Chapter 5: Emotions
~~~~~ I got a lot of reviews for this story... AWESOME. I'm so proud of myself! Okay, so read, review, ENJOY. It seems like I'm trying to hypnityze you peeps. Maybe I'm secretly *Puts pinky up to corner of mouth* Mad Mod... MWAHAHAHA! MWAHAHAHA! Well, maybe I'm acting like Dr.Evil, but that's okay. Oh yeah, and websites LIE. I went to this one website and it said that episode ten was gonna' be called "Detention" when it was really called "MAD MOD". Lyers... Well, whos cares they played my special song, which I'm extremely happy about and why am I telling you this I DON'T KNOW. Well, anyways, I'm being an idiot, so yeah, so on with the story! ~~~~~ Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, only the plot. ~~~~~
Beast Boy had taken Raven out onto the roof and Starfire had retreated to her bed room. Raven was a bit confused at this, but in a good kind of way.
Once the two were out on the roof, Raven was the first one to speak. "What did you, um... Want?" she asked trying not to sound too excited. 'YES! I think he's gonna' say he likes me... YES!' she thought to herself. An excited glow formed in her eyes.
"Uh... Well..." Raven was getting even more excited by the second. Her heart was pounding and it seemed like all of her blood was rushing to her head from anticapation.
"Wait, can we sit down?" he asked, flushing. Raven nodded in return and they both sat down at the edge of the tower. "Okay, well... It seems like I... I've had you under the impression that I'm 'in love' with you right?" Raven's face twisted up in confusion, but she answered anyways.
"Well, yeah. For the past month or so, anyways."
"Yeah, I guess I have..." Beast Boy took Raven's hand, softly then said in a quiet voice...(A/N: DUN DUN DUN!) "I don't think I am."
Raven felt like her heart had stopped and an icey chill ran through her body. She just sat there staring into Beast Boy's eyes. Then she replied shakily, "W-What?"
BB's face had a look of sympathy on it."Well, actually, ever since the incident with your mirror... I was under the impression that I liked you. And that was only because of what you're... Umm.... "Preppy" side said to me. So, after I found out you liked me I started to like you for the wrong reasons. I only like you coz' you liked-"
"Shut up." Raven cut in, coldly. She stood up and gave him a look of hurt. Then, she disapared out of the door.
Raven ran through the hall weeping. She pulled her hood up, from it's position of behind her back and kept running towards her room. On the way, she bumped(Well actually more like rammed) into Cyborg. "Raven? What- Why? Why are you crying?!?!" he asked, be-wildered. Raven looked at the ground and didn't move for a moment or two. Then, brushed past him and burst into her room. * BB was still at the top of the tower. 'What did I do...?' he kept thinking to himself. Beast Boy's heart sank. He wasn't even sure if what he said to Raven was the truth. He thought he loved her at first... Then he didn't. And when he broke out the bad news to her, he felt like he loved her again. 'Why did I do that, WHY?!?!?!' BB howled. 'Gee... That must've sounded stupid.' He thought to himself. 'But still... Do you like her or not BB?!?!?! Well, now she's never gonna' forgive me for what I did, so should I just give up? Errgh... She's probably gonna' hate my guts.' * For the next couple of days Raven wasn't heard from. Not even if there was trouble somewhere in the city. Only the four of them would try to beat all the villians, which was extremely hard to do. There were three battles since then, and only one out of the three were won.
Beast Boy always tried to check on Raven, obviously, as a plea of forgiveness, but all he would get in return was a loud boom as if she were throwing something. At least, this assured the rest of the team that she was alright. The door was locked, obviously. But, even if he could've morphed into something, he decided not to, considering it would probably make her even more mad with him.
As of the point, it was a Sunday morning and Starfire, Robin, BB, and Cyborg were gathered at the kitchen table, silently eating there breakfast as it had been since Raven had decided to abandon them. Finally, that day, Cybrog decided to break the silence. "BB? Why is Raven actin' so wack? I saw her in the hall a couple of days ago and she was... Crying?" Beast Boy who was in the middle of chewing his tofu eggs, "literally" spit it out and it flew across the table, landing in Starfire's orange juice. Starfire gave a look of disgus to the drink.
"She was CRYING?!?!" he burst out.
"Yeah." Cyborg replied. "It seems you know why." Starfire and Robin were now listeing intently on the conversation.
"Oh god... I'm gonna'... I'm gonna' go take a walk." Beast Boy replied. As he headed out the front door he muttered dramatically, "I made her cry!"
The room was left in silence, as it had been before. * Raven was in the same position as she had been for the past few days. Lying on her bed, arms behind her head. She hadn't slept or eaten in the past time. Her stomatch raged in a fit of hunger once in awhile, but she didn't care. She didn't want to see the likes of 'him'. It even hurt Raven to think of BB, none the less to think of his name. Now, she was angry, hurt, and sad all at once. 'How could I ever love him?' she'd always think, but immediatley destroy the conversation with herself right then and there.
She was a wreck by now. Her usually slick hair was now mussed up and wrecked and her eyes were a bit droopy and red with a sign of tiredness.
"I've had enough." Raven finally growled towards herself. "If I can't even show my face in my own home... Or go out in public... I might as well end it right here." Raven walked up to her vanity which the mirror of thoughts was perched. she grasped it in her left hand and looked into it one last time to see the same four red eyes glowering in it as it always had. Then her reflection. She knew what she had to do. Destroy the mirror and her feelings along with it. She didn't even stop to think what she was doing next. All she was thinking about was Beast Boy and how angry he made her feel. Not even stopping to think about her friends, the world, the posibilites, all of the danger in the city that she would've had to save in the future... She loosened her grip on the mirror.
~~~~~ READ DOWN THERE IT IS IMPORTANT IF YOU WANNA' KNOW SOME STUFF!!!! ~~~~~ OMG! That was really different then you guys thought it would be, hmmm? I didn't want them to be all happy shmappy and live happily ever after and the world to be perfect, no sir-ey- *Ahem* I'm starting to sound evil aren't I? Sorry bout' that... But, anyways, I just like to twist my stories around, not make them end up like all of the other romances where they just kiss on the roof-top and then it's over. So, this just makes the story longer! :D Well, will Raven destroy her mirror or not... You shall find out as soon as I get five reviews! MWAHAHAHAHA! MWAHAHAHAHA! Geez, I need help... But, this isn't what you expected, is it? Tehe... Please don't hurt me, though... *Cours of fear in a corner*
Emily
~~~~~ I got a lot of reviews for this story... AWESOME. I'm so proud of myself! Okay, so read, review, ENJOY. It seems like I'm trying to hypnityze you peeps. Maybe I'm secretly *Puts pinky up to corner of mouth* Mad Mod... MWAHAHAHA! MWAHAHAHA! Well, maybe I'm acting like Dr.Evil, but that's okay. Oh yeah, and websites LIE. I went to this one website and it said that episode ten was gonna' be called "Detention" when it was really called "MAD MOD". Lyers... Well, whos cares they played my special song, which I'm extremely happy about and why am I telling you this I DON'T KNOW. Well, anyways, I'm being an idiot, so yeah, so on with the story! ~~~~~ Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, only the plot. ~~~~~
Beast Boy had taken Raven out onto the roof and Starfire had retreated to her bed room. Raven was a bit confused at this, but in a good kind of way.
Once the two were out on the roof, Raven was the first one to speak. "What did you, um... Want?" she asked trying not to sound too excited. 'YES! I think he's gonna' say he likes me... YES!' she thought to herself. An excited glow formed in her eyes.
"Uh... Well..." Raven was getting even more excited by the second. Her heart was pounding and it seemed like all of her blood was rushing to her head from anticapation.
"Wait, can we sit down?" he asked, flushing. Raven nodded in return and they both sat down at the edge of the tower. "Okay, well... It seems like I... I've had you under the impression that I'm 'in love' with you right?" Raven's face twisted up in confusion, but she answered anyways.
"Well, yeah. For the past month or so, anyways."
"Yeah, I guess I have..." Beast Boy took Raven's hand, softly then said in a quiet voice...(A/N: DUN DUN DUN!) "I don't think I am."
Raven felt like her heart had stopped and an icey chill ran through her body. She just sat there staring into Beast Boy's eyes. Then she replied shakily, "W-What?"
BB's face had a look of sympathy on it."Well, actually, ever since the incident with your mirror... I was under the impression that I liked you. And that was only because of what you're... Umm.... "Preppy" side said to me. So, after I found out you liked me I started to like you for the wrong reasons. I only like you coz' you liked-"
"Shut up." Raven cut in, coldly. She stood up and gave him a look of hurt. Then, she disapared out of the door.
Raven ran through the hall weeping. She pulled her hood up, from it's position of behind her back and kept running towards her room. On the way, she bumped(Well actually more like rammed) into Cyborg. "Raven? What- Why? Why are you crying?!?!" he asked, be-wildered. Raven looked at the ground and didn't move for a moment or two. Then, brushed past him and burst into her room. * BB was still at the top of the tower. 'What did I do...?' he kept thinking to himself. Beast Boy's heart sank. He wasn't even sure if what he said to Raven was the truth. He thought he loved her at first... Then he didn't. And when he broke out the bad news to her, he felt like he loved her again. 'Why did I do that, WHY?!?!?!' BB howled. 'Gee... That must've sounded stupid.' He thought to himself. 'But still... Do you like her or not BB?!?!?! Well, now she's never gonna' forgive me for what I did, so should I just give up? Errgh... She's probably gonna' hate my guts.' * For the next couple of days Raven wasn't heard from. Not even if there was trouble somewhere in the city. Only the four of them would try to beat all the villians, which was extremely hard to do. There were three battles since then, and only one out of the three were won.
Beast Boy always tried to check on Raven, obviously, as a plea of forgiveness, but all he would get in return was a loud boom as if she were throwing something. At least, this assured the rest of the team that she was alright. The door was locked, obviously. But, even if he could've morphed into something, he decided not to, considering it would probably make her even more mad with him.
As of the point, it was a Sunday morning and Starfire, Robin, BB, and Cyborg were gathered at the kitchen table, silently eating there breakfast as it had been since Raven had decided to abandon them. Finally, that day, Cybrog decided to break the silence. "BB? Why is Raven actin' so wack? I saw her in the hall a couple of days ago and she was... Crying?" Beast Boy who was in the middle of chewing his tofu eggs, "literally" spit it out and it flew across the table, landing in Starfire's orange juice. Starfire gave a look of disgus to the drink.
"She was CRYING?!?!" he burst out.
"Yeah." Cyborg replied. "It seems you know why." Starfire and Robin were now listeing intently on the conversation.
"Oh god... I'm gonna'... I'm gonna' go take a walk." Beast Boy replied. As he headed out the front door he muttered dramatically, "I made her cry!"
The room was left in silence, as it had been before. * Raven was in the same position as she had been for the past few days. Lying on her bed, arms behind her head. She hadn't slept or eaten in the past time. Her stomatch raged in a fit of hunger once in awhile, but she didn't care. She didn't want to see the likes of 'him'. It even hurt Raven to think of BB, none the less to think of his name. Now, she was angry, hurt, and sad all at once. 'How could I ever love him?' she'd always think, but immediatley destroy the conversation with herself right then and there.
She was a wreck by now. Her usually slick hair was now mussed up and wrecked and her eyes were a bit droopy and red with a sign of tiredness.
"I've had enough." Raven finally growled towards herself. "If I can't even show my face in my own home... Or go out in public... I might as well end it right here." Raven walked up to her vanity which the mirror of thoughts was perched. she grasped it in her left hand and looked into it one last time to see the same four red eyes glowering in it as it always had. Then her reflection. She knew what she had to do. Destroy the mirror and her feelings along with it. She didn't even stop to think what she was doing next. All she was thinking about was Beast Boy and how angry he made her feel. Not even stopping to think about her friends, the world, the posibilites, all of the danger in the city that she would've had to save in the future... She loosened her grip on the mirror.
~~~~~ READ DOWN THERE IT IS IMPORTANT IF YOU WANNA' KNOW SOME STUFF!!!! ~~~~~ OMG! That was really different then you guys thought it would be, hmmm? I didn't want them to be all happy shmappy and live happily ever after and the world to be perfect, no sir-ey- *Ahem* I'm starting to sound evil aren't I? Sorry bout' that... But, anyways, I just like to twist my stories around, not make them end up like all of the other romances where they just kiss on the roof-top and then it's over. So, this just makes the story longer! :D Well, will Raven destroy her mirror or not... You shall find out as soon as I get five reviews! MWAHAHAHAHA! MWAHAHAHAHA! Geez, I need help... But, this isn't what you expected, is it? Tehe... Please don't hurt me, though... *Cours of fear in a corner*
Emily