Ok this is a dark fic, or a tragedy as Shakespeare would call it. I don't
own Inuyasha or yu yu Hakusho, but I do own Shinta, Draco, and Kurono.
Their mine you can't have them..i should have pictures of them on my web
site soon maybe...if I get time.please review my story
Sesshomaru sat apon his futon inside his palace bedchambers. For the past hour he had been sitting in the same position on his bed. In his hands was an old rag doll that had once belonged to Rin.
" Nine years, you left me for another, what did I do wrong to drive you to him."
Nine years ago Rin had left him to mate with a swan youkia that was the ruler of the marshlands in the southern lands.
" It took her leaving for me to discover my love for her."
Sesshomaru fingered the doll in his hands. Rin had left this in her room when she had left. Sesshomaru didn't know if Rin had simply left it by accident or had left it for him. Sesshomaru was so absorbed in his thoughts that he didn't hear the door to his room slid open and the tiny footsteps that approached his bed. Sesshomaru on the inside nearly jumped out of his skin when he felt something tugging on his pant leg, but his outside appearance remained the same. Sesshomaru looked down ready to yell at Jaken when he was met by two large watery golden eyes. Sesshomaru felt his heart melt as he looked into the crying eyes of his only child.
Shinta was looking up at him while clutching a stuffed white dog that one of the servants had made for him.
" What is it?" Sesshomaru's voice was cold. He mentally smacked himself. It was obvious that Shinta was upset about something.
" I'm sorry Shinta come here." Sesshomaru opened his arms. Shinta spent no time crawling up onto the bed and into his father's arms.
Sesshomaru pulled Shinta to him. This was the only creature that Sesshomaru cared this much for. Yes with Rin he loved her and would always protect her. But his son he would give his life to protect. He didn't know what made him decided that but he knew he just would.
Shinta was still crying softly into Sesshomaru's chest. Sesshomaru ran a hand through Shinta's white hair.
" Daddy?"
Sesshomaru looked down in to his son's eyes.
" Yes Shinta."
" I had a bad dream, can I sleep with you to night?" Shinta put on a sad puppy dog look. Sesshomaru winced. Not the puppy dog eyes, those things were irresistible even for him.
" Oh all right you can sleep with me tonight." Shinta instantly brightened and dove under the covers.
" You really didn't have a nightmare did you." A head poked out from under the covers a devilish grin on its face. It shook its head and disappeared back under the covers. Sighing Sesshomaru went in after his son.
" You little bugger. You lied to me." There was insane giggling from under the covers. Shinta poked his head out from under the covers. He squealed as Sesshomaru grabbed him and drug him out from under the covers.
" DADDY!" Shinta shrieked as Sesshomaru began to tickle him. " I GIVE I GIVE."
Sesshomaru chuckled. " You know the punishment for lying." Shinta some how managed to wriggle his way out of his fathers grasp and took off across the room. For a four year old he moved very quickly.
Shinta suddenly froze by the door. He raised his small head a sniffed a couple of times. He began to growl. It was a low growl of a warning; there was something in the air that his sensitive nose did not like. Sesshomaru to sniffed the air only he got a different reaction.
" RIN!"
Sesshomaru tore out of the room leaving Shinta behind.
" DADDY WAIT UP!" Shinta took off after his father but soon lost sight of him. Pouting Shinta continued to fallow his fathers sent. It only took a short while to find him.
Sesshomaru was currently hugging a human girl. Why Shinta had no clue, curious Shinta came closer though he stayed in the shadows out of site. The young human girl was crying into his fathers shoulder. Beside her were two young boys, thought they were older then himself.
Shinta took a careful sniff. They smelled like swan youkia though they had the sent of human in them. * so that's a hanyou, isn't my uncle one of them.* Shinta took a couple more steps forward but still kept to the shadows. He spied Jaken a little ways off. The little imp youkia had a disgusted look on his face. " Jaken- sama." Jaken looked up from his position, he spied Shinta and walked over to the young inu-tenshi.
" Shinta, what are you doing up. Does your father know your up." Jaken whispered. Shinta nodded his head. He nodded towards the new comers.
" Who are they?" he asked innocently.
Jaken shook his head, the disgusted look returning. " Her names Rin, she was your fathers ward for quiet some time, then she left him to mate with a swan taiyoukia. Sesshomaru - Sama loved her but never told her. So instead he found another mate, your mother. Well it seems that the swan prince who Rin was matted to was killed and his brother drove her and her twin sons from the land and she's come crawling back begging to be Sesshomaru - Sama's mate."
Shinta pulled a disgusted face. " But father said he would never take another mate after mother died." Tears stated to fall from Shinta's eyes at the fresh memory of his mothers tragic death, for which he had witnessed just a matter of months ago.
Jaken shook his head.
" I dought he will keep that promise, he's always loved Rin."
Shinta turned to look at his father hopping to all gods that he would not take another mate like he had said he would. His father currently had his back to him. He was hugging Rin, the two boys were staring at their mother, both were pretty with long golden blond hair that fell in waves down their backs. They had dark blue eyes and small white feathery wings.
Shinta flexed his own small wings, right now they were small but when he got older they would be huge bigger then any swan youkia's.
Shinta's attention returned to his father and Rin when Rin pulled away from his father.
" Sesshomaru - Sama, I'm so sorry I never should have left you, will you allow me to come back only this time as your mate."
Shinta silently pleaded that his father would turn her down. He felt his heart break when he heard his father reply.
" Rin I would love to take you as a mate."
Silent tears started to flow down Shinta's cheeks.
" Father no..how could you? You promised." Shinta's voice was quiet, so quiet that Jaken had a hard time hearing him.
A arm rapped around Shinta's small shoulders. He looked up to kurono, one of his guardian tenshi. Kurono was known as a black tenshi cause he had black hair and wings. They were as humans called them dark angels, but were really warrior angels that were assigned to protect the royal angels such as Shinta. Kurono was one of the funniest and was a more a child at heart then any of the others that probly why Shinta got along so well with him.
" hey little guy what's wrong?" Kurono looked concerned. Shinta couldn't trust his voice and pointed over towards his father and Rin.
Kurono looked over just in time to see Sesshomaru mark his new mate. He turned away disgusted.
" Filthy youkia, they are the vermin of the earth. No offense Jaken, your ok." Jaken nodded though he still looked a little mad for being called vermin.
" Not two months after mei kui's death and he is already taking a mate, youkia are sad creatures." He pulled Shinta into a hug as he noticed the boy starting to hyperventilate.
" Shh..hey it's ok. hush." Shinta didn't calm down, but he buried his head in kurono's robes. Kurono turned disgusted to listen to Sesshomaru's conversation.
" Well I guess I should introduce you to the rest of the family then." Rin said. Her two boys stepped forward.
" This is Atoka, and this is Uramteshi. They are my twin sons." The two boys bowed respectfully to their new father.
" we are honored to be a part of your family, father."
Shinta felt his blood boil.
" how dare they call him father. He's my father." Kurono looked down startled.
" what the..." Kurono looked down to see a now 16-year-old Shinta sitting next to him.
Some how Shinta had managed to transform into his older self. Kurono took a second to look over the boy. He was nothing short of gorgeous, he looked exactly like his father except that his marking looked to be nothing more then gold dust on his cheeks and forehead. His eyes, which were slightly larger, then Sesshomaru's were many different shades of gold. His white hair fell to his mid back, and throughout the hair were single gold strands. He was tall that was a definite. And patruding from his shoulder blades were two of the largest wings that Kurono had ever seen. If they were unfolded they could have easily had a wingspan of 30 feet each.
Kurono was brought back from his search by a low rumbling sound. Shinta was growling. Jaken looked startled.
" What happened to him? He's all grown up." Kurono shook his head.
" This is something that is very rare. Tenshi if they feel threatened or are at a high stress level will revert to a form for which they are their strongest. For Shinta it must be around the age of sixteen. I've only heard of this but never actually seen it." Kurono still had a hold of Shinta. Shinta was shaking slightly anger could be seen in his eyes.
" I can't believe him." Shinta once again dissolved into tears, only this time they weren't silent. Sesshomaru turned at the noise.
" what is going on. Shinta is that you." Sesshomaru was looking straight at him but was not seeing anything.
Shinta sniffed but remained silent. The anger had returned full force. * son of a bitch*
Sesshomaru continued to look off into the shadows. " Shinta come out and meet your new brothers, I know your there I can smell you." * but why is his sent older*
Shinta stood and stepped out into the light, a glare gracing his features. There were several gasps. The look on Sesshomaru's was priceless.
" Shinta? What happened to you."
Shinta sneered. " Nothing of your concern, Sesshomaru."
Sesshomaru flinched at the biting tone. * Wait he didn't call me father. *
" Shinta you must show respect to your father. Now say hello to your mother and brothers."
Shinta turned to face Sesshomaru.
" I'll show my respect to my father when I see him next, and my mothers dead she died two months ago cause my father was off mopping and couldn't protect her. And as far as I know I have no siblings, if you call those pathetic excuses for creatures my siblings. Now if you don't mind I am going to bed and maybe when I wake my father will have returned." At that Shinta turned and left not waiting for Sesshomaru's response.
Kurono and Jaken quickly fallowed Shinta not wishing to be in the same room as Sesshomaru now.
Sesshomaru stood there shocked, but the shock quickly faded to hurt. What Shinta had said had hurt him deeply. * how could he have said that. and what happened to him he was older.*
Sesshomaru turned back to his new mate. She looked slightly scared, her two sons had a look of shock on their faces.
" was that your son?" Sesshomaru nodded.
" I don't know what happened to him though, he's only four years old, but he looked to be sixteen. What happened?" the last part was more to himself.
" Shido"
A young servant appeared.
" yes my lord."
" Take Rin and her sons to a room. I will retrieve them soon. I need to have a talk with my son." At that Sesshomaru left towards Shinta's room.
Sesshomaru entered Shinta's room to find him still in teenager form with his guardian tenshi holding him. Kurono was rocking the sobbing boy back and forth.
" hey..shh..it's alright, you hurt I understand that. let it all out, you'll feel better after this."
Shinta looked up into Kurono's face. He knew his father was hiding in the shadow of the door but he didn't care.
" Kurono how could he break his promise to me." Kurono also knew that Sesshomaru was standing in the door and saw where Shinta was taking this.
" I don't know kiddo. I always knew that at some time Sesshomaru would take another mate. But usually they have to honor to wait a couple years before getting another mate."
" but no my father is such a horn dogger that he had to have a fuck toy not two months after my mothers death, which is particle his fault."
Kurono was starting to get a little nervous. Sesshomaru was not one known for holding his temper, and he didn't want to get the blunt of the attack. But he decided to continue to play along.
" all I've heard are rumors, but is it true that he was off sulking when you two were attacked and he didn't even realize anything had happened until three days latter."
" Kurono, out!" Kurono nearly left a skid pattern on the floor as he raced from the room. Shinta turned his back to Sesshomaru. Anger was quickly over taking the sadness he was feeling.
" Shinta looked at me."
Once thing was for certain Shinta had defiantly in hearted his mother's stubbornness. He kept his back turned to Sesshomaru and remained silent.
" Look at me when I am talking to you." Sesshomaru sounded really angry.
* I'm probly going to get into a lot of trouble for this but oh well.*
" Tell me Sesshomaru, why should I look at you. Your words mean nothing to me."
That had pushed it to far. Shinta was painfully thrown across the room, where he smashed into the stonewall. Thought he was in a teenage form he still only had the pain tolerance of a four year old. Shinta felt several bones break as he was imbedded into the stonewall by the force of his fathers throw. A single thought crosses his mind before it succumbed to blackness. " Why?"
Sesshomaru sat apon his futon inside his palace bedchambers. For the past hour he had been sitting in the same position on his bed. In his hands was an old rag doll that had once belonged to Rin.
" Nine years, you left me for another, what did I do wrong to drive you to him."
Nine years ago Rin had left him to mate with a swan youkia that was the ruler of the marshlands in the southern lands.
" It took her leaving for me to discover my love for her."
Sesshomaru fingered the doll in his hands. Rin had left this in her room when she had left. Sesshomaru didn't know if Rin had simply left it by accident or had left it for him. Sesshomaru was so absorbed in his thoughts that he didn't hear the door to his room slid open and the tiny footsteps that approached his bed. Sesshomaru on the inside nearly jumped out of his skin when he felt something tugging on his pant leg, but his outside appearance remained the same. Sesshomaru looked down ready to yell at Jaken when he was met by two large watery golden eyes. Sesshomaru felt his heart melt as he looked into the crying eyes of his only child.
Shinta was looking up at him while clutching a stuffed white dog that one of the servants had made for him.
" What is it?" Sesshomaru's voice was cold. He mentally smacked himself. It was obvious that Shinta was upset about something.
" I'm sorry Shinta come here." Sesshomaru opened his arms. Shinta spent no time crawling up onto the bed and into his father's arms.
Sesshomaru pulled Shinta to him. This was the only creature that Sesshomaru cared this much for. Yes with Rin he loved her and would always protect her. But his son he would give his life to protect. He didn't know what made him decided that but he knew he just would.
Shinta was still crying softly into Sesshomaru's chest. Sesshomaru ran a hand through Shinta's white hair.
" Daddy?"
Sesshomaru looked down in to his son's eyes.
" Yes Shinta."
" I had a bad dream, can I sleep with you to night?" Shinta put on a sad puppy dog look. Sesshomaru winced. Not the puppy dog eyes, those things were irresistible even for him.
" Oh all right you can sleep with me tonight." Shinta instantly brightened and dove under the covers.
" You really didn't have a nightmare did you." A head poked out from under the covers a devilish grin on its face. It shook its head and disappeared back under the covers. Sighing Sesshomaru went in after his son.
" You little bugger. You lied to me." There was insane giggling from under the covers. Shinta poked his head out from under the covers. He squealed as Sesshomaru grabbed him and drug him out from under the covers.
" DADDY!" Shinta shrieked as Sesshomaru began to tickle him. " I GIVE I GIVE."
Sesshomaru chuckled. " You know the punishment for lying." Shinta some how managed to wriggle his way out of his fathers grasp and took off across the room. For a four year old he moved very quickly.
Shinta suddenly froze by the door. He raised his small head a sniffed a couple of times. He began to growl. It was a low growl of a warning; there was something in the air that his sensitive nose did not like. Sesshomaru to sniffed the air only he got a different reaction.
" RIN!"
Sesshomaru tore out of the room leaving Shinta behind.
" DADDY WAIT UP!" Shinta took off after his father but soon lost sight of him. Pouting Shinta continued to fallow his fathers sent. It only took a short while to find him.
Sesshomaru was currently hugging a human girl. Why Shinta had no clue, curious Shinta came closer though he stayed in the shadows out of site. The young human girl was crying into his fathers shoulder. Beside her were two young boys, thought they were older then himself.
Shinta took a careful sniff. They smelled like swan youkia though they had the sent of human in them. * so that's a hanyou, isn't my uncle one of them.* Shinta took a couple more steps forward but still kept to the shadows. He spied Jaken a little ways off. The little imp youkia had a disgusted look on his face. " Jaken- sama." Jaken looked up from his position, he spied Shinta and walked over to the young inu-tenshi.
" Shinta, what are you doing up. Does your father know your up." Jaken whispered. Shinta nodded his head. He nodded towards the new comers.
" Who are they?" he asked innocently.
Jaken shook his head, the disgusted look returning. " Her names Rin, she was your fathers ward for quiet some time, then she left him to mate with a swan taiyoukia. Sesshomaru - Sama loved her but never told her. So instead he found another mate, your mother. Well it seems that the swan prince who Rin was matted to was killed and his brother drove her and her twin sons from the land and she's come crawling back begging to be Sesshomaru - Sama's mate."
Shinta pulled a disgusted face. " But father said he would never take another mate after mother died." Tears stated to fall from Shinta's eyes at the fresh memory of his mothers tragic death, for which he had witnessed just a matter of months ago.
Jaken shook his head.
" I dought he will keep that promise, he's always loved Rin."
Shinta turned to look at his father hopping to all gods that he would not take another mate like he had said he would. His father currently had his back to him. He was hugging Rin, the two boys were staring at their mother, both were pretty with long golden blond hair that fell in waves down their backs. They had dark blue eyes and small white feathery wings.
Shinta flexed his own small wings, right now they were small but when he got older they would be huge bigger then any swan youkia's.
Shinta's attention returned to his father and Rin when Rin pulled away from his father.
" Sesshomaru - Sama, I'm so sorry I never should have left you, will you allow me to come back only this time as your mate."
Shinta silently pleaded that his father would turn her down. He felt his heart break when he heard his father reply.
" Rin I would love to take you as a mate."
Silent tears started to flow down Shinta's cheeks.
" Father no..how could you? You promised." Shinta's voice was quiet, so quiet that Jaken had a hard time hearing him.
A arm rapped around Shinta's small shoulders. He looked up to kurono, one of his guardian tenshi. Kurono was known as a black tenshi cause he had black hair and wings. They were as humans called them dark angels, but were really warrior angels that were assigned to protect the royal angels such as Shinta. Kurono was one of the funniest and was a more a child at heart then any of the others that probly why Shinta got along so well with him.
" hey little guy what's wrong?" Kurono looked concerned. Shinta couldn't trust his voice and pointed over towards his father and Rin.
Kurono looked over just in time to see Sesshomaru mark his new mate. He turned away disgusted.
" Filthy youkia, they are the vermin of the earth. No offense Jaken, your ok." Jaken nodded though he still looked a little mad for being called vermin.
" Not two months after mei kui's death and he is already taking a mate, youkia are sad creatures." He pulled Shinta into a hug as he noticed the boy starting to hyperventilate.
" Shh..hey it's ok. hush." Shinta didn't calm down, but he buried his head in kurono's robes. Kurono turned disgusted to listen to Sesshomaru's conversation.
" Well I guess I should introduce you to the rest of the family then." Rin said. Her two boys stepped forward.
" This is Atoka, and this is Uramteshi. They are my twin sons." The two boys bowed respectfully to their new father.
" we are honored to be a part of your family, father."
Shinta felt his blood boil.
" how dare they call him father. He's my father." Kurono looked down startled.
" what the..." Kurono looked down to see a now 16-year-old Shinta sitting next to him.
Some how Shinta had managed to transform into his older self. Kurono took a second to look over the boy. He was nothing short of gorgeous, he looked exactly like his father except that his marking looked to be nothing more then gold dust on his cheeks and forehead. His eyes, which were slightly larger, then Sesshomaru's were many different shades of gold. His white hair fell to his mid back, and throughout the hair were single gold strands. He was tall that was a definite. And patruding from his shoulder blades were two of the largest wings that Kurono had ever seen. If they were unfolded they could have easily had a wingspan of 30 feet each.
Kurono was brought back from his search by a low rumbling sound. Shinta was growling. Jaken looked startled.
" What happened to him? He's all grown up." Kurono shook his head.
" This is something that is very rare. Tenshi if they feel threatened or are at a high stress level will revert to a form for which they are their strongest. For Shinta it must be around the age of sixteen. I've only heard of this but never actually seen it." Kurono still had a hold of Shinta. Shinta was shaking slightly anger could be seen in his eyes.
" I can't believe him." Shinta once again dissolved into tears, only this time they weren't silent. Sesshomaru turned at the noise.
" what is going on. Shinta is that you." Sesshomaru was looking straight at him but was not seeing anything.
Shinta sniffed but remained silent. The anger had returned full force. * son of a bitch*
Sesshomaru continued to look off into the shadows. " Shinta come out and meet your new brothers, I know your there I can smell you." * but why is his sent older*
Shinta stood and stepped out into the light, a glare gracing his features. There were several gasps. The look on Sesshomaru's was priceless.
" Shinta? What happened to you."
Shinta sneered. " Nothing of your concern, Sesshomaru."
Sesshomaru flinched at the biting tone. * Wait he didn't call me father. *
" Shinta you must show respect to your father. Now say hello to your mother and brothers."
Shinta turned to face Sesshomaru.
" I'll show my respect to my father when I see him next, and my mothers dead she died two months ago cause my father was off mopping and couldn't protect her. And as far as I know I have no siblings, if you call those pathetic excuses for creatures my siblings. Now if you don't mind I am going to bed and maybe when I wake my father will have returned." At that Shinta turned and left not waiting for Sesshomaru's response.
Kurono and Jaken quickly fallowed Shinta not wishing to be in the same room as Sesshomaru now.
Sesshomaru stood there shocked, but the shock quickly faded to hurt. What Shinta had said had hurt him deeply. * how could he have said that. and what happened to him he was older.*
Sesshomaru turned back to his new mate. She looked slightly scared, her two sons had a look of shock on their faces.
" was that your son?" Sesshomaru nodded.
" I don't know what happened to him though, he's only four years old, but he looked to be sixteen. What happened?" the last part was more to himself.
" Shido"
A young servant appeared.
" yes my lord."
" Take Rin and her sons to a room. I will retrieve them soon. I need to have a talk with my son." At that Sesshomaru left towards Shinta's room.
Sesshomaru entered Shinta's room to find him still in teenager form with his guardian tenshi holding him. Kurono was rocking the sobbing boy back and forth.
" hey..shh..it's alright, you hurt I understand that. let it all out, you'll feel better after this."
Shinta looked up into Kurono's face. He knew his father was hiding in the shadow of the door but he didn't care.
" Kurono how could he break his promise to me." Kurono also knew that Sesshomaru was standing in the door and saw where Shinta was taking this.
" I don't know kiddo. I always knew that at some time Sesshomaru would take another mate. But usually they have to honor to wait a couple years before getting another mate."
" but no my father is such a horn dogger that he had to have a fuck toy not two months after my mothers death, which is particle his fault."
Kurono was starting to get a little nervous. Sesshomaru was not one known for holding his temper, and he didn't want to get the blunt of the attack. But he decided to continue to play along.
" all I've heard are rumors, but is it true that he was off sulking when you two were attacked and he didn't even realize anything had happened until three days latter."
" Kurono, out!" Kurono nearly left a skid pattern on the floor as he raced from the room. Shinta turned his back to Sesshomaru. Anger was quickly over taking the sadness he was feeling.
" Shinta looked at me."
Once thing was for certain Shinta had defiantly in hearted his mother's stubbornness. He kept his back turned to Sesshomaru and remained silent.
" Look at me when I am talking to you." Sesshomaru sounded really angry.
* I'm probly going to get into a lot of trouble for this but oh well.*
" Tell me Sesshomaru, why should I look at you. Your words mean nothing to me."
That had pushed it to far. Shinta was painfully thrown across the room, where he smashed into the stonewall. Thought he was in a teenage form he still only had the pain tolerance of a four year old. Shinta felt several bones break as he was imbedded into the stonewall by the force of his fathers throw. A single thought crosses his mind before it succumbed to blackness. " Why?"