Hey I'm back! Thank you for the kind reviews! Um.special thanks to:
Yuri Rikusentai- thanks you and I will write when they change POV's. Thanks for pointing that out!
Copycat4- I made you cry?! O_O wow! Thank you! *offers tissue*
Death's child- soon, don't worry, they will kiss soon and on the lips to, not on the cheek, but for now, some Ryou angst! But not to worry patience is a virtue and you will soon be rewarded!
Anyways, this will switch only a little, like I said the switching of the POV's will lessen over time. But it starts with Ryou's POV. I will tell you if they switch.
Warning: Yaoi between Ryou and Bakura, Ryou angst and it's not something Bakura can rescue him from that easily. He will be healed though so don't worry! **************************************************************** ************************************************* It was morning, or almost morning. I could tell by the way the sun was shining weakly through my eyelids, meaning my alarm should go off in 5..4...3..2..1......'BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!' I groan and whack out my hand to shut I off, only to miss it. I peek out of my nest of blankets and try to glare at the evil alarm clock..EVIL I TELL YOU EVIL!!!! I finally manage to turn it off and crawl out of my warm fluffy bed. School's evil I tell you, the only reason we have it is to torture us. I glare at my now silent alarm clock for waking me up and forcing me to get out of bed. By the time I'm ready to leave I have spare time before school starts so I start to tidy up the living room by habit. Whenever I had extra time on my hands I tended to tidy up the house; hence the freakishly cleanness of my house. Sighing I pack away the first aid kit as I remember the way Bakura's finger's were so soft and gentle against my bruised cheeks. I gently touch it and shake my head at myself. Listen to me! I sound like a love sick fool! Maybe I am.suddenly the phone rings and on instinct I grab a hold of it.
"Moshi-moshi."
"Hello, is Ryou there?"
"This is he."
Who could this be? I have to go to school soon, I hope he hurries up. I check my watch and sit on the stool by the counter.
"Oh hello Ryou, this is Dr. Takehashi, I work with your father."
"I see."
I really don't see what this has to do with me. Did my father want him to tell me he can't come or something? I know he's busy but that's just ridicules!
"Ryou are you sitting?"
"Yes."
"Okay then listen carefully. There was.an accident today.involving your father."
I feel my insides freeze as they turn a chilling cold.
"Is he okay?! Is he there?! Can I talk to him?!"
I know he's barely here, but he's still my father.I care for him!
"Uh.no Ryou, you don't understand. He.he didn't make it Ryou.I'm sorry."
I feel my hand shaking so hard that I can barely hold the phone steadily. My father's.OH KAMI!
"NO! NO! NO! HE CAN'T BE, THERE MUST BE A MISTAKE, PLEASE LET MY TALK TO HIM! OH KAMI, PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS A JOKE!"
I'm just hysterical now, I know it. I can feel tears streaming down my face as I scream at the other guy on the phone. This is just all a really cruel joke, yeah now somebody will give the phone to my dad and we'll all have a good laugh.right?
"I'm sorry Ryou.I really am.We'll be.we'll be in touch soon.to talk about the funeral. I'm so sorry Ryou, I really am."
I hear another click on the line and a hiss accompanies it soon. Oh kami, tell me this is a joke. I listen hard to the hiss, hoping that he'll pick up again and give out a laugh saying it was all a joke. Seconds pass then minutes then I put the phone down. I know it's not a joke anymore. I walk to the sofa and sit down. I just sit there, looking at my hands. They're shaking. I close them tightly hoping to stop their shaking only to worsen. I curl up and slowly bury my face into one of the pillows. Only then do my sobs come out. In continuous streams, tears fall down my face. Oh Kami, I'm truly alone now. All alone.nobody to take care of my anymore.my father's dead.my father's.I hate you fate.
(Bakura) Where is he?! I haven't seen him all day! I'm positive he knew we were going to work on our project today! Well not that I really care about the project, I just want to be near him. To smell that delicate scent him of him again, run my hands across that feather soft skin of his, and catch those full lips with mine.okay day dreaming here! I snap out of it and concentrate on the clock.okay only a minute to go.....30 seconds......5.4.2.1.FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And no detention today either! Hehehehehehe.now to Ryou's!
I approach the silent house and feel myself shiver again. Something about this house makes me shiver.yesterday it was the way it was so silent.and today discontent seems to reek out of here. I knock on the door tentatively.
"Ryou?"
I lean my ear on the door and hear something.I press harder to the door.is he sobbing? I feel slightly panicky now and start to pound on the door.
"Ryou let me in! It's me Bakura!"
Still no answer. Okay now going into paranoid mode.damnit! Maybe he has a spare key somewhere.I run my hand under the mat and yes! I feel the cold metal of the key as I enclose my fingers to it. Jamming it into the hole I nearly break the door running into room. And there.there I see my angel, lying curled up on the couch sobbing into the pillow. I see his hair tumble over his face as wretched sobs break from his slim body, every so often wails can be heard muffled from the pillow. Oh Ryou angel, what happened? Before I know it I have you in my arms, crying into my shoulder once more. I run my hands through his damp hair as he clings to me, sobbing with new grief and hurt.
"Ryou what's wrong?!"
For awhile I hear just sobs emitted until words form randomly together.
"He's.dead..dead! Alone.Otoussan.gone..alone.Bakura!"
With one more wail he reburied his head into my shoulder and sobbed out his little heart. Trying to piece the fragments together in my head I tried to fit it together like a puzzled, a very hard puzzle. Let's see, dead.so someone's dead, okay.alone.so he's alone because someone's dead..Otoussan.ohhhhhh...uh-oh..this can't be good. I rock the small body in my arms and try my best to sooth him, which doesn't seem to do a thing. I really think fate is cruel.Ryou doesn't deserve this.not Ryou, not my Ryou.he's too gentle, too kind-hearted to suffer like this. Soon the sobs seem to disappear and I look down to see his face, flushed worn out. Seems like he cried himself out.oh my poor angel. I smooth away a ruffled lock and wipe away the tears staining his face. What do I do now?! From the way he's clinging to me, I guess moving isn't an option. A small whimper is emitted from the depth of my shirt and I look down to see his face contorted in fear.oh kami, why are you doing this to him?! I cradle his body, trying to save him from his nightmares. Shhhh.Ryou I'm here, I'll never leave you.I will always be here to save you, to make you laugh again, to give you a shoulder to cry on, to love you forever.you're not alone tenshi, I'm right here. **************************************************************** ************************************************* Well, that's the end! Like it? I wasn't able to describe Ryou's emotions very well, but I tried my best. I will defiantly try better next time, so please bear with me. Anyways, I know Ryou's suffering, but he will get better I promise! Poor Ryou though, alone in the world. What will happen to him? Oh wait, I guess I should know that.Heh. Anyways please read and review and I will update as soon as possible ja ne ^_^!
Yuri Rikusentai- thanks you and I will write when they change POV's. Thanks for pointing that out!
Copycat4- I made you cry?! O_O wow! Thank you! *offers tissue*
Death's child- soon, don't worry, they will kiss soon and on the lips to, not on the cheek, but for now, some Ryou angst! But not to worry patience is a virtue and you will soon be rewarded!
Anyways, this will switch only a little, like I said the switching of the POV's will lessen over time. But it starts with Ryou's POV. I will tell you if they switch.
Warning: Yaoi between Ryou and Bakura, Ryou angst and it's not something Bakura can rescue him from that easily. He will be healed though so don't worry! **************************************************************** ************************************************* It was morning, or almost morning. I could tell by the way the sun was shining weakly through my eyelids, meaning my alarm should go off in 5..4...3..2..1......'BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!' I groan and whack out my hand to shut I off, only to miss it. I peek out of my nest of blankets and try to glare at the evil alarm clock..EVIL I TELL YOU EVIL!!!! I finally manage to turn it off and crawl out of my warm fluffy bed. School's evil I tell you, the only reason we have it is to torture us. I glare at my now silent alarm clock for waking me up and forcing me to get out of bed. By the time I'm ready to leave I have spare time before school starts so I start to tidy up the living room by habit. Whenever I had extra time on my hands I tended to tidy up the house; hence the freakishly cleanness of my house. Sighing I pack away the first aid kit as I remember the way Bakura's finger's were so soft and gentle against my bruised cheeks. I gently touch it and shake my head at myself. Listen to me! I sound like a love sick fool! Maybe I am.suddenly the phone rings and on instinct I grab a hold of it.
"Moshi-moshi."
"Hello, is Ryou there?"
"This is he."
Who could this be? I have to go to school soon, I hope he hurries up. I check my watch and sit on the stool by the counter.
"Oh hello Ryou, this is Dr. Takehashi, I work with your father."
"I see."
I really don't see what this has to do with me. Did my father want him to tell me he can't come or something? I know he's busy but that's just ridicules!
"Ryou are you sitting?"
"Yes."
"Okay then listen carefully. There was.an accident today.involving your father."
I feel my insides freeze as they turn a chilling cold.
"Is he okay?! Is he there?! Can I talk to him?!"
I know he's barely here, but he's still my father.I care for him!
"Uh.no Ryou, you don't understand. He.he didn't make it Ryou.I'm sorry."
I feel my hand shaking so hard that I can barely hold the phone steadily. My father's.OH KAMI!
"NO! NO! NO! HE CAN'T BE, THERE MUST BE A MISTAKE, PLEASE LET MY TALK TO HIM! OH KAMI, PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS A JOKE!"
I'm just hysterical now, I know it. I can feel tears streaming down my face as I scream at the other guy on the phone. This is just all a really cruel joke, yeah now somebody will give the phone to my dad and we'll all have a good laugh.right?
"I'm sorry Ryou.I really am.We'll be.we'll be in touch soon.to talk about the funeral. I'm so sorry Ryou, I really am."
I hear another click on the line and a hiss accompanies it soon. Oh kami, tell me this is a joke. I listen hard to the hiss, hoping that he'll pick up again and give out a laugh saying it was all a joke. Seconds pass then minutes then I put the phone down. I know it's not a joke anymore. I walk to the sofa and sit down. I just sit there, looking at my hands. They're shaking. I close them tightly hoping to stop their shaking only to worsen. I curl up and slowly bury my face into one of the pillows. Only then do my sobs come out. In continuous streams, tears fall down my face. Oh Kami, I'm truly alone now. All alone.nobody to take care of my anymore.my father's dead.my father's.I hate you fate.
(Bakura) Where is he?! I haven't seen him all day! I'm positive he knew we were going to work on our project today! Well not that I really care about the project, I just want to be near him. To smell that delicate scent him of him again, run my hands across that feather soft skin of his, and catch those full lips with mine.okay day dreaming here! I snap out of it and concentrate on the clock.okay only a minute to go.....30 seconds......5.4.2.1.FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And no detention today either! Hehehehehehe.now to Ryou's!
I approach the silent house and feel myself shiver again. Something about this house makes me shiver.yesterday it was the way it was so silent.and today discontent seems to reek out of here. I knock on the door tentatively.
"Ryou?"
I lean my ear on the door and hear something.I press harder to the door.is he sobbing? I feel slightly panicky now and start to pound on the door.
"Ryou let me in! It's me Bakura!"
Still no answer. Okay now going into paranoid mode.damnit! Maybe he has a spare key somewhere.I run my hand under the mat and yes! I feel the cold metal of the key as I enclose my fingers to it. Jamming it into the hole I nearly break the door running into room. And there.there I see my angel, lying curled up on the couch sobbing into the pillow. I see his hair tumble over his face as wretched sobs break from his slim body, every so often wails can be heard muffled from the pillow. Oh Ryou angel, what happened? Before I know it I have you in my arms, crying into my shoulder once more. I run my hands through his damp hair as he clings to me, sobbing with new grief and hurt.
"Ryou what's wrong?!"
For awhile I hear just sobs emitted until words form randomly together.
"He's.dead..dead! Alone.Otoussan.gone..alone.Bakura!"
With one more wail he reburied his head into my shoulder and sobbed out his little heart. Trying to piece the fragments together in my head I tried to fit it together like a puzzled, a very hard puzzle. Let's see, dead.so someone's dead, okay.alone.so he's alone because someone's dead..Otoussan.ohhhhhh...uh-oh..this can't be good. I rock the small body in my arms and try my best to sooth him, which doesn't seem to do a thing. I really think fate is cruel.Ryou doesn't deserve this.not Ryou, not my Ryou.he's too gentle, too kind-hearted to suffer like this. Soon the sobs seem to disappear and I look down to see his face, flushed worn out. Seems like he cried himself out.oh my poor angel. I smooth away a ruffled lock and wipe away the tears staining his face. What do I do now?! From the way he's clinging to me, I guess moving isn't an option. A small whimper is emitted from the depth of my shirt and I look down to see his face contorted in fear.oh kami, why are you doing this to him?! I cradle his body, trying to save him from his nightmares. Shhhh.Ryou I'm here, I'll never leave you.I will always be here to save you, to make you laugh again, to give you a shoulder to cry on, to love you forever.you're not alone tenshi, I'm right here. **************************************************************** ************************************************* Well, that's the end! Like it? I wasn't able to describe Ryou's emotions very well, but I tried my best. I will defiantly try better next time, so please bear with me. Anyways, I know Ryou's suffering, but he will get better I promise! Poor Ryou though, alone in the world. What will happen to him? Oh wait, I guess I should know that.Heh. Anyways please read and review and I will update as soon as possible ja ne ^_^!