Just an Angel.

~Celestial DreamBlaze

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Summary: Assigned the same mission over again, an angel cannot take the pain that laces her heart. Serenity remembers a time of happiness… a time of love. Who is it that had captured her heart and returned to heaven in a state of sadness?

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NEW PROJECT! I know this is incredibly short but I want to see, for those who are interested, if anyone can guess what the story idea is. I got it partly from a book, well the title only, and then the title sprung up to a story. Various book, movies, and t.v. Episodes contributed to the story idea. It's going to be a big project but I'm hoping you'll like this.

R&R ppls. I appreciate it lots. It's nice to know that people would take the time to review something you work so hard for. It is hard minna… coming up with the story, the plot, the grammar, the character developments and other factors that are needed to please you all… ^.~ and perfect writing. ^^ I'm not saying that I am good, merely saying that I want to get better, better enough that people will like it too.

Own story. No own characters… yes, I just discovered that now and I'm very sad, I'm drowning my sorrows in Pepsi ^.~ (Disclaimer applies to the whole fic)

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The place was massive; neither was it a room nor an open area, but one large expanse colored with shining white clouds and skies of blue and silver that created the room like appearance. The place was ethereal and luminescent, not a looming shadow in sight, streaks of sunlight fell through the clouds, brightening the room's already brilliant expanse.

In the middle of this pure and light aura-radiating room a form was bent over its place, a figure of dejection and hopelessness, not at all suiting the purpose of the room as the person usually would personify. The clouds loomed above in obvious worry for the angel, wondering how a celestial such as she could be so dismal.

"Rena?"

A mass of blonde hair swiveled, its beauty captured under the light, sparkling so heavenly as they gazed at the approaching angel. Eyes that usually held laughter, joy, and love were somber, saddened, and broken. How could an angel lose its light?

Silent navy eyes watched her, watched as wise sapphire orbs gazed back with unseen sadness. Her heart ached that she would be leaving again, after so many times. She wondered how Serenity could take it, how she managed to still be happy after all she experienced.

"Are you ready."

Silence. "It matters not if I am, Uranus, I go anyway."

Uranus, Lady of the Sky and Winds, sighed, brushing her short dirty blonde hair from her bangs. It was true, each time Serenity was assigned a new duty, although the duties were always the same, she would set off no matter if it were a choice or not. Uranus' tall form slouched in a dejected manner, she had been selected the one to lighten up their friend for the assignment.

Their group was concerned for their friend, wondering why her depression had not stopped after a week like it usually would, they did not want her leaving so sad, lest it affect her initial assignment. Going up to the forlorn angel, she hugs her friend. "I'm sorry this happened to you. Sorry that your happiness is sacrificed, it is because of who you are and what you bring forth."

Tears gently trailed her face; her puffy eyes rimmed with red, bags were also formed under her eyes, which was utterly ridiculous because Angels always looked beautiful and perfect and because angels didn't need sleep. Her sparkling white wings speckled with glimmers of gold that would proudly display its feathers were now drooped limbless to the alabaster floor. It's feathers in disarray as if it had been flying furiously in the sky, wishing to escape its caged darkness.

With a sob in her throat, finding it difficult to speak, she bit back, "Its hard. I can't take it anymore Uranus, so many times have I been through this and although I should be happy to be back and to experience what I did, it tears my heart. It rips the pieces that I have left each time I go."

Uranus felt tears glaze her eyes; she could feel her friend's sadness pierce right through her heart and echo the vast corners of the room. How she wished she could take the pain, how she wished she could shelter the pure angel away from the unforgiving world and their master but that would be like murder. Someone like Serenity could never cope with loneliness, she needed people and she needed love. It was just… she gave so much but never once had she asked never once had she received what should be her right. There was something in her tone, it was a tone of immense sadness, one that had never been present each time an assignment turned successful.

"There was someone wasn't there?" She could feel Serenity's frame tense, knowing that her words had hit right on the mark and had stabbed at the saddened angel's soul.

"Yes."

It was said so quietly yet it rang through the mystic air, so loud and final.

Serenity didn't want to think, didn't want to think of the one who captured her immortal heart but she couldn't stop. Once it started, an out pour of her memories turned on like a film reel and played her lives over and over again. Every single moment and second, it stole her breath and took her soul. Not this again. No! Serenity tore out a cry, not wishing to relive these painful memories she wanted to live again.

To be with her love again.

"I want to be with my heart again, but what can I do? We are stuck here, only doing our duties to the earth and beyond," she started softly and the last she cried out, "I just want my Heart! Can't I be happy? Can't I experience happiness that all mortals get to experience? Why! Why?"

Somber, dejected, and broken she replied to her question. "I am just an angel nothing more nothing less. Forever condemned to work in these majestic and vast halls."

Quietly, not knowing what to do, Uranus just holds Serenity, her proud royal blue tinted wings enveloping both their forms, hoping to comfort the angel that so lit up their lives. She kept on holding her, listening to the bitter cry and disheartened whispering voice of her friend.

"Just an angel."

The cries of a saddened angel rang out of the walls and spread throughout the Kingdom of Heaven. Her mournful cries brought despair and sorrow for the broken angel.

Flashback…

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Perked your interests? I hope so… if you'll be patient with me I'll get the next chapter out soon, I hope you guys don't guess the surprise though… I had fun with this project.

Much mahalz and mahaloz

Until Next time

~Celestial DreamBlaze