Author: Kisakino Ookami

Title: To Be Loved

Chapter Two: Hush, Little Baby

Disclaimer: I don't own anyone or anything in VPM.

Summary: A girl runs away from home, wishing only to be truly happy. To be loved. But sometimes, happiness cannot be found in this world . . . Only in the fantasy one . . .

Other: This is a continuation of the previous chapter. Read and review!

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*~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Diary Entry ~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

Dear Diary,

I wish that I could die. It's not like anyone would care. Look at me, now I'm going suicidal. Well, not really. I don't think I'd be able to kill myself. I'm not strong enough. I'm too scared. It would hurt too much. I don't want to be hurt anymore. No more.

I'm scared, Diary. So scared it hurts.

I don't know how I'll be able to live in this stupid world now that I have no place to go.

Was it such a great idea to run away?

Hmmph. Of course it was. Anywhere is better than there.

I hope Mom's all right.

She ran away, too.

*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Real Life ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

The girl watched as the cars sped by her, then looked back down at her writings. Currently, she was sitting in a dark, abandoned alleyway, furiously scribbling in a flowered diary. A lock lay on the ground beside her, and a key dangled from a chain around her neck.

She looked about seven or eight, but that was probably because she was huddled up into a ball, knees drawn up almost to her chin. In actuality, she may have been ten, eleven, or even twelve years of age.

On the front of her diary was a glorious array of glitter and sequins, painstakingly glued onto the cover so that they framed the name " Hikari ".

*~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Diary Entry ~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

I love you, Mom. I hope you're all right.

*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Flashback ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

- Hush, little baby, don't say a word,

Mama's going to buy you a mockingbird. -

The young woman cradled the baby in her arms, singing sweetly. The baby cooed, delighted.

- And if that mockingbird don't sing,

Mama's going to buy you a diamond ring. -

It was a girl. She had been so happy when the nurse laid her in her waiting arms.

- And if that diamond ring turns brass,

Mama's going to buy you a looking glass. -

She was her little angel, her own little being of light.

- And if that looking glass gets broke,

Mama's going to buy you a billy goat. -

So beautiful, so lovely, so loved.

- And if that billy goat won't pull,

Mama's going to buy you a cart and bull. -

The infant's wide eyes started to shut, ever so gradually.

- And if that cart and bull turn over,

Mama's going to buy you a dog named Rover. -

With a small burbling gurgle, the babe fell asleep in her mother's arms. The woman smiled and slowly walked to her daughter's small bed, trying not to disturb her daughter.

- And if that dog named Rover won't bark,

Mama's going to buy you a horse and cart. -

Haruna gently lay the baby in her cradle, still singing softly, so softly. "I love you," she whispered in the baby's ear. Her daughter stirred, but did not wake.

- And if that horse and cart fall down,

You'll still be the sweetest little baby in town. -

"My baby. My . . . Hikari . . ."

*~~~~~~~~~~~ End of Flashback ~~~~~~~~~~~*

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