Shadoe (thnkie!), bookgirl (sorry bout the suspense but cant help it!),
hannirose (*salutes back* thnx for the praise, captian!)
I got up and walked across my room, subconsciously tugging at my baggy shirt. I stood as still as stone, staring out my window.
I wanted to call out, to yell. I wanted to tell Jesse (for once) how much he meant to me. I stared out the window, not seeing, not listening. I was oblivious and numb to everything except my thoughts of Jesse. I hugged myself, then almost snapped out of my trance-like state. One thought ran through my head.
I had changed so much.
It was only then did I wonder where Gina was. That was all I needed for me to move. I headed straight to the phone. Who would I call? Jesse was the only other person with us at the Mission. Who HAD she gotten a ride with? Obviously not Andy. My heart sank. I know she could get here pretty easily, but if she wasn't here half-way through the night, were was she? I called the first person who popped into my mind.
Adam.
**again, sorry its so short, but its either this or nothing. Luv you all, thanks for the support, rock N peace, laala**
I got up and walked across my room, subconsciously tugging at my baggy shirt. I stood as still as stone, staring out my window.
I wanted to call out, to yell. I wanted to tell Jesse (for once) how much he meant to me. I stared out the window, not seeing, not listening. I was oblivious and numb to everything except my thoughts of Jesse. I hugged myself, then almost snapped out of my trance-like state. One thought ran through my head.
I had changed so much.
It was only then did I wonder where Gina was. That was all I needed for me to move. I headed straight to the phone. Who would I call? Jesse was the only other person with us at the Mission. Who HAD she gotten a ride with? Obviously not Andy. My heart sank. I know she could get here pretty easily, but if she wasn't here half-way through the night, were was she? I called the first person who popped into my mind.
Adam.
**again, sorry its so short, but its either this or nothing. Luv you all, thanks for the support, rock N peace, laala**