Lily smiled to herself has she brushed the hair the next morning reliving
the ending to the end of the night to her friends. She had never drunk
alcohol but she hadn't realised how wonderful it was. It had given her the
confidence she's needed to kiss James and that had made her happier than
she'd ever thought possible. Even though only twenty-four hours ago she had
been cursing his name.
For a change he'd made her happy, and if letting go a little made her this happy she was going to do it for a little while longer. Responsibility was important granted, but it wasn't her life, She needed fun, and last night had been just that. It didn't matter to her that James had been with lots of girls before either, after seeing what he had organised she could see just how thoughtful and great he really was!
She got up and put on her lip-gloss, it was a Tuesday morning and potions first, and she was James' partner. Normally this was a pain but she was looking forward to it after what he and she had shared the night before. It had been magical, and now the only thing she could think of, which was why she was constantly thinking it over analysing over and over and of course why she was making sure she looked just right so he didn't regret what happened. That would be the worst possible thing to happen, James to regret what he had done. She couldn't take that.
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James awoke early, yet he put off getting out of bed, he simply couldn't face the world, them all knowing what he'd done. He'd crossed the line kissing Lily Evans, he'd wanted to loosen her up not make her fall for him. It had been to far, he had toyed with her emotions more than once before, but this was different. It was wrong; it felt wrong which could only mean one thing. He felt something for Lily. Hate? Envy? Anger? No none of those, it was something else, he couldn't stop thinking about the night before.
Sirius leapt on James bed, "Well done mate, last night was amazing," he paused "You had me believing it," James made an attempt at a smile and pulled himself out of bed from underneath Sirius.
James sat and got clothed while Sirius replayed the whole night to the entire dormitory, laughing at appropriate points, well appropriate for Sirius.
They headed down to breakfast leaving James ruffling his hair, he had potions next and somehow wanted to look his best, he wasn't sure why he just felt he should.
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James realised why he wished to look his best once he entered the potions classroom and made his way over to his desk, it was Lily his partner.
"Hi," He grimaced awkwardly as she smiled in reply. He couldn't help noticing how nice she looked this morning. It made him feel less bad about not despising her anymore; maybe he was learning to tolerate her? Or maybe he was growing to like her?
The lesson continued without event, until the end when Lily asked for a word, they took a walk in the gardens. James took it was regarding duties, when he'd kissed a girl they normally took it for granted he didn't want a relationship. This one didn't.
"I really like you James," Lily told him, "But I don't know what to do, I'm stuck- you're giving me signals today that you regret last night"
"Not at all." There was silence.
They looked into each other's eyes and smiled, Lily went for his hand and he thought about pulling back, but he couldn't. She placed his hand on her side and stepped closer to his face.
He looked into her eyes feeling stupid that he couldn't stop himself, hang on, he hated this girl he was about to kiss. He tried to tell himself it was all for the big plan, but he didn't believe it himself.
They looked into each other's eyes, his hands now around her back, and them gradually receding up underneath her top. She took this as her sign, she opened her mouth and brought it up to James level, she gave him the choice as she stood there, and he took it.
They stood there kissing, James hands getting further up her back as she held his face in place not letting him move it. James pulled his hands out from under the back of her top and they fell awkwardly by his sides, Lily pulled them up and they began to lie just under her jeans waistband.
Lily was stumped, James really knew his way around a girl's body, and how to kiss someone. Yet she still felt he was unsure. Unsure as he may have been he carried on, wholeheartedly. He brought his hands once again up her top and he neared her bra fastener.
He stopped
Just stopped, it wasn't like him; he couldn't do it to her. He Cared?
He couldn't handle it, she would have let him do it, and he just couldn't.
That's when he got scared, and stopped. Grabbed her hand and pulled her into one of the greenhouses.
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For a change he'd made her happy, and if letting go a little made her this happy she was going to do it for a little while longer. Responsibility was important granted, but it wasn't her life, She needed fun, and last night had been just that. It didn't matter to her that James had been with lots of girls before either, after seeing what he had organised she could see just how thoughtful and great he really was!
She got up and put on her lip-gloss, it was a Tuesday morning and potions first, and she was James' partner. Normally this was a pain but she was looking forward to it after what he and she had shared the night before. It had been magical, and now the only thing she could think of, which was why she was constantly thinking it over analysing over and over and of course why she was making sure she looked just right so he didn't regret what happened. That would be the worst possible thing to happen, James to regret what he had done. She couldn't take that.
....................................
James awoke early, yet he put off getting out of bed, he simply couldn't face the world, them all knowing what he'd done. He'd crossed the line kissing Lily Evans, he'd wanted to loosen her up not make her fall for him. It had been to far, he had toyed with her emotions more than once before, but this was different. It was wrong; it felt wrong which could only mean one thing. He felt something for Lily. Hate? Envy? Anger? No none of those, it was something else, he couldn't stop thinking about the night before.
Sirius leapt on James bed, "Well done mate, last night was amazing," he paused "You had me believing it," James made an attempt at a smile and pulled himself out of bed from underneath Sirius.
James sat and got clothed while Sirius replayed the whole night to the entire dormitory, laughing at appropriate points, well appropriate for Sirius.
They headed down to breakfast leaving James ruffling his hair, he had potions next and somehow wanted to look his best, he wasn't sure why he just felt he should.
..................................
James realised why he wished to look his best once he entered the potions classroom and made his way over to his desk, it was Lily his partner.
"Hi," He grimaced awkwardly as she smiled in reply. He couldn't help noticing how nice she looked this morning. It made him feel less bad about not despising her anymore; maybe he was learning to tolerate her? Or maybe he was growing to like her?
The lesson continued without event, until the end when Lily asked for a word, they took a walk in the gardens. James took it was regarding duties, when he'd kissed a girl they normally took it for granted he didn't want a relationship. This one didn't.
"I really like you James," Lily told him, "But I don't know what to do, I'm stuck- you're giving me signals today that you regret last night"
"Not at all." There was silence.
They looked into each other's eyes and smiled, Lily went for his hand and he thought about pulling back, but he couldn't. She placed his hand on her side and stepped closer to his face.
He looked into her eyes feeling stupid that he couldn't stop himself, hang on, he hated this girl he was about to kiss. He tried to tell himself it was all for the big plan, but he didn't believe it himself.
They looked into each other's eyes, his hands now around her back, and them gradually receding up underneath her top. She took this as her sign, she opened her mouth and brought it up to James level, she gave him the choice as she stood there, and he took it.
They stood there kissing, James hands getting further up her back as she held his face in place not letting him move it. James pulled his hands out from under the back of her top and they fell awkwardly by his sides, Lily pulled them up and they began to lie just under her jeans waistband.
Lily was stumped, James really knew his way around a girl's body, and how to kiss someone. Yet she still felt he was unsure. Unsure as he may have been he carried on, wholeheartedly. He brought his hands once again up her top and he neared her bra fastener.
He stopped
Just stopped, it wasn't like him; he couldn't do it to her. He Cared?
He couldn't handle it, she would have let him do it, and he just couldn't.
That's when he got scared, and stopped. Grabbed her hand and pulled her into one of the greenhouses.
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