"I thought you meant that you just wanted to head back here," Natalie said. I was packing my bags as fast as possible. "I have nothing to do here Nat, I might as well head home," I told her. "But… what about us?" Bryan asked as he drank a can of Pepsi. "Come visit me sometime okay?" I said to him with a smile I forced out. "You look miserable Miyu, you can't even make a forced smile to look good," Nicky told me. "I'm sorry," I apologized. "I'll follow you," Natalie said as she pulled her bag along. "You should stay here Nat, Kian needs you and you have a job," I told her. "I'm not letting you go back alone Miyu, besides, Kian isn't that desperate in me and the group's in a break," she told me. I couldn't help but start to cry again. "It's just unbearable Nat… my hearts been broken way too many times," I told her. "I'm going to kill that bastard," Mark said as he clenched his fist. "Just let him be Mark, I know he's done me wrong a lot, but I just want him to be happy," I told him. "Miyu, you're doing it again," Bryan told me. "Bryan… I've been strong to myself for far too long… and I'm still not giving up… I just want you guys to still be together, because I still want the group to last longer," I told him. "How in the world could we just ignore something like this and make up to him?" Nicky asked unbelievingly. "It's just a matter of forgiveness… I've already forgiven him," I replied. "If there's nothing else, could one of you help me book two tickets to Hokkaido?" I said as I continued to pack my clothes. Bryan helped with the bookings while the rest helped Natalie and I to pack. Before it was even midnight, I've already left Dublin… leaving behind the dream I once believed in.

"What was that all about?" Gillian asked just as we left. "I'm still confused Gill," Shane told her. "Not to matter then, I'm going to be here from now on," she said as she kissed him again. Shane felt that something was wrong. He felt a different feeling in him once they kissed and he quickly pushed her away. "Shane? What's wrong?" she asked. "This doesn't feel right," he told her. "What do you mean?" she asked again. "You don't kiss like you use to anymore," Shane said as he touched his lips. "Seriously Shane… I'm still not getting what you mean," Gillian said confusedly. "You don't love me anymore do you?" Shane asked as he stared at her. "I do Shane! How could you say something like that?" Gillian continued in anger. "You used to kiss me with a feeling of passion… but it's cold now," he told her. "You've got to be kidding right?" Gillian said. "No… I felt a different kiss before… it wasn't yours," he said. Gillian looked at him unbelievingly. "I got to go Gillian… I'm sorry that it didn't work out," Shane quickly said as he got up and left the room. Gillian just dropped to the ground as tears flowed down her cheeks. Shane headed back into his room and changed before any doctors or nurses came. He sneaked out the hospital and wondered around Sligo. Somehow, his feelings guided him to a hotel. Just as he arrived at the entrance, he bumped into the other lads. "Shane?" Mark called out. Shane just looked at them blankly. Bryan charged at him and gave him a swift punch that pushed Shane back to the wall. "Bryan!" the rest shouted as they pulled him back. "You disgust me Shane…" Bryan said to him. "I don't know," Shane replied softly. "What do you mean you don't know? Miyuki is already on her way back home with a broken heart and you dare to tell me you don't know?" Bryan shouted furiously. "I'm confused Bryan… what's going on? I don't remember a thing," Shane said. Bryan looked at him confusedly. "I remember Gill… I remember you guys… but… Miyuki… I think I know that name," Shane whispered. The rest looked at him unbelievingly. "Miyuki Seishiro… the Japanese girl that we met on the flight to London! Our personal assistant," Nicky told him. Shane tried to recall his memories, when suddenly there was a sudden pain in his brain. Shane fell to his knees as he clenched his head.