Life's Drive ~ Prelude
I don't own Sailor Moon nor Dragonball Z. Since I'm lazy and forgetful, the previous sentence will concur for the following chapters as well.
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Loneliness. Why do we have to be lonely? A cursed, stark, closed life. We are forever destined to be beside the Moon family and be alone, to protect them with no distractions but ourselves. We now call ourselves a 'family', because we are all we have. Jupiter, Mars, Mercury and I. Our present families in the 20th century are now long gone, the freeze over was long after they died so they can't join us in our prosperous life we have now in Crystal Tokyo. You could say that we don't need anyone else, we're happy as we are, but there is always the chance to be, happier. How you ask? A friend of mine told me, that the best way to happiness is to have love in your life, but of course in her book love equalled life. That's how she became happy and prosperous. She found love with Endymion and enjoyed life with him and her child, who we call Small Lady. They love each other dearly, and now I have come to terms with what I can't have in front of my eyes everyday. I can't have what I've been thinking about everyday since I was 13 years old. Danbright, or 'Ace' as I prefer to call him, gave me a vision that I've been hoping was wrong since then, a thousand years ago. A life void of love with a husband. If he hadn't turned evil, I could've loved him. But, now that I think about it, he's right, even if I killed him. How ironic. I'm the Goddess of Love yet I have no love for my own, I killed it. You could say that I make do with my 'family', but that's not what I mean. I have no _love_. I can only give it to those around me. Loneliness. My family hates it. But I hate what I can't have. I hate what I give to everyone that I can't give to myself.
I despise it.
If that was true as well as my friend's equation...that must mean...that I despise life.
Right?
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God how sad. (sniff...sigh) Must be awful to live a life like that... On a sad note, tell me what you think by reviewing this prelude, ok? (sniff) Doggone it, this has to be the most upsetting thing I've ever written!
Review! Please?
I don't own Sailor Moon nor Dragonball Z. Since I'm lazy and forgetful, the previous sentence will concur for the following chapters as well.
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Loneliness. Why do we have to be lonely? A cursed, stark, closed life. We are forever destined to be beside the Moon family and be alone, to protect them with no distractions but ourselves. We now call ourselves a 'family', because we are all we have. Jupiter, Mars, Mercury and I. Our present families in the 20th century are now long gone, the freeze over was long after they died so they can't join us in our prosperous life we have now in Crystal Tokyo. You could say that we don't need anyone else, we're happy as we are, but there is always the chance to be, happier. How you ask? A friend of mine told me, that the best way to happiness is to have love in your life, but of course in her book love equalled life. That's how she became happy and prosperous. She found love with Endymion and enjoyed life with him and her child, who we call Small Lady. They love each other dearly, and now I have come to terms with what I can't have in front of my eyes everyday. I can't have what I've been thinking about everyday since I was 13 years old. Danbright, or 'Ace' as I prefer to call him, gave me a vision that I've been hoping was wrong since then, a thousand years ago. A life void of love with a husband. If he hadn't turned evil, I could've loved him. But, now that I think about it, he's right, even if I killed him. How ironic. I'm the Goddess of Love yet I have no love for my own, I killed it. You could say that I make do with my 'family', but that's not what I mean. I have no _love_. I can only give it to those around me. Loneliness. My family hates it. But I hate what I can't have. I hate what I give to everyone that I can't give to myself.
I despise it.
If that was true as well as my friend's equation...that must mean...that I despise life.
Right?
###
God how sad. (sniff...sigh) Must be awful to live a life like that... On a sad note, tell me what you think by reviewing this prelude, ok? (sniff) Doggone it, this has to be the most upsetting thing I've ever written!
Review! Please?