be done somethin's got to give
it's got to change cause I've got Malfoy's son
I've got to do the right thing for Dumbby
and that means no more getting getting drink and levitating Muggles
So I get back lookin' type slick again
Fake Death Eathers jump back on my back again
Nothin' but love for those that know how it feel
& much respect to all my Order members that kept it real
Be strong kept me from doin' wrong
to who they is and this is your song
and to my mentore who stuck with me through
all the BS you'll get yours because it's due
[Chorus]
can't get up...I gots to get up