Breaking The Habit
By: Linkin Park
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Inu-Yasha looked into the deep well. He thought about what had happened. Kikyo had been there she had come to get him and when he smelt her sent her ran to her to see what was wrong and why she had come. She had kissed him. And Kagome had been there. Kagome was there when Kikyo kissed him part of his mind hadn't taken that in yet. When Kagome had seen them she just started to cry and ran to the well. Inu-Yasha left Kikyo and ran after her and now he stared into the well where he Kagome had refuged. 'Why does this always happen in a pattern, the same things happen over and over I go see Kikyo Kagome fallows Kikyo kisses me and Kagome sees and runs home.' But this time Inu- Yasha had a sinking feeling in his gut. Something told him Kagome wasn't coming back this time. He thought of all the times he had with Kagome good and bad. Mostly bad, the fighting sometimes it seemed like that's all they did.
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
Sango, Miroku, and Shippo came to the well and landed behind Inu-Yasha.
"Inu-Yasha where is
Kagome?" Sango asked. "She…she…she went home."Inu-Yasha said slowly not showing
any emotions. "WHAT DID YOU DO NOW?" Shippo yelled. "I didn't do anything."
Inu-Yasha feh'd. He started to slowly walk into his forest. "It was Kikyo
wasn't it." "Feh." Inu-Yasha jumped
into a tree and sprinted into his forest jumping from tree to tree. "She'll
come back, she always does." Miroku comforted. "Yeah I guess so."
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(Unless I try to start again)
Inu-Yasha sat in a large tree and thought to himself. It seemed like all there fights were his fault. But there was no way he would admit that to anyone and he would defiantly never apologize. Even though it may seem so he didn't want to fight all these demons who wanted the jewel or anything to tell the truth all he wanted was… was a family. That's all he ever wanted. After his mother and father died no one loved him they were the only ones who had ever loved him. His brother sure didn't like him. And then he decided he wanted to become a full demon so then he wouldn't have the feeling of love he didn't want feeling that's what make people weak. Then he fell in love with Kikyo he felt loved he didn't need the jewel. Then after Kikyo and Naraku the betrayal the awakening and everything he decided he needed it. Now again no one loved him. So he was in a hurry to pick up the jewel shards to fulfill his original plan. But did he really need it again did anyone love him now?
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside i realize
That I'm the one confused
Then he realized I have Kagome I don't need the jewel. But what about Kikyo I could revive her with the jewel. But what about Kagome. But we cant let anyone else get the jewel. And what about Naraku.
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Inu-Yasha thought about how he always tried to keep Kagome from going home always tried to keep her with him not letting any one else have her.
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
Now that he thought about it the thought of loosing Kagome at a whole or to anyone else not only infuriated him it also hurt him a sharp knife twisting in his mid section.
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Inu-Yasha jumped out of his tree and started to run to the well. "Could I love Kagome? I do! I love Kagome" he thought aloud.
I'll paint it on the walls
Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
He was going to tell Kagome. He was going to tell Kagome he loved her.
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
Inu-Yasha jumped into the well and landed in modern Japan her ran out of the well house and to Kagome.
So I'm breaking the habit
Inu-Yasha jumped through her bedroom window and saw Kagome tears spilling down her eyes and a knife to her throat. "KAGOME!"
I'm breaking the habit
Kagome dropped her knife onto the ground and turned around staring straight into his amber eyes.
I'm breaking the habit tonight
"I LOVE YOU!"
THE END