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I gulped. Should I act like nothing had happened or confess? I looked up at Jesse, who was so mad that his face looked like it had a little red in it.
Silence.
Was he going to talk to me or did I have to make the first move? Cause I wasn't up to it. What would I say? Sorry? Jeez, that sounds pathetic even to my own ears. As I stared at him sadly - no, there isn't another way to describe it - and he stared furiously back, I saw the hurt, the ache and the anger in him, and I began to cry. Not crying my head off, just a few tears of sorrow.
Why had I kissed Bryce? I had all I ever wanted in anyone right here. I had Jesse, who was always there for me. Jesse, who saved my ass so many times. Jesse, Jesse, Jesse. The only one who always cheered me up. And I had destroyed all that for a kiss with someone I didn't love half as much as I loved Jesse. I was sorry. I was really, really sorry. But I had no way of saying it without sounding lame.
I opened my mouth to say something - anything to try and right the situation when Jesse suddenly dematerialized, his unearthly death glow, vanishing. I felt both the relief and the hurt.
Why had he gone without talking to me? Why had he gone? Is that it? Would I ever see him again?
**To be continued**
I gulped. Should I act like nothing had happened or confess? I looked up at Jesse, who was so mad that his face looked like it had a little red in it.
Silence.
Was he going to talk to me or did I have to make the first move? Cause I wasn't up to it. What would I say? Sorry? Jeez, that sounds pathetic even to my own ears. As I stared at him sadly - no, there isn't another way to describe it - and he stared furiously back, I saw the hurt, the ache and the anger in him, and I began to cry. Not crying my head off, just a few tears of sorrow.
Why had I kissed Bryce? I had all I ever wanted in anyone right here. I had Jesse, who was always there for me. Jesse, who saved my ass so many times. Jesse, Jesse, Jesse. The only one who always cheered me up. And I had destroyed all that for a kiss with someone I didn't love half as much as I loved Jesse. I was sorry. I was really, really sorry. But I had no way of saying it without sounding lame.
I opened my mouth to say something - anything to try and right the situation when Jesse suddenly dematerialized, his unearthly death glow, vanishing. I felt both the relief and the hurt.
Why had he gone without talking to me? Why had he gone? Is that it? Would I ever see him again?
**To be continued**