(This is Kagome's Diary #2.Warning: This is not the sequel of Kagome's
first diary. It doesn't have to do anything with the first one, even though
it is in "her diary". If you like it, remember to reply to my e-mail,
which is surfin_loka@yahoo.com. Thanx! ()
Dreamy Day
I loved today! Today was a great day! It is amazing like some days change your life entirely. Today was that kind of a day, at least for me it was.
I don't feel sad anymore because I have a new friend, well, he's not really my friend, but he is my hero. He saved me from myself, from my unkind feeling toward everyone else but me. He saved me from my greed and envy for those around me. I thank life and destiny for putting him in my way.
Last month I was taking care of the Shrine, when I see a cute dog. I ran to get it, but he fled from me. I thought of my friend, Eleanor, and she found a dog. He certainly didn't run from her. I felt envy and anger because she always got what she wanted, and all that I wanted too. I don't think I am ugly, nor scary, so why would the cute dog run away? I would run after it, even if it took me all day.
So I did.
Why did he run?
I stopped running. Look at me, I thought, a pathetic girl running and scaring off an innocent and harmless dog.
I whistled, and the dog did a sudden movement. He stopped running. I hurried my pace. He stayed, looking at me with eyes as big as moons shining like two beautiful pearls. I caught him and held him close to me. I petted him. He seemed to like me, so I decided to take him home.
Mother noticed him right away, and, after a few questions, she let me keep him. I named him Ahsayuni. I don't even know why I named him that way. It was so strange. The name just appeared in my mind, just like stars that appear at night, lurking throughout the heavens, just peaking from the shadows.
When I looked at Ahsayuni, I saw a special glow in his eyes. When I held him close, I felt a certain warmth inside of me. I felt love. I loved my dog. It seemed so strange, that feeling, when you love someone. He actually seemed human. I couldn't fall in love with a dog! It really seemed outrageous! It was preposterous, just like Grandfather would say.
I decided to spend every waking moment with Ahsayuni. We played together, slept together, walked together, even bathed together! Mother started questioning me. She even suggested a psychiatrist. I told her it wasn't necessary.
One month passed and we were even closer than ever. Now I did every single thing with him. I really felt attached to my dog, as if he was a part of my body.
Today, I walked him to the park and told him I loved him, and it wasn't just "pet love", it was real, true love! And when I finished telling him what I felt about him, I saw some yellow sparks and he turned into a dog human, or something! He had a human face with dog-ears peeking out of the top of his head, which was covered with white and silver strands of hair that would go down his waist. He was wearing crimson red robes. He was on bare feet, right in front of me!
I gaped stupidly at his eyes, which were a beautiful golden color. He was so beautiful!
He asked me if I meant what I said. I told him I did, though I wanted to deny it and run away like a coward.
He smiled, and as he did, I saw fangs.
I got scared, but happy. He looked as if he was going to tell me to leave with him. I would, of course, say yes!
He didn't say anything.
He was leaving. I was going to loose him.
He ran very fast. I tried running to catch up with him. I asked his name at the top of my lungs.
He stopped running and he looked at me and held my two arms. He told me his name was Ahsayuni. He looked into my eyes, and I looked into his. He kissed me really fast, and ran away.
I fell, unconscious.
When I woke up, I was still in the same place. I still remembered a bit, so I ran home and I wrote it, well, now! I don't know why, but I know I am going to forget everything in a matter of minutes.
Mother told me to never pick a stray dog again. She also said that they are too much work and that Ahsayuni damaged my brain.
What does she expect from me? I am only ten years old! Besides, how am I supposed to know that a cute dog may cause brain damage?
Well, You may be wondering what does all this nonsense have to do with what I told You in the beginning. Well, I have stopped being mean and greedy because I've never really felt so loved in my whole life. I am not envying anyone anymore because I have been teached a lesson in love, true love that is. I felt true love with Ahsayuni, and I know he felt true love too. I wish I could see him again, or find the mysterious human-dog that teached me a valuable lesson in life.
I hope he comes back to me. I hope he is thinking of me right now, and that he never forgets me. I wish he'd taken me with him. I bet he knew that I would miss Mother.
I know I am not going to remember him in a couple of years, or minutes. I just sense it. May God do whatever he would like to happen. Oh, and one last thing.
I love you, Ahsayuni!
Kagome
Dreamy Day
I loved today! Today was a great day! It is amazing like some days change your life entirely. Today was that kind of a day, at least for me it was.
I don't feel sad anymore because I have a new friend, well, he's not really my friend, but he is my hero. He saved me from myself, from my unkind feeling toward everyone else but me. He saved me from my greed and envy for those around me. I thank life and destiny for putting him in my way.
Last month I was taking care of the Shrine, when I see a cute dog. I ran to get it, but he fled from me. I thought of my friend, Eleanor, and she found a dog. He certainly didn't run from her. I felt envy and anger because she always got what she wanted, and all that I wanted too. I don't think I am ugly, nor scary, so why would the cute dog run away? I would run after it, even if it took me all day.
So I did.
Why did he run?
I stopped running. Look at me, I thought, a pathetic girl running and scaring off an innocent and harmless dog.
I whistled, and the dog did a sudden movement. He stopped running. I hurried my pace. He stayed, looking at me with eyes as big as moons shining like two beautiful pearls. I caught him and held him close to me. I petted him. He seemed to like me, so I decided to take him home.
Mother noticed him right away, and, after a few questions, she let me keep him. I named him Ahsayuni. I don't even know why I named him that way. It was so strange. The name just appeared in my mind, just like stars that appear at night, lurking throughout the heavens, just peaking from the shadows.
When I looked at Ahsayuni, I saw a special glow in his eyes. When I held him close, I felt a certain warmth inside of me. I felt love. I loved my dog. It seemed so strange, that feeling, when you love someone. He actually seemed human. I couldn't fall in love with a dog! It really seemed outrageous! It was preposterous, just like Grandfather would say.
I decided to spend every waking moment with Ahsayuni. We played together, slept together, walked together, even bathed together! Mother started questioning me. She even suggested a psychiatrist. I told her it wasn't necessary.
One month passed and we were even closer than ever. Now I did every single thing with him. I really felt attached to my dog, as if he was a part of my body.
Today, I walked him to the park and told him I loved him, and it wasn't just "pet love", it was real, true love! And when I finished telling him what I felt about him, I saw some yellow sparks and he turned into a dog human, or something! He had a human face with dog-ears peeking out of the top of his head, which was covered with white and silver strands of hair that would go down his waist. He was wearing crimson red robes. He was on bare feet, right in front of me!
I gaped stupidly at his eyes, which were a beautiful golden color. He was so beautiful!
He asked me if I meant what I said. I told him I did, though I wanted to deny it and run away like a coward.
He smiled, and as he did, I saw fangs.
I got scared, but happy. He looked as if he was going to tell me to leave with him. I would, of course, say yes!
He didn't say anything.
He was leaving. I was going to loose him.
He ran very fast. I tried running to catch up with him. I asked his name at the top of my lungs.
He stopped running and he looked at me and held my two arms. He told me his name was Ahsayuni. He looked into my eyes, and I looked into his. He kissed me really fast, and ran away.
I fell, unconscious.
When I woke up, I was still in the same place. I still remembered a bit, so I ran home and I wrote it, well, now! I don't know why, but I know I am going to forget everything in a matter of minutes.
Mother told me to never pick a stray dog again. She also said that they are too much work and that Ahsayuni damaged my brain.
What does she expect from me? I am only ten years old! Besides, how am I supposed to know that a cute dog may cause brain damage?
Well, You may be wondering what does all this nonsense have to do with what I told You in the beginning. Well, I have stopped being mean and greedy because I've never really felt so loved in my whole life. I am not envying anyone anymore because I have been teached a lesson in love, true love that is. I felt true love with Ahsayuni, and I know he felt true love too. I wish I could see him again, or find the mysterious human-dog that teached me a valuable lesson in life.
I hope he comes back to me. I hope he is thinking of me right now, and that he never forgets me. I wish he'd taken me with him. I bet he knew that I would miss Mother.
I know I am not going to remember him in a couple of years, or minutes. I just sense it. May God do whatever he would like to happen. Oh, and one last thing.
I love you, Ahsayuni!
Kagome