All because of you…
You said I'd be able to make it happen, watch the world through another's eyes, become something I'd never been before…
Happy.
You told me this, all of it "You can do it. You only have to do one thing…" but that one thing turned into many others, and soon enough, instead of being happy, I was miserable.
My friends started turning away from me, cause I was always busy. What they didn't know was that I was with you. Content, as I was in the beginning, it started to get to me. Having no friends except him. I was such a loner. It was his fault. He made me this way he took away my happiness and hid it away. He lied, and now I can never forgive him.
He was my sanctuary, someone I could be with, and just be myself. Not having to keep the façade that I put up everyday for everyone around me. He used to be the one that I went to for advice, someone I could spill my guts to and not have to worry about whether or not it's be around the school in five minutes. He was my solace, away from everyone, and I miss him, but hate him all same.
Now I'm trapped, trapped between how I feel, and the right thing to do. Trapped from my feelings. Trapped in a glass box, I can see the happiness that other share. It's so close, yet so far, and somehow I doubt I'm ever going to get out. I'm trapped unfeeling in a glass box, on display, with everyone is staring at me. Whispering behind their hands. I know what they say they talk about him. They know what happened, but only one side of the story, the story where I'm the one who's wrong.
They're the wrong ones. They weren't there. They aren't the one he chose. The one he singled out just for the sole purpose of getting someone else. I was the one he took, the one who was used, and was forced into things. The one who got isolated from my friends, all for his happiness, and so he could get what he wanted.
Which was someone else.
The same person I've been wanting, the same person that brought me to him in the first place.
A/N: I'm not sure who to make this about, either Ginny talking about Tom, Ginny talking about Harry, or Ginny talking about Draco. Review on who you should think it should be about, I promise to try and make this one long XD - Kridel
