How are you guys! Ok chappie four here ^_^ as always hope ya like it !!!
I don't own shaman king.¬¬; -hate to admit it, but I do own my crappy fics,
bwahahaha!-
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Chapter 4: Guilt
Anna and Jun were on they way home, both were so happy with all the things they had bought. "Hey Anna, will you come with me next week to the mall again?" asked Jun joyfully "I`ll receive an extra allowance" "Count on me!" responded Anna excitedly. Finally the bus arrived and they headed to Jun`s house. Jun opened the door and saw the boys talking and eating Chinese food. "My Renny! I was so worried!" she said hugging Ren hardly, almost choking him. "Argh! Let go! Can`t breathe!" Ren managed to say, then everybody laughed at poor Ren who was now coughing.
******************************************************************** Hao arrived with his crew, which was still sleeping, since they fought all night for food. He sat down next to Opacho, who was sleeping silently, while the others were snorting. Hao sighed and rested his head on his hands. "Ren." he couldn`t stop thinking on him, then he remembered all the times Yoh had been next to Ren. "I hope he comes." he whispered hopelessly. He tried to sleep, but couldn't, he wanted the spike boy to be next to him once more. Lakis woke up and looked at Hao's strange confused look. "Um Hao- sama are you alright?" Hao turned to see Lakis, "Yes Lakis, I guess you bear them all night, didn't you?" "They are crybabies!" Hao smiled and closed his eyes, finally sleeping, but seeing Ren in his dreams.
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An old face appeared behind the door. It was Manta, he was on vacations, but now had returned. "Hey guys!" he greeted smiling. "Manta long time no see!" responded Yoh happily and raising his hand. "And where did you go, Manta?" asked Anna, holding a cup of tea. "I went to Europe, it`s gorgeous! They have many museums and their culture is so interesting!" responded Manta excitedly. "I hear they have wonderful malls in there" exclaimed Jun "I`d like to go someday." "It would be nice if all of us go together!" said Ryou while munching a meat bread. Everybody participated in the interesting conversation about Europe, while Ren just moved the spoon in circles forming little waves in his letter soup. He formed the name Hao on purpose, he couldn`t erase him from his mind. "What do you think Ren?" asked Yoh interrupting his thoughts. "What?" "About all of us going to Europe?" "Sounds great, I'd really like to see the gothic architecture" "Maybe we can go next year" Jun said cheerfully "I`ll invite everyone" "Sister! Stop acting like a rich girl!" Ren scolded. "What, everybody wants to go, don't you?" Everybody nodded in agreement. Ren sighed. They talked all day they didn't notice night fell until Anna looked out the window. "It`s getting dark, let`s go Yoh!" Everybody thanked Jun and Ren and left after saying their goodbyes. "Ren where were you?" asked Jun when they were about to sleep. "I`m tired" said Ren avoiding the question. "Please tell me" insisted Jun. Ren frowned "I wanted some vacations in an open field that`s all." "Oh you were in your garden" "Wah? How do you know?" "You were saying you have a garden in your dreams" "Oh ok I was in my own private garden" Jun looked at Ren "You little troublemaker" she said and kissed him on the cheek "Sleep well" Ren liked been pampered by Jun of course when no one was watching, then he thought "Have someone ever kissed Hao like this?" and finally slept with difficulty.
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"Hao-sama! Wake up!" Opacho said shoving Hao back and forth since he had fallen in a deep sleep. "Huh? What?" he said tiredly, his eyes half opened. A suspicious looking boy with a long robe was standing there. "Good night, are you Mr. Asakura Hao?" he asked politely. "Indeed.what do you want?" responded Hao lazily. "STRIP SERVICE!" screamed the guy throwing his robe away, other two guys arrived with music and lights. "What the fuck?!" said Hao surprised. "Holy shit!" continued Opacho. "Look girls, the strippers arrived XD!!" screamed Matty, in no time Mary and Kana woke up and sat in front of the dancing guys, clapping and fussing. "Ok that`s it!" said Hao taking a deep breath "Relax.it`s just a bad ass situation.nothing to lose temper." "Hao-sama." said Opacho lowly since his master`s eyes were scary. "Im outta here before I burn all the field" whispered an angry Hao, walking heavily away from the fuss. "Stripers yay ^o^!!" screamed Azil sitting with the girls, while the rest of the guys watched with these kinda faces -( O_O!
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Hao arrived to Ren`s sakura garden, he sat heavily under Ren`s favorite tree trying to sleep, when he felt a presence. "Young master, where are you?" said Bason who was lost in the garden watching left and right. "You are Ren`s spirit aren't you?" asked Hao curiously. "It`s you! Where did you take my young master!?" "I took him home" answered the boy. "Really? Did you?, hey why should I trust you?" "Um. cause i`m the only one here?" "Damn you, can you take me too? I don't know exactly the way home." "Just a small problem." "What?" "I left my spirit at the mountain, so we`ll have to go walking" "Why don't you call him? "Hey he need to rest, i`m still doing you a favor, ne?" "Oh allright" Bason sighed knowing he`ll never win the discussion with the clever shaman.
They started walking out of the garden, it was a long way, it will take two hours to arrive to Ren`s house, but what could he do, he didn't want to leave Bason all lost in the garden and a walk could help him relax a little. They were walking in the forest, tough the highway was there. "Hey why don't we follow the highway? It`s easier" Hao kept walking without response. "Hey are ya listening to me?!" Hao turned to look at Bason with a bored look "Why should I use those roads made by insignificant humans?" he said calmly "You should be enjoying this wonderful place" "But we can use it as a shortcut! Come on!" "No" "Please?" "No" "Pretty please?" "Pretty no" "Come on, come on, come on, come on!" "Shut up, would ya?" Bason put sad puppy, shinning eyes looking just into Hao`s eyes "pleasey? "Oh fuck you! Goddamit! Alright alright!!"
Hao reluctantly stepped on the highway and started walking on it, cursing all the way. A car passed by and bipped at him "Hahaha! Poor dog!" screamed the driver. Hao clenched his fist but decided to keep his cool, not wanting to waste time getting angry with a cursed human. "Those stupid rats.!" he said out loudly scaring Bason a little. A second car passed but did nothing, just a girl stuck her head out the window to look at the strange boy walking so late at night in a highway. "Mom doesn't he need help?" "No, he must be crazy or something" Shaman and spirit walked for fifty minutes before a third car passed. The car stopped right in front of them. "Well well well, look what i`ve found here.a cute boy. don't you know it`s too dangerous to walk here this late at night?" asked the guy. Hao ignored the man and continued his way, but the man drove back putting his car in front of Hao again, this time blocking the way. "Nu-uh you are not leaving cutie, you are coming with me" the man got off the car, he was big and brawny. Hao looked at the man "How little you are" he whispered in a menacing tone. "You want to see how big can I be?" teased the man and grabbed Hao`s wrist "You are coming with me!" Hao hadn`t brought his spirit with him, though it still was a stinking human for him. "Let go" he said looking at him, a deadly look. "Not everyday you find a long haired angel walking so late" teased the man again this time pulling Hao. Hao got free easily from the man`s grasp and kicked his head so hard it made a "crack" sound. The man fell and blood ran out of his mouth and nose. Bason watched in horror "You killed him with one kick?!" Hao sighed, trying to recover his coolness "He was scum, come on, lets get going" And they continued their walk.
After twenty minutes a pick up passed by, it stopped too. "Oh boy, here we go again" muttered Hao. "Want a lift?" asked Billy Anderson from inside. Bason knew what Hao would say, so he quickly entered Hao`s body and since the shaman was distracted Bason could control him. "Don't mind if I do thank you" said a possessed Hao climbing on the truck. And they were off. Hao made Bason leave his body "Hey why did you do that?" "Cause I know this guy, he`s Ryou`s friend, and always help us when we need him" Hao glared evily at Billy from outside, then Bason placed in front of him. "Stop that look, he doesn't want to hurt you!...huh? why the sad look?" "These things. harm the sky" said Hao sadly. He lowered his head, he felt so bad to be on a human`s killing machine, well he called them like that. He felt he was betraying the world. In less than ten minutes they were passing in front of Ren`s house. Bason took control of Hao again (taking advantage of the guilt he was feeling at the moment) to stop Billy. "Thank you" said Bason "No problem, take care boy!" answered Billy leaving fastly. "Um, where are you staying? Are you returning?" said Bason leaving Hao`s body.
Hao didn`t answer, he still had his head down, looking at the floor. "Hey are you okay? Hey?, if you want to stay.do it on the garage so my young master doesn't see you or Ms. Jun Tao, ok?" said Bason "ah yes, thank you Hao" he entered the house and opened the garage`s lock. Hao just stood there still, he regretted being on that thing humans called car, he swallowed all the guilt for just looking how the smog flew right in front of his face and damaged the environment. Hao walked a few steps and landed on Ren`s front garden, it was small, just a few roses and plants, then there where the stairs to the main door and next to it the garage. Hao lay there, emotionless, then he clenched his fist and hit the ground without saying anything, the wind playing with his hair. Hao then sat and looked all around him, not a soul, not a shaman or a damned human. He quailed behind the roses and covered his eyes with his hands, hot tears ran down his cheeks, without doing any sound, everything keeping it in for himself.
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Ok, there you have it.
Hao: Geez I think it sucks.
Goki: *evil glare* _-----
Hao: Er.I mean it's great!!! ^_^; (XP)
Goki: Thank you Hao chan hehehe XD
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Chapter 4: Guilt
Anna and Jun were on they way home, both were so happy with all the things they had bought. "Hey Anna, will you come with me next week to the mall again?" asked Jun joyfully "I`ll receive an extra allowance" "Count on me!" responded Anna excitedly. Finally the bus arrived and they headed to Jun`s house. Jun opened the door and saw the boys talking and eating Chinese food. "My Renny! I was so worried!" she said hugging Ren hardly, almost choking him. "Argh! Let go! Can`t breathe!" Ren managed to say, then everybody laughed at poor Ren who was now coughing.
******************************************************************** Hao arrived with his crew, which was still sleeping, since they fought all night for food. He sat down next to Opacho, who was sleeping silently, while the others were snorting. Hao sighed and rested his head on his hands. "Ren." he couldn`t stop thinking on him, then he remembered all the times Yoh had been next to Ren. "I hope he comes." he whispered hopelessly. He tried to sleep, but couldn't, he wanted the spike boy to be next to him once more. Lakis woke up and looked at Hao's strange confused look. "Um Hao- sama are you alright?" Hao turned to see Lakis, "Yes Lakis, I guess you bear them all night, didn't you?" "They are crybabies!" Hao smiled and closed his eyes, finally sleeping, but seeing Ren in his dreams.
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An old face appeared behind the door. It was Manta, he was on vacations, but now had returned. "Hey guys!" he greeted smiling. "Manta long time no see!" responded Yoh happily and raising his hand. "And where did you go, Manta?" asked Anna, holding a cup of tea. "I went to Europe, it`s gorgeous! They have many museums and their culture is so interesting!" responded Manta excitedly. "I hear they have wonderful malls in there" exclaimed Jun "I`d like to go someday." "It would be nice if all of us go together!" said Ryou while munching a meat bread. Everybody participated in the interesting conversation about Europe, while Ren just moved the spoon in circles forming little waves in his letter soup. He formed the name Hao on purpose, he couldn`t erase him from his mind. "What do you think Ren?" asked Yoh interrupting his thoughts. "What?" "About all of us going to Europe?" "Sounds great, I'd really like to see the gothic architecture" "Maybe we can go next year" Jun said cheerfully "I`ll invite everyone" "Sister! Stop acting like a rich girl!" Ren scolded. "What, everybody wants to go, don't you?" Everybody nodded in agreement. Ren sighed. They talked all day they didn't notice night fell until Anna looked out the window. "It`s getting dark, let`s go Yoh!" Everybody thanked Jun and Ren and left after saying their goodbyes. "Ren where were you?" asked Jun when they were about to sleep. "I`m tired" said Ren avoiding the question. "Please tell me" insisted Jun. Ren frowned "I wanted some vacations in an open field that`s all." "Oh you were in your garden" "Wah? How do you know?" "You were saying you have a garden in your dreams" "Oh ok I was in my own private garden" Jun looked at Ren "You little troublemaker" she said and kissed him on the cheek "Sleep well" Ren liked been pampered by Jun of course when no one was watching, then he thought "Have someone ever kissed Hao like this?" and finally slept with difficulty.
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"Hao-sama! Wake up!" Opacho said shoving Hao back and forth since he had fallen in a deep sleep. "Huh? What?" he said tiredly, his eyes half opened. A suspicious looking boy with a long robe was standing there. "Good night, are you Mr. Asakura Hao?" he asked politely. "Indeed.what do you want?" responded Hao lazily. "STRIP SERVICE!" screamed the guy throwing his robe away, other two guys arrived with music and lights. "What the fuck?!" said Hao surprised. "Holy shit!" continued Opacho. "Look girls, the strippers arrived XD!!" screamed Matty, in no time Mary and Kana woke up and sat in front of the dancing guys, clapping and fussing. "Ok that`s it!" said Hao taking a deep breath "Relax.it`s just a bad ass situation.nothing to lose temper." "Hao-sama." said Opacho lowly since his master`s eyes were scary. "Im outta here before I burn all the field" whispered an angry Hao, walking heavily away from the fuss. "Stripers yay ^o^!!" screamed Azil sitting with the girls, while the rest of the guys watched with these kinda faces -( O_O!
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Hao arrived to Ren`s sakura garden, he sat heavily under Ren`s favorite tree trying to sleep, when he felt a presence. "Young master, where are you?" said Bason who was lost in the garden watching left and right. "You are Ren`s spirit aren't you?" asked Hao curiously. "It`s you! Where did you take my young master!?" "I took him home" answered the boy. "Really? Did you?, hey why should I trust you?" "Um. cause i`m the only one here?" "Damn you, can you take me too? I don't know exactly the way home." "Just a small problem." "What?" "I left my spirit at the mountain, so we`ll have to go walking" "Why don't you call him? "Hey he need to rest, i`m still doing you a favor, ne?" "Oh allright" Bason sighed knowing he`ll never win the discussion with the clever shaman.
They started walking out of the garden, it was a long way, it will take two hours to arrive to Ren`s house, but what could he do, he didn't want to leave Bason all lost in the garden and a walk could help him relax a little. They were walking in the forest, tough the highway was there. "Hey why don't we follow the highway? It`s easier" Hao kept walking without response. "Hey are ya listening to me?!" Hao turned to look at Bason with a bored look "Why should I use those roads made by insignificant humans?" he said calmly "You should be enjoying this wonderful place" "But we can use it as a shortcut! Come on!" "No" "Please?" "No" "Pretty please?" "Pretty no" "Come on, come on, come on, come on!" "Shut up, would ya?" Bason put sad puppy, shinning eyes looking just into Hao`s eyes "pleasey? "Oh fuck you! Goddamit! Alright alright!!"
Hao reluctantly stepped on the highway and started walking on it, cursing all the way. A car passed by and bipped at him "Hahaha! Poor dog!" screamed the driver. Hao clenched his fist but decided to keep his cool, not wanting to waste time getting angry with a cursed human. "Those stupid rats.!" he said out loudly scaring Bason a little. A second car passed but did nothing, just a girl stuck her head out the window to look at the strange boy walking so late at night in a highway. "Mom doesn't he need help?" "No, he must be crazy or something" Shaman and spirit walked for fifty minutes before a third car passed. The car stopped right in front of them. "Well well well, look what i`ve found here.a cute boy. don't you know it`s too dangerous to walk here this late at night?" asked the guy. Hao ignored the man and continued his way, but the man drove back putting his car in front of Hao again, this time blocking the way. "Nu-uh you are not leaving cutie, you are coming with me" the man got off the car, he was big and brawny. Hao looked at the man "How little you are" he whispered in a menacing tone. "You want to see how big can I be?" teased the man and grabbed Hao`s wrist "You are coming with me!" Hao hadn`t brought his spirit with him, though it still was a stinking human for him. "Let go" he said looking at him, a deadly look. "Not everyday you find a long haired angel walking so late" teased the man again this time pulling Hao. Hao got free easily from the man`s grasp and kicked his head so hard it made a "crack" sound. The man fell and blood ran out of his mouth and nose. Bason watched in horror "You killed him with one kick?!" Hao sighed, trying to recover his coolness "He was scum, come on, lets get going" And they continued their walk.
After twenty minutes a pick up passed by, it stopped too. "Oh boy, here we go again" muttered Hao. "Want a lift?" asked Billy Anderson from inside. Bason knew what Hao would say, so he quickly entered Hao`s body and since the shaman was distracted Bason could control him. "Don't mind if I do thank you" said a possessed Hao climbing on the truck. And they were off. Hao made Bason leave his body "Hey why did you do that?" "Cause I know this guy, he`s Ryou`s friend, and always help us when we need him" Hao glared evily at Billy from outside, then Bason placed in front of him. "Stop that look, he doesn't want to hurt you!...huh? why the sad look?" "These things. harm the sky" said Hao sadly. He lowered his head, he felt so bad to be on a human`s killing machine, well he called them like that. He felt he was betraying the world. In less than ten minutes they were passing in front of Ren`s house. Bason took control of Hao again (taking advantage of the guilt he was feeling at the moment) to stop Billy. "Thank you" said Bason "No problem, take care boy!" answered Billy leaving fastly. "Um, where are you staying? Are you returning?" said Bason leaving Hao`s body.
Hao didn`t answer, he still had his head down, looking at the floor. "Hey are you okay? Hey?, if you want to stay.do it on the garage so my young master doesn't see you or Ms. Jun Tao, ok?" said Bason "ah yes, thank you Hao" he entered the house and opened the garage`s lock. Hao just stood there still, he regretted being on that thing humans called car, he swallowed all the guilt for just looking how the smog flew right in front of his face and damaged the environment. Hao walked a few steps and landed on Ren`s front garden, it was small, just a few roses and plants, then there where the stairs to the main door and next to it the garage. Hao lay there, emotionless, then he clenched his fist and hit the ground without saying anything, the wind playing with his hair. Hao then sat and looked all around him, not a soul, not a shaman or a damned human. He quailed behind the roses and covered his eyes with his hands, hot tears ran down his cheeks, without doing any sound, everything keeping it in for himself.
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Ok, there you have it.
Hao: Geez I think it sucks.
Goki: *evil glare* _-----
Hao: Er.I mean it's great!!! ^_^; (XP)
Goki: Thank you Hao chan hehehe XD