Chapter VI: The End Of the Beginning
I don't own esca
Ok last chappy! Here we go!
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++Black++
She knew what had to be done as much as she didn't want to she had to save Folken
She cringed at the thought of protecting him but it must be done.
Black heard a noise behind her it was then she saw the Sandman
" just who I was expecting."
He smirked
" are you still out to kill him?"
she asked
" what for your going to save him-"
"how the hell would you know THAT?" she was clearly surprised
" that doesn't matter I just know you don't want it."
Black gave him a strange expression
" you better go."
"why it's to early."
"don't you have to tie up some lose ends w/ Corvin."
" what are you stalking me?!"
however the Sandman was right
"just go."
She turned quickly leaving still curious and somewhat afraid.
++++ 15 minutes later+++
Black found Corvin in 22nd Night
" you have no life" he said w/ a grin
" yea you're here too."
" ah such quick wit you have."
She couldn't help but laugh
"after tonight I'll be gone for a little bit ."
"where? What for?"
" you'll understand just don't worry."
" I just wanted to say I'm happy I got to see you again."
" I know." He said w/ a sigh he was being sarcastic but he acted cocky a lot.
" anyway I'm going to go goodnight Corvin."
He nodded she assumed that was his final reply she felt no reason to stay and torment herself. She walked back to the door.
" Dev."
she heard him say her name again her real name
she didn't turn but she stopped walking.
"I know you love me."
She looked down at the floor searching for the cracks but she couldn't move her thoughts to something as unimportant as cracks on the floor
" your right."
she turned
" I do love you, still after all this time."
He looked at her then he cast his eyes down.
" then why are you leaving me?"
" I'm leaving you because I love you."
" some theory." He mumbled cruelly
she closed her eyes sighing
" I would only make you miserable."
" how do you know."
' you don't want to give me a chance so why are we suddenly pretending life would be great if only we settled down?"
" you always say your so tormented people say your so morbid but you never let any know you so are you really that horrible?"
" maybe those people know me better then you do." She didn't say it in a cold mean way she meant it though.
" you know I thought that because I hated myself and the world so much love could never touch me that I was removed from its' grasp it seems I was mistaken."
He just nodded
" you never thought I wasn't worth your time?"
" how could I ever think that?"
Black whispered she gently touched his face
"precious Corvin."
" then why do you always have to walk away you never give anyone time to love you to figure you out."
She looked sad
" because I am a cursed vampyre I am forced to carry the worlds sadness and torment and I am forced to carry all this alone."
" why why are you so deeply wounded?"
" I can't put it into words maybe one day I can not now."
" so your still leaving?"
Black nodded
He looked at her as if she was forsaking him
" I don't WANT to I HAVE to don't you see that?!"
black tears fell down her cheeks
" you don't cry blood?"
Corvin was surprised
" no I am far to human."
"but you turned me."
" that was before a lot of things."
She said softly
Corvin thought she looked so strange when she cried it wasn't something he thought of her doing maybe she was more human then even he knew.
Her eye make-up smeared
" Corvin I love you."
Black said that with some distant hopelessness
He looked at her she couldn't decide if his expression was happy or sad.
She wanted to run to him and hold him all her emotions were flooding through
" see?" Black began again
" I waste your time anyway."
He shook his head
" Goodbye Black."
He rarely called her that everything felt cold
And she remembered just why she hated the world
"that's it?"
he was silent.
"No matter how strong love is it can never survive like.like this what do you expect me to do just never go anywhere just stay in this place where I waste my time on a dream that won't come true?"
" you know what?"
he looked at her
" all you ever do is lie to yourself who could EVER love you like this?"
she let out a hopeless laugh
" I knew you'd say something like that."
He looked at her again directly in the eyes
" Corvin I don't want to end it w/ all this resentment."
" so that will make the world a better place?"
"no but I love you that's all the matters I don't really mean the things that I am saying now they are just worlds and if you want to end it now I understand but just because we won't see each other anymore doesn't mean I.."
" you what?"
" it doesn't mean that my feelings will change but you you'll start a brand new day tomorrow and I will slip out of your mind."
"you might but you won't if you don't walk out that door."
" I have no choice."
He looked down again
"Corvin, I'll never let go." she said speaking softly realizing she didn't belong she left quietly closing the door behind her.
Was it over? Or just delayed for a period of time?
Her mind came back to the current situation
She looked up at the sky
" please deliver us from evil, don't let me be to late." She prayed quietly up to the night sky.
+++ alittle bit later+++
she looked ran up the stairs trying to ignorer the tears that fell over Corvin she found the door unlocked
there was a crazy Dilandau holding a can of gasoline screaming at Folken
he turned
" Oh look who came for the party what happened, got shot down by Corvin?"
"shut up and give me the goddamn gasoline."
" ha! surrender to you? a sort of vampyre yea in what lifetime?"
" so your just going to kill Folken and let it end that way?
"why not?"
" because you don't."
"shut up lonely bitch just get out of my way!."
He lit a match
She felt weak and powerless she wanted to be consumed by those flames
She couldn't understand whys he had even come
Dilandau began to pour the gasoline
She wanted to be the one burning right now not to save Folken but for her own selfish reason how could one person have so many reasons to die Black wondered that a lot.
She saw the flames she must have not realized how long she'd been standing there
She saw Folken burning she could hear herself speak but what came out she didn't quite know that was when she saw it Folken spread his black wings that were ablaze he flew up to the night sky his wings still on fire burned brightly until the fire went out (whatever happened to stop,drop,and roll?) she heard the distant flapping of wings and she knew he was safe the whole world was safe w/out the Lady In Black
" Black maybe YOUR time is up."
" Dilandau what are you planning burning me it could be worse."
"playing Joan of arc now are we?"
"I'm leaving town anyway."
He looked shocked
"when."
"Tonight "
"why the sudden urge to travel?"
she shook her head smiling
"I just don't belong .'
"you didn't belong last time that's' why I impaled you I tried to help you."
" what?"
she blinked
"you remember all that?"
" Black you know I don't lie. to you anyway."
She nodded turning
He then slowly began to see something forming on her back they where almost blurry white wings w/ some black feathers appearing on them he saw all her scars they glowed an eerie yellow color even through her clothes it was then her realized she was the fallen angel that bled and none could ever take her place.
+~Epilogue+~
She walked out into the broken universe she was too tired to walk so she took the subway she rested her head against the cold window panes she tried to rest but she was distracted by the noise and the cold she sat up pressing her hand against the window pane leaving a bloody hand print she wasn't even remotely disturbed a few people relocated upon seeing that.
The Lady In Black didn't care she stared into the dark hollow oblivion
It then hit her this dark hollow oblivion was reality.
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The End +++++++++++++
ok so that didn't make any sense but u gotta love my morbid shit lol again I want to thank my two fans +bows+ thank you so much for actually reading it and supporting me *_* well ok until my next morbid ficcy
Peace,Night,and the Rain
The(real) Lady In Black
I don't own esca
Ok last chappy! Here we go!
+++++++++++++
++Black++
She knew what had to be done as much as she didn't want to she had to save Folken
She cringed at the thought of protecting him but it must be done.
Black heard a noise behind her it was then she saw the Sandman
" just who I was expecting."
He smirked
" are you still out to kill him?"
she asked
" what for your going to save him-"
"how the hell would you know THAT?" she was clearly surprised
" that doesn't matter I just know you don't want it."
Black gave him a strange expression
" you better go."
"why it's to early."
"don't you have to tie up some lose ends w/ Corvin."
" what are you stalking me?!"
however the Sandman was right
"just go."
She turned quickly leaving still curious and somewhat afraid.
++++ 15 minutes later+++
Black found Corvin in 22nd Night
" you have no life" he said w/ a grin
" yea you're here too."
" ah such quick wit you have."
She couldn't help but laugh
"after tonight I'll be gone for a little bit ."
"where? What for?"
" you'll understand just don't worry."
" I just wanted to say I'm happy I got to see you again."
" I know." He said w/ a sigh he was being sarcastic but he acted cocky a lot.
" anyway I'm going to go goodnight Corvin."
He nodded she assumed that was his final reply she felt no reason to stay and torment herself. She walked back to the door.
" Dev."
she heard him say her name again her real name
she didn't turn but she stopped walking.
"I know you love me."
She looked down at the floor searching for the cracks but she couldn't move her thoughts to something as unimportant as cracks on the floor
" your right."
she turned
" I do love you, still after all this time."
He looked at her then he cast his eyes down.
" then why are you leaving me?"
" I'm leaving you because I love you."
" some theory." He mumbled cruelly
she closed her eyes sighing
" I would only make you miserable."
" how do you know."
' you don't want to give me a chance so why are we suddenly pretending life would be great if only we settled down?"
" you always say your so tormented people say your so morbid but you never let any know you so are you really that horrible?"
" maybe those people know me better then you do." She didn't say it in a cold mean way she meant it though.
" you know I thought that because I hated myself and the world so much love could never touch me that I was removed from its' grasp it seems I was mistaken."
He just nodded
" you never thought I wasn't worth your time?"
" how could I ever think that?"
Black whispered she gently touched his face
"precious Corvin."
" then why do you always have to walk away you never give anyone time to love you to figure you out."
She looked sad
" because I am a cursed vampyre I am forced to carry the worlds sadness and torment and I am forced to carry all this alone."
" why why are you so deeply wounded?"
" I can't put it into words maybe one day I can not now."
" so your still leaving?"
Black nodded
He looked at her as if she was forsaking him
" I don't WANT to I HAVE to don't you see that?!"
black tears fell down her cheeks
" you don't cry blood?"
Corvin was surprised
" no I am far to human."
"but you turned me."
" that was before a lot of things."
She said softly
Corvin thought she looked so strange when she cried it wasn't something he thought of her doing maybe she was more human then even he knew.
Her eye make-up smeared
" Corvin I love you."
Black said that with some distant hopelessness
He looked at her she couldn't decide if his expression was happy or sad.
She wanted to run to him and hold him all her emotions were flooding through
" see?" Black began again
" I waste your time anyway."
He shook his head
" Goodbye Black."
He rarely called her that everything felt cold
And she remembered just why she hated the world
"that's it?"
he was silent.
"No matter how strong love is it can never survive like.like this what do you expect me to do just never go anywhere just stay in this place where I waste my time on a dream that won't come true?"
" you know what?"
he looked at her
" all you ever do is lie to yourself who could EVER love you like this?"
she let out a hopeless laugh
" I knew you'd say something like that."
He looked at her again directly in the eyes
" Corvin I don't want to end it w/ all this resentment."
" so that will make the world a better place?"
"no but I love you that's all the matters I don't really mean the things that I am saying now they are just worlds and if you want to end it now I understand but just because we won't see each other anymore doesn't mean I.."
" you what?"
" it doesn't mean that my feelings will change but you you'll start a brand new day tomorrow and I will slip out of your mind."
"you might but you won't if you don't walk out that door."
" I have no choice."
He looked down again
"Corvin, I'll never let go." she said speaking softly realizing she didn't belong she left quietly closing the door behind her.
Was it over? Or just delayed for a period of time?
Her mind came back to the current situation
She looked up at the sky
" please deliver us from evil, don't let me be to late." She prayed quietly up to the night sky.
+++ alittle bit later+++
she looked ran up the stairs trying to ignorer the tears that fell over Corvin she found the door unlocked
there was a crazy Dilandau holding a can of gasoline screaming at Folken
he turned
" Oh look who came for the party what happened, got shot down by Corvin?"
"shut up and give me the goddamn gasoline."
" ha! surrender to you? a sort of vampyre yea in what lifetime?"
" so your just going to kill Folken and let it end that way?
"why not?"
" because you don't."
"shut up lonely bitch just get out of my way!."
He lit a match
She felt weak and powerless she wanted to be consumed by those flames
She couldn't understand whys he had even come
Dilandau began to pour the gasoline
She wanted to be the one burning right now not to save Folken but for her own selfish reason how could one person have so many reasons to die Black wondered that a lot.
She saw the flames she must have not realized how long she'd been standing there
She saw Folken burning she could hear herself speak but what came out she didn't quite know that was when she saw it Folken spread his black wings that were ablaze he flew up to the night sky his wings still on fire burned brightly until the fire went out (whatever happened to stop,drop,and roll?) she heard the distant flapping of wings and she knew he was safe the whole world was safe w/out the Lady In Black
" Black maybe YOUR time is up."
" Dilandau what are you planning burning me it could be worse."
"playing Joan of arc now are we?"
"I'm leaving town anyway."
He looked shocked
"when."
"Tonight "
"why the sudden urge to travel?"
she shook her head smiling
"I just don't belong .'
"you didn't belong last time that's' why I impaled you I tried to help you."
" what?"
she blinked
"you remember all that?"
" Black you know I don't lie. to you anyway."
She nodded turning
He then slowly began to see something forming on her back they where almost blurry white wings w/ some black feathers appearing on them he saw all her scars they glowed an eerie yellow color even through her clothes it was then her realized she was the fallen angel that bled and none could ever take her place.
+~Epilogue+~
She walked out into the broken universe she was too tired to walk so she took the subway she rested her head against the cold window panes she tried to rest but she was distracted by the noise and the cold she sat up pressing her hand against the window pane leaving a bloody hand print she wasn't even remotely disturbed a few people relocated upon seeing that.
The Lady In Black didn't care she stared into the dark hollow oblivion
It then hit her this dark hollow oblivion was reality.
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The End +++++++++++++
ok so that didn't make any sense but u gotta love my morbid shit lol again I want to thank my two fans +bows+ thank you so much for actually reading it and supporting me *_* well ok until my next morbid ficcy
Peace,Night,and the Rain
The(real) Lady In Black